<Chapter 64> Fatherās Daughter
January 3, 2024
“You shouldāve called me, even if it was in the middle of the night, if you were in so much pain! Iāll go get the physician right away.ā
āThank you.ā
Unfortunately, the physician who had been looking after Cordelia had left the capital for another matter. In haste, they summoned a different doctor for the examination.
The relatively young physician inspected her ankle and frowned.
āWhen did this injury occur?ā
āAbout five or six days ago, I think.ā
āIt seems like a simple sprain, but the progress isnāt good. After six days, the swelling should be going down by now. Iāll prescribe you some medicine for nowāmake sure to take it. And donāt put any weight on your foot as much as possible.ā
After leaving his instructions, the doctor departed. This time, Cordelia stayed holed up in her room, despite how restless she felt.
āLooks like Master is quite busy these days.ā
āReally? Well, it canāt be helped.ā
She thought heād cool off in a day or two, but Leonard didnāt see her at all for more than three days. Even when she asked if they could share a meal, he only responded with indifferent replies.
Layla awkwardly laughed and tried to change the subject.
āHowās your leg doing?ā
āItās fine.ā
Cordelia answered out of habit. But in truth, it wasnāt fine at all. The swelling had barely gone down, and she occasionally developed a fever, even vomiting after drinking water.
Yet more unbearable than her injured leg was her mentorās sudden coldness.
Though their time together hadnāt been long, Leonard had always stayed by her side whenever she was hurt or sick.
But now, for three days, he hadnāt come to see her even once. To Cordelia, it wasnāt just upsettingāit was a shock.
Since childhood, she had learned to take care of herself whenever she was sick. It wasnāt like it should be shocking that no one was around when she was unwell again⦠But clearly, she had come to rely on Leonard as something more than just a teacher.
āOr⦠has he grown tired of me?ā
Once that thought crept in, a deep fear took root. She even dreamt of Leonard coldly saying, āI donāt need someone as stupid as you anymore.ā
The night she awoke from that nightmare, her fever spiked. She vomited the few pieces of fruit sheād managed to eat that morning and couldn’t sleep until dawn.
Late at night, something cool touched her forehead.
Thinking Layla had come to change her damp towel, Cordelia opened her eyesāonly to meet someone unexpected. Leonard was pressing his hand gently to her burning forehead.
āā¦Master?ā
āGo back to sleep.ā
āDonāt go.ā
When he rose from the chair beside her bed, Cordelia shot upright like a spring, grabbing tightly onto his arm to keep him from leaving.
āI was wrong. I wonāt go anywhere without telling you ever again. Iāll listen to you, Iāll study hardāso please, Masterā¦ā
Despite having been too weak to eat properly the past few days, she clung to his arm with surprising strength.
She looked almost desperate, like a duckling following its mother.
āā¦Okay, I get it. Just go to sleep.ā
āDonāt abandon me. If you leave me behind, Iāll follow you no matter where you go and cling to your ankle⦠Hic⦠Iām sorry. I was wrong. Please, pleaseā¦ā
She thought she had cried all her tears already, but seeing Leonardās face again made them well up anew.
An overwhelming sense of anxiety dragged Cordelia deeper into despair.
She kept begging for forgiveness, half-asleep, gripped by the fear that Leonard might leave her forever.
āIām not abandoning you. So stop crying, youāll wake everyone.ā
Though blunt, his hands were gentle as he wiped away her tears and damp cheeks.
The cold and distant Leonard Atilay was goneāreplaced by the mentor she had known before.
Cordelia felt both relieved and uneasy.
Having Leonard by her bedside in the middle of the night, wiping her tearsāit felt unreal, like a dream.
Maybe this is all a dream.
A strange certainty took over her.
So she sat up and wrapped her arms around Leonardās waist, burying herself into his embrace. He was startled and tried to push her away.
āWhat are you doing?ā
āYouāre not going to leave, right?ā
āGet off me.ā
āMaster, promise me. Say you wonāt go.ā
āI said I wonāt. Now let go.ā
āIf youāre not going, then itās fine to stay like this, isnāt it?ā
āDonāt say ridiculous thingsā¦ā
He was about to insist she let go when he saw her eyes redden again. When it looked like she might burst into tears, he gave in.
