Chapter : 32. Someone Who Knows Me Well
2023.09.01
For Elise, the regression was both an opportunity and a stroke of luck. A tremendous one, at that.
But the world tends to be relatively fair.
āThough it has been a bit harsh on me.ā
So there was a possibility of side effects from the regression.
āI should have been more careful. Paid more attention to my body.ā
Especially before important events like the New Yearās gathering.
Karanās day had been ruined because of her.
The guilt in her heart grew endlessly.
āHe must have been looking forward to it.ā
She recalled the sparkle in his eyes when she suggested going to the festival together.
Eyes that shone as purely as pebbles wet from the sea.
The thought that those eyes might be clouded with disappointment crushed Eliseās chest with guilt.
āIām sorry.ā
āItās fine.ā
Elise widened her eyes in surprise. That wasnāt the response she had expected.
She lifted her head from Karanās chest.
His chest rose and fell evenly. His eyes were closed.
Had he answered half-asleep?
Elise leaned her forehead back onto his chest obediently.
The cool warmth of his body made her feel good.
āHe stayed close to cool me down.ā
She realized one more thing.
āYou must have been uncomfortable. I feel even worse.ā
āI said itās fine.ā
Elise sat up abruptly. Karanās heavy arm slid off smoothly.
āYouāre awake, right?ā
His eyes were still closed, but the corner of his mouth twitched slightly.
Elise wanted to see his eyes. She wanted to face him properly and apologize.
āYour Highness, now that youāre awake, please open your eyes.ā
Karan wanted to stay tangled in bed with Elise a little longer, but he obediently opened his eyes. It was unavoidableāhe moved as she asked.
Karan slowly shifted his body. Each movement made his finely-chiseled muscles ripple.
To Elise, who had no muscles herself, it was a marvelous sight.
āIf you want to touch, you may.ā
Had she been staring too intently? Startled by Karanās words, Elise turned her head.
Even though her fever had completely subsided, her cheeks bloomed with a cherry-blossom blush.
āThatās not it.ā
She thought she had briefly heard him say, āWhat a shame,ā but that must have been a misunderstanding.
Feeling embarrassed, Elise brushed her neck and offered him the blanket.
āShall I cover you?ā
Karan asked. Elise nodded. She wanted to see more but felt she shouldnāt.
Again, Karan obediently wrapped himself in the blanket as she instructed.
āYour Highness, Iām sorry for being late.ā
Elise cleared her throat and bowed toward Karan.
āJust words?ā
Elise blinked rapidly. She expected him to say it was fine.
Of course, it wasnāt fine, but even if he said it was, she had planned to continue apologizingāyet he reacted differently.
āAh⦠is there something you want?ā
āIn Titrith, it is said that the hand of one who seeks mercy must be heavy.ā
āIs there a reason for that?ā
āThat⦠we will find out in time.ā
Karan couldnāt bring himself to explain that, in the game, a hand must be extended empty when wearing a mask. So he quickly changed the subject.
āIf youāre really sorry, Eliseā¦ā
Her hand, sticking out from under the blanket, was suddenly grabbed by Karan.
āPlease.ā
Before she could ask āPlease what?ā Karan leaned in closer.
Elise shivered under the impetuous touch that skimmed her dry lips.
Unconsciously, she let out a faint moan.
Karanās eyes darkened as he watched her. He leaned further toward her.
āI want to accept your apology. Will you allow it?ā
Even though there was space behind her, Elise didnāt budge an inch.
That was permission. Karanās eyes curved as he smiled.
Elise couldnāt take her eyes off his face.
His face bloomed like a fully-opened flower, exuding a seemingly sweet fragrance.
A hand slipped out from the folds of the blanket.
Karan gently brushed Eliseās trembling eyelashes.
The touch hinted at what was to come, and Elise closed her eyes.
Even with her eyes shut, his movements were vivid to her.
Karan wrapped his hands around the back of her head and pulled her waist closer.
Her frail body was shielded by his bare chest.
āIāll accept it gratefully.ā
His husky voice near her lips made her head ring.
Her chin lifted slightly along with his breath.
Karanās lips touched her jaw. When Elise trembled, he soothed her by brushing the back of her head with his fingers.
The electric heat shot from the back of her head down her spine, pooling near her tailbone.
Karan licked her lower lip. Elise parted her lips slightly and moaned.
Through that opening, greedy Karan invadedādeeply, very deeply.
On the third day of the banquet,
Elise awoke in Karanās bedroom.
Karan, having given only a neat kiss before stepping back, didnāt let her leave even late at night.
