Episode 7
[Iâm an Office Worker Who Plays the Flute]
âWhat do you mean? What did they do to you over there?â
As soon as we got back to the office, Ron grabbed my shoulder firmly.
Ow.
When I winced, Ron quickly let go and apologized in a fluster. Heâs ridiculously fast with apologiesâwould be nice if he didnât make situations where he needed to apologize in the first place.
âThey just offered me a scout position.â
âScout?â
âThey asked if Iâd consider joining the Audit Team. Said the audit results were too perfect.â
I wasnât bragging. I just wanted some acknowledgment for all the work I put in, but Ronâs expression turned strangely serious.
âSo, what did you say?â
âI told them Iâd think about it. Honestly, itâs a good offer.â
âWell, yeah, thatâs trueâŠâ
Ronâs brows drooped, and he closed his mouth. Maybe it was to avoid looking like a rain-soaked puppyâbut in his case, more like a large-breed dog.
âŠKind of cute, though.
Wait, what?
What part of that big body is cute?
âAil. ThatâŠâ
âWhat?â
ââŠNever mind. You did well with the audit prep. You can head home early today.â
Whatâs with him? A minute ago he was hounding me about reimbursement deadlines.
Iâm not someone who lets opportunities slip.
The second he finished speaking, I grabbed my bag, bowed, and made for the door. Ron gave me a baffled look.
You said I could leave early, right?
With a deep sigh and a youâre always like this expression, Ron waved me off. He looked a little conflicted, but whatever.
âAil, is it true youâre transferring to the Audit Team?â
The person who came to see me first thing in the morning was, unexpectedly, Reinolf. His short blond hair was damp with sweat, plastered to his faceâprobably from morning training.
âI havenât decided yet.â
âSo you did get a scout offer.â
âYeah, I guess.â
But what does that have to do with you?
Maybe my face showed exactly what I was thinking, because he scratched his cheek awkwardly.
âI⊠I know I avoided punishment thanks to you this time. Thank you.â
âUh-huh. As long as you know.â
I replied flatly and nodded.
He should be thankful. Obviously.
Skipping out without permission wasnât a one-time thing for himâit was habitual. And if it came out that he frequented bars like it was his own home, there was no way he couldâve escaped disciplinary action.
I swept that all under the rug for him, so from his perspective, I was basically a savior.
The problem was, Reinolf was never the kind of guy to say thank you out of politeness.
Did he eat something weird?
He actually frowned just then. If he threw up here, that would be the worst.
âI have something to tell you, Ail.â
âGo ahead.â
Just donât throw up. I didnât say it aloud, but maybe my sour expression made him ease his frown a little.
âCan you not go to the Audit Team?â
âWhy?â
At my question, Reinolf hesitated and lowered his gaze. His ridiculously long lashes cast a pretty shadow under his eyes.
Seen like this, Reinolf really was handsome. If he didnât act like such a jerk, I couldâve appreciated his face more objectivelyâhe looked like the textbook definition of a medieval knightly beauty.
Looking somewhat dejected, he spoke.
âI know Iâve treated you poorly. I also know I hurt you a lot because of it. I apologize.â
ââŠItâs not like I was particularly hurtâŠâ
âIt may sound like an excuse, but if I said I had a reason, would you believe me?â
âThatâs really not importantââ
âMy younger brother, two years my junior, works at Carrieâs Bar.â
Huh?
I stopped, annoyed that he kept cutting me off.
So you drank yourself silly every night at the bar where your brother works? Is that supposed to be a brag?
My expression must have said Seriously?, because he shook his head quickly.
âMy so-called mother sold my brother to Carrieâs Bar.â
ââŠThatâs illegal under national law.â
âBut you know how it isâthese things still happen in secret.â
Uh, no. I didnât know. Iâd only been here a month. How was I supposed to know about that? In fact, I hadnât even left the palace grounds since I arrived.
But I couldnât exactly explain my whole backstory, and since Ail is supposed to be from a commoner background, it made sense heâd know. So I stayed quiet. He must have taken my silence as confirmation, because he continued with a grave look.
âThat was exactly ten years ago.â
What? Wait. Ten years ago?!
There are parents who would sell their own child? Why?
Because they needed money? Because they were dirt poor? But could any reason really justify selling your child?
Somewhere along the way, Iâd gotten caught up in his story and felt myself bristle.
âThatâs terrible. No matter the reason, itâs unforgivable.â
âYes. Youâre right. Thatâs why Iâm very wary of women. If I hadnât been working at an inn at the time, the one sold off wouldâve been me, not my brother. Thatâs why I treated you badly. Iâm sorry.â
And the story didnât end there.
