Chapter : 31. Overwork and Greed
2023.08.31.
Ellis immediately shook her head.
âGood. I didnât want to send you home either.â
Karan tapped the carriage window with the hand he had just lifted from Ellisâs forehead.
The small window, meant for communicating with the coachman, slid open.
âReturn to the residence.â
âYour Highness, you promised weâd see the festival.â
Ellis clutched at his forearm as if to stop him.
Her hand was burning hot.
Thinking of how she must have hurriedly prepared to meet him in such a condition made his chest ache.
He felt ashamed of himself for having harbored resentment and negative thoughts.
âEllis, in that state, where do you think youâre going?â
âYour Highness, you were looking forward to it. I donât want to disappoint you.â
Ellis had misunderstood. What Karan looked forward to was not the festival itself, but the time spent with her.
âItâs fine.â
âIâm not fine. I was looking forwââ
Ellis suddenly closed her mouth. She was startled by the realization that had just struck her.
Was I actually looking forward to the festival?
Like a child?
Why on earthâ
âEllis, letâs go to the residence first, then think about it after.â
While Ellis was still confused by her own feelings, Karan made the decision.
It took less than thirty minutes for the carriage carrying them back to Karanâs lodging.
He had urged the coachman to hurry while holding Ellis firmly against his side.
Karan had recently changed his lodging from an inn to a small house.
He wanted Ellis to be able to come and go comfortably without inconvenience.
Though Ellis said she didnât mind, the thought of her entering and leaving an inn displeased him.
It wasnât a place Chase had arranged. Chase had recommended he stay within the palace grounds, but Karan had naturally refused.
âYour Highness, did you enjoy yourself? Eat lots of delicious food?â
Hartbin came bounding down the stairs and struck up conversation.
âFetch a doctor immediately.â
The excitement drained from Hartbinâs face in an instant.
Something was very wrong with Karanâs mood.
Hartbin glanced at Ellis standing beside him and grasped the situation at once.
âIâll bring the most skilled doctor right away. Shall I prepare a separate room for Lady Ellis?â
âNo, my bedroom.â
Karan gave the brief order and supported Ellis upstairs.
When they had left the Viscount Warton estate, she had still seemed fine. But in only thirty minutes, Ellisâs condition had rapidly worsened.
Having finally met Karan, the tension in her body had loosened, and even standing upright was now difficult for her.
His gaze lingered on the crown of her head, full of silent concern.
As if deliberating, Karan let go of her. Ellis instinctively braced herself against the wall.
âKaran?â
âThis wonât do, Ellis. Forgive the impropriety.â
Before she could even ask what he meant, he scooped her up into his arms.
With long strides he carried her and laid her gently on his bed.
Ellis quickly lost consciousness. Karan paced the room in agitation.
âYour Highness, Iâve brought the doctor.â
Just as his anxiety peaked, Hartbin returned with a physician.
The moment the doctor stepped inside, he faltered at the heat radiating from the room.
âWhat are you standing there for? Examine her at once!â
The doctor, Leber, had been called out abruptly. Even at Karanâs sharp voice, he moved sluggishly.
âIn haste, mistakes are made,â he muttered.
He even talked back.
Clicking his tongue inwardly, he began his examination of Ellis.
âWhen did the fever start?â he asked.
âI canât say for sure, but it seems she was unwell from this morning. She said she couldnât get out of bed.â
The doctor nodded as though that was enough and continued checking her breathing and complexion.
Then he opened his bag, laid out a few medicines, and stood.
âGive her these, let her rest well. That will do.â
âThatâs all?â
âYes. Do you have another patient more gravely ill?â
Karan stood before Leber like a statue, blocking his way.
Leber, clutching his medical bag with both hands, looked up at him.
âYou mean to leave just like that? Without explaining why sheâs sick?â
So this was supposed to be a country advanced in medicine? And yet this so-called physician had no sense of responsibility?
Karanâs gaze grew icy.
âItâs nothing but fatigue. A common case of exhaustion. With rest and proper food, sheâll recover.â
âThen what is that medicine for?â
âTo quickly bring down the fever. Iâve explained everything. May I leave now?â
Leberâs mood worsened by the second.
Anyone hearing his story would sympathize.
On New Yearâs festival day, when the clinics were closed, he had been resting at home. Suddenly, a man barged in, shouting that someone was at deathâs door.
Leber had abandoned his first holiday in six months and rushed over.
Only to find a simple case of overworkâand a client acting arrogant.
âStay until the fever comes down,â Karan said.
âPardon?â
âYou said itâs just fatigue. Then with your medicine, her fever will drop quickly, wonât it? If notâŠâ
Leber frowned.
âAnd if not, what will you do?â
Though confident in his diagnosis and prescription, his anger flared at the barbarianâs haughty tone. He lifted his chin defiantly.
