~Chapter 28~
âHello, my lady Count. Sitting there, you really look like a Count.â
Charlotteâwho practically ran the courtesans of Harmeldaâgreeted her with grace.
âI really am a Count.â
âItâs my first time seeing a lady Count.â
âA Count is a Count. No need to stick âladyâ in front.â
Lovelace threw her a playful glance and asked Judith for tea.
âThis is the list you asked for yesterday.â
Charlotte dove right in, too impatient to wait for tea. The list named youths she had sponsored with her earningsâthose who had gotten top marks at the Academy.
After bonding over how crude the Bell Boysân men were, the two of them had talked for hours.
âAre there no talents who donât do that kind of thing?â
âWhat kind of thing?â
âBowing to superiors, thinking heavy drinking is a skill, keeping women like trophies, and gambling away hard-earned money.â
âYou like honor-students, then?â
âI like diligence.â
âI know kids like that. But⊠their status and families are nothing special.â
âWhat does status matter?â
Lovelace, raised in a world without a caste system, had no bias about rank or blood. Charlotte, who had lived her whole life inside it, was startled.
âStatus truly doesnât matter to you? Then I know a few diligent model students.â
So when Lovelace asked for introductions, Charlotte came without refusing.
Those âtalentsâ from Bell Boysân clearly had Nerkâs hand on them. Unless there were serious red flags, Lovelace planned to hire Charlotteâs picks instead.
âWhy are they all men, though?â Lovelace asked.
ââŠWould women be all right too?â
âYou thought Iâd care about gender?â
âItâs justâthe Countâs administrative officers have always been men.â
âThe head of house has changed. Other things should change too. Unless there arenât capable women, I donât want to be bound by gender.â
Charlotteâs eyes, wide with surprise, curved with delight.
âMay I borrow a pen?â
Lovelace brought one herself. Charlotte bent over the list and added a few names.
âBecky is a genius at calculation. Nora never forgets what she seesâsheâs memorized the whole legal code.â
She bragged like a mother until Judith arrived with tea. Lovelace studied the list, thinking.
âCan I meet them?â
âAt gambling⊠I might have talent, Larvihan.â
When Larvihan arrived that night, Lovelace tugged him to the sofa and boasted about yesterday like a heroic tale.
Larvihan smirked. Talent, huh.
âNever play cards in public.â
âYou said you were watching me yesterdayâthen left? I won again and again.â
âStillâdonât play.â
Lovelace narrowed her eyes. At her suspicion, he lifted both hands.
âIt was a rigged game.â
âYou didnâtââ
âI used a little magic.â
âHah⊠and I didnât even notice.â
Deflated, she sighed. Sheâd thought she was good thanks to a childhood of card games with Grandmaâbut no. Worse, sheâd joined to punish the cheaters, only to have her side be the one to rig it. Her conscience pricked.
âMaybe I shouldâve let myself lose.â
Her own card skills were nothing special, but thanks to those wins, she met Charlotte and got good candidatesâso it turned out well. And the cheatersâ wallets got lighter.
âNot every round. Twice. Only when you were about to lose big.â
That eased her guilt.
âThank you.â
She hadnât expected him to mind details like that.
âGood. By the way, Iâm thinking of teaching Paolo starting tomorrow.â
âYou? Yourself?â
âMm.â
âBut you said youâre busy.â
âI am. But my future duchess says she wonât marry until her brotherâs fit to inherit. What can I do? The Empireâs genius will teach him personally.â
Larvihan, teaching? Hard to picture. Knowing and teaching were different things.
After thinking, Lovelace said, âHow about teaching me first, before Paolo?â
âGladly. What should I teach? Finish the lesson we didnât complete the night we drank alone?â
He loosened his cravat and stepped closer. Lovelace flailed hands and head.
âNo, not that! Magic!â
âWhat? Magic?â
âYes, magic. You said I can use your power. If I can and donât, thatâs a waste. Oh! Iâm not trying to gulp down your power and pretend I donât knowâjust, until I give it back, itâs better if someone uses it.â
She explained carefully, watching his face in case he was offended. He was actually pleasedâsheâd asked for lessons, and to use his power.
âThatâs fine too. Anything with you is fine.â
âAnything with you is fine.â
Her ears flushed at the offhand line.
âThen, letâs begin.â
Larvihan dragged a table to the center and set things on it.
Lovelace stared hard at the water glass on top.
âIf you look closely at the water, youâll see particles. Feel them movingâthen you can control them.â
âSee what? Itâs just water.â
âLook closer