He told me his brother started with menial labor at the bar and eventually became a regular worker.
That being a âworkerâ was really no different from being a slave, with monthly quotas to meetâif you failed, youâd get beaten like a dog.
That to help his brother meet those quotas, he frequented Carrieâs Bar every day.
That heâd been trying to save up to buy his brotherâs freedom, which is why heâd tried to slip bar tabs into the guardâs expense reports even though he knew it wouldnât work.
It was the kind of tearful tale that tugged at the heartstrings. I might have spent my life chasing money like a madwoman dreaming of becoming a rich bum, but I wasnât heartless.
I pressed my palm to my eyes to hide the redness welling there, and Reinolf patted my shoulder as if to say it was okay.
Iâd thought he treated me badly because I was a commoner and treated Mien better because she was a noble. But thinking back, he was rude to both of us.
He only used an honorific with âMiss Mienâ because she was a noblewomanâhe didnât openly fawn over her like some knights did. It was just that, lumped together among the other knights, it looked like favoritism.
Yeah. You shouldnât judge people by appearances.
I corrected my opinion of Reinolfâfrom drunken punk knight to loyal older brother.
âBut what does that have to do with me?â
Once the lump in my throat subsided, the core question finally came to me. His tragic backstory was one thing, but how was that connected to me not transferring?
Reinolf seemed to realize Iâd caught on, and gave a sheepish smile.
âOne more year. In just one year, I can save enough to bring my brother back.â
Then he glanced away.
Oh, so this is about me keeping those bar tabs off the books.
If I leave and someone new takes over, who knows what will happenâso he wants me to stay and keep covering it up.
So thatâs it, huh?
My tears vanished in an instant. As transparent as glassâstill a shameless guy after all.
âThis isnât all a lie, right?â
In the working world, you meet all kinds of nutcases. Some even make up fake sob stories to scam people.
Reinolfâs earnest face didnât seem like a lie⊠but then again, con artists are great actors.
âI donât know whatâll happen.â
âAilâŠâ
âCould you move? Iâm busy.â
He stepped aside quickly with an apology, and I walked past without looking at him. I felt like Iâd just been smacked in the back of the head.
Like when you go to a university interview, a senior showers you with tips that make you go Wow!âand then starts talking about religion.
If what Reinolf said was true, I could understand his motives. But understanding it in my head didnât make my foul mood go away.
And right now, my mood was very foul.
Mien, back at work after a while, handed me a box of chocolates, saying Iâd worked hard. I stared at it until she added that her hometown was famous for cocoa beans.
âCocoaâŠâ
Ah. Made me want to open Kak**Talk and vent to a friend about what just happened. Secret chatting during work hours is the best.
Feeling gloomy, I unwrapped one chocolate and popped it in my mouth.
âŠDelicious.
Close to lunchtime, someone knocked on the office door. When I opened it, Ron stood there looking oddly awkward.
âWhatâs with you, Captain?â
âWhat do you mean? I was here yesterday too.â
âNo, I meanâsince when do you knock?â
âAhem. Knocking is basic courtesy.â
That courtesy youâve never observed until now?
I gave him a seriously? look, and he averted his eyes.
With a couple of throat-clears, Ron looked back at me, wearing a sheepish expression.
âIf youâve got time, letâs grab lunch.â
ââŠMe?â
âWho else? You think Iâd ask Miss Mien? Why would I?â
I can think of no reason youâd ask me, either.
Maybe my face showed just how unenthused I was, because Ron laughed loudly and slapped me on the shoulder to break the awkwardness. His cauldron-sized hand on my delicate frame made my legs wobble like a newborn giraffe.
âAs thanks for your work, Iâll treat you to something nice.â
Ow. It hurt. He might think itâs a sign of camaraderie, but it still hurt.
I sighed and glanced at Mien. She didnât even look over, just kept gazing into her mirror.
Sensing my gaze, she met my eyes.
Mien. Want to come withâ
Before I could finish, she waved her hand lightly.
âIâll hold down the office. You go ahead.â
âŠAnd that was the end of that.
I wanted to be the one holding down the office!
âCan you not go to the Audit Team?â
Was there some kind of bet today on Who Can Stop Ail From Leaving?
It was starting to feel that way. First Reinolf, now Ron. Reinolfâs motives were clear enough, but what was Ronâs?
âNo wonder he offered such an expensive steak.â
The place Ron dragged me to for lunch was the royal palace dining district.