āJust go to sleep.ā
Cordelia lay down, clinging tightly to him. Naturally, Leonard lay beside her. When she couldnāt quite wrap her arms around him comfortably, she grabbed a tight hold of his shirt.
They were so close that she could hear his heartbeatāits steady rhythm was oddly comforting.
With her eyes closed, she murmured softly,
āIām not going to sleep.ā
āWhy not?ā
āIām going to make sure you donāt leave.ā
āDonāt be ridiculous. I said Iām not going anywhere.ā
āā¦Master.ā
āGo to sleep.ā
āYou forgive me now, right?ā
āā¦.ā
Truthfully, his coldness hadnāt been because she left the mansion without telling him.
It was because Cordelia had become his weakness. Because the emotions he felt for her were too confusing to name, he had pushed her away.
When he didnāt respond, Cordelia opened her eyes wide and looked up at him.
āWhy arenāt you saying anything? Tell me you forgive me.ā
āā¦Seriously.ā
Her demand for forgiveness left him dumbfounded. He let out a sigh. Cordelia widened her eyes and shook his shirt.
āHurry. You did the sameāasked for my forgiveness, remember?ā
āWhen did I do that?ā
āThe day you first said youād take me in as your student. Donāt you remember?ā
As he searched his memory, he vaguely recalled the moment. It was only four months ago.
Leonard was once again struck by the realizationāhow much she had already come to mean to him in such a short time.
āI forgave you once, so you have to forgive me too.ā
āIāve already forgotten about it. Youāre an adultāyou donāt need my permission to go out.ā
āNo. From now on, I wonāt even step outside without your permission.ā
She said it with solemn resolve, like making an oath. For some reason, Leonard found it more amusing than touching.
āNow sleep.ā
āI said Iām not sleepy. I canāt sleep, and⦠yawnā¦ā
Without a sound, Leonard chanted a sleep spell.
Cordelia blinked a few times, then quickly fell asleep.
Even her grip on his shirt gradually loosened. Though nothing was physically holding him anymore, Leonard couldnāt bring himself to leave.
He looked down at her silently, then brushed aside her sweat-damp hair.
āā¦Cordelia.ā
He still didnāt know what to call this feeling.
It was too deep to be pity or sympathy, and blaming it on her being his āfirst discipleā was no longer a convincing excuse.
In the past four days, he had realized just how deeply she had become a part of his lifeāso much so that he could no longer imagine being without her.
As the moon set and the sun rose, Leonard remained by Cordeliaās side, just as he had promised.
Early in the morning, Layla came in carrying a silver basin filled with water. She stopped cold at the sight before her.
āWh-Whoā¦?!ā
Amazingly, the basin didnāt fallāit hovered in the air, not spilling a single drop.
But Layla wasnāt impressed by the magic. She was far more shocked to see the master of the house lying beside her mistress.
āQuiet.ā
āS-Sorry, Master.ā
Leonard pressed a finger to his lips, silencing the maid. He carefully sat up, trying not to wake Cordelia.
āShe only just fell asleep. Come back later.ā
āYes, of course.ā
Without another word, Layla left the room with the basin. She found herself thinking that perhaps this roomādesigned for the lady of the houseāmight actually be receiving its true mistress.
But wisely, Layla didnāt voice a single thought aloud. She simply resolved to serve Cordelia with even greater respect from now on.
āTime to get up.ā
āā¦.ā
āThe sun is already high. You lazy thing.ā
She must be hearing things. Cordelia scowled and pulled the blanket over her head.
But a sharp, rude hand yanked the blanket down again.
āWhat theāhuh, what?ā
āWhat do you mean āwhatā? Do you know what time it is?ā
āM-Master?ā
āYes, you lazy disciple.ā
Leonard stood beside the bed, impeccably dressed.
Cordelia rubbed her eyes furiously. She couldnāt believe what she was seeing.
āWhy are you here?ā
āYou already forgot how desperately you begged me not to leave yesterday?ā
āI did? When did I⦠Ah!ā
It wasnāt a dream?
She remembered bits and pieces. Sheād assumed it was all just a dreamābut it had been real.
Leonard clicked his tongue as he looked at her still-dazed face.
āNow that youāre up, go wash. You smell.ā
āY-YouāGet out! Get out!ā
Oh, the feels! I love these two together.