âThen your useless hands and head will have to go. Should I gouge out your eyes as well?â
Leberâs mouth fell open.
He was a surgeon famous for treating severe cases.
The patients who came to him were often already at deathâs door.
He was used to torn flesh, deep cuts, and exposed entrails. He was not easily shaken.
But the barbarianâs words made his heart seize up.
Heâs not joking.
Leber held no prejudice against Tetris people. Knowing Hartbinâs origin, he had still come, believing all patients were the same under heaven.
And now all he received was a threat.
He should have been thanked, not intimidated.
âWould you like to re-examine her now?â Karan asked.
After a momentâs hesitation, Leber shook his head.
He had survived by skill alone. He had never shied away from surgeries others avoided, and his pride as a healer stirred within him.
âMy diagnosis is not wrong. If her fever hasnât subsided by morning, come find me. But if Iâm right⊠shall I clean out your ears? Or trim them neatly? I could do a very fine job.â
Having regained composure, Leber turned the provocation back at Karan.
Karan stroked the corner of his mouth, caught off guard. Meanwhile, Leber slipped away as if fleeing.
âShall I silence him quietly?â Hartbin asked.
Karan shook his head.
âLeave him. Weâll see the results. Escort him out.â
Hartbin bowed and vanished like the wind.
Despite Leberâs audacity, Karan found himself trusting the doctorâs confidence. He picked up the medicine.
âEllis.â
He lifted Ellisâs fever-ridden body against his chest. She was burning.
How much must this hurt?
A bitter taste filled his mouth.
âEllis, you need to take the medicine.â
But limp in his arms, she couldnât even open her eyes.
She had to take it. Otherwise the fever wouldnât break.
Karan sighed again and again.
He couldnât just wait for her to wake. The heat in her body was warming the entire room.
They said it was exhaustion. Her weakened body wouldnât withstand such heat.
âForgive me once again.â
Karan decided to use the method he had been considering from the start.
He slipped the pill between his own lips.
Then, holding water in his mouth, he lowered his face over hers.
His hot, rough lips pressed to hers, and he let the water flow into her mouth.
Some dribbled down her lips when her unconscious body failed to swallow.
Clicking his tongue, he tried again.
This time he sealed their mouths completely, leaving no gap for the water to escape.
At lastâgulpâshe swallowed.
Karan intended to retreat like a gentleman.
But Ellis didnât let him go.
Her hand clutched the back of his neck, pulling herself closer to him.
ââŠIt feels cool.â
Karan bit his lower lip hard.
She only needed him to survive. Nothing more. He must not let other thoughts take root.
She was a patient. He mustnât attach any other meaning to her movements.
He should push her away and leave.
âIt feels cool⊠I like it.â
Her weakened hand slid down his body and dropped away.
Even freed from her hold, Karanâ
âThis is treatment. You understand, Ellis?â
He tossed aside his shirt and held her burning body against him.
Her small head nestled perfectly into his arm.
To Karan, it felt as if she were graciously pretending not to know his darker thoughts.
He gently stroked her hair.
OverworkâŠ
What had driven her to the point of collapsing like this?
If it were in front of him now, he would have torn it apart without hesitation. His eyes glinted dangerously.
Ellis woke to a heavy weight pressing down on her.
She slowly opened her eyes, then shut them again from the pain.
Even with her eyes closed, they felt gritty.
After several attempts, she finally managed to keep them open.
Moisture returned to her aching eyes, and her vision cleared.
She began to piece together the situationâ
Where she was, why she was lying down, and why Karan was holding her so tightly.
The answers came rushing back in fragments of memory:
Karan waiting for her outside Viscount Wartonâs, his large hand checking her fever in the carriage, his arms lifting her upâ
I lost consciousness.
The medicine bottle on the nightstand proved that Karan had called for a doctor. Since her fever had broken, he must have given her the medicine too.
His Highness took care of me.
Not only had she made him wait, she had even forced him to tend to her.
âThe worst,â she muttered.
Her voice came out hoarse and broken. She rubbed her throat with a sigh.
She had ruined Karanâs day. She felt pathetic.
Canât even manage my own body properly.
It was true she had been pushing herself since returning.
There had been much to do before leaving Karan and Bedroka, and she had often skipped meals or stayed up all night.
With Regina pestering her, she would often sneak out of bed while pretending to sleep.
But I thought I could endure it since I was still young.
And yet, so soon after her regression, her body had already broken down.
I knew it, didnât I?
From the beginning, she had felt something was different.
I can hardly sense mana. I sleep more than I used to.
She had assumed it was temporary aftereffects of experiencing regressionâa colossal magical phenomenon.
But her mana reserves never recovered, and now she had collapsed.
Could there be something wrong with the regression magic itself?