He argued that her fever could spike again at any time.
After some thought, Elise decided to stay by his side.
Her parents wouldnāt care either way, so there was no one to object.
āMaybe theyād be glad they canāt see me.ā
Elise chuckled softly.
She did, however, feel guilty about skipping the second day of the banquet.
So last night, she wrote a letter to Dvoa.
She wanted to spread the reason why she and Karan hadnāt attended so no false rumors would circulate.
āItās not a rumorāitās the truth.ā
She reported Karanās devoted care while she had collapsed.
If Dvoa published the article, it would improve Karanās image.
Even though Pedroka was leaving soon, maintaining a good image for Titrith and Karan was important.
āEven His Majesty Langzi couldnāt ignore favorable public opinion.ā
Managing oneās image was important in many ways.
Karan didnāt seem to care at all, of course.
āHeās just a pure person.ā
Elise asked Hartwin to deliver the letter, then fell asleep as if collapsingāher fever had returned.
Karan stayed by her side all night. Every time she opened her eyes, he spoke to her gently.
Even in childhood, she had never received such devoted care while sick.
Despite her fever, Elise felt grateful and decided she must give him a great gift.
Perhaps thanks to his meticulous care, Elise felt completely recovered.
āLetās do what we couldnāt yesterday.ā
Elise proposed after finishing breakfast. Karan flinched.
āWhat we couldnāt do yesterdayā¦ā
āThe festival tour.ā
āAhā¦ā
A fleeting expression of regret crossed his face, but it vanished quickly. Karan smiled brightly.
āVery well. Letās prepare the carriage. Where shall we start?ā
āWharton Manor. We should go home first so I can change clothes.ā
It would be difficult to wear the sweat-drenched dress again.
Also, it wouldnāt make sense for her to wear some indoor dress Karan might have gotten from somewhere.
It was a matter of his dignity.
āIt wonāt take long. I contacted Regina last night. Weāll be back soon.ā
Elise acted like she was ready to leave immediately. Honestly, she was eager.
At that moment, Karan grabbed her wrist and gently pulled her.
Elise had no choice but to sit back down.
āNo need. The clothes are already ready.ā
Karan gave a meaningful smile and rang a bell.
The doors swung open, and a row of dresses on hangers flooded in.
Red, blue, yellow, green, purpleāEliseās eyes widened at the variety of colors.
āYour Highness, what is all this?ā
āDresses, arenāt they?ā
Elise gaped at Karanās nonchalant reply.
She didnāt even need to ask whose they were; she knew they were hers.
She was the only one in the room who could wear these extravagant dresses.
āHow much would all this cost? I donāt think Titrithās finances are that strong, and the royal budget must be even smallerā¦ā
Elise calculated silently and was shocked.
āDid he just spend the entire annual royal budget?ā
Elise turned sharply to Karan. He met her gaze and calmly said,
āElise, what are you doing? Pick one.ā
The room had Karanās servants, a person who seemed to be a designer, and Hartwin, Karanās right-hand man.
Refusing his gift here would be difficult. Reluctantly, Elise stood up.
āThank you, Karan. Iāll wear them well.ā
Elise scanned the dresses and picked only one. She did the same for the shoes.
She knew what colors and designs suited her best.
A skirt that wasnāt too puffy, a design that revealed a slim waist and straight collarbones, and vivid primary colors.
In the past, she had used Iris as a standard of beauty and tried to emulate her.
So she used to wear dresses adorned with countless ribbons that didnāt suit her.
And the colors were all pastel.
Chase usually gave her only those kinds of gifts too.
āCome to think of it, Chase really did show he liked Iris. I was oblivious.ā
Elise chuckled and scanned the dresses.
Not a single pastel-colored dress was among the ones Karanās servant brought.
It was as if someone who truly knew what suited Elise had chosen them.
āThe designer has excellent taste. The design, the colors.ā
Naturally, Elise complimented the designer standing next to the rack. The designer stepped forward and said,
āAll of these dresses were chosen by His Highness Karan. If you like them, then the credit is his.ā
What were the odds that hastily prepared dresses would all suit her perfectly?
āAlmost zero.ā
That meant Karan had considered what colors and designs suited her long before.
Thinking that, Eliseās eyes softened.
More than the expensive dresses, she appreciated the time he had spent thinking about her.
So she couldnāt bring herself to tell him to take all of them; she just fidgeted with the dresses.
She couldnāt ignore his effort. And if she accepted them all, it would cost a lotā¦
Elise toyed with the dress she liked most, deep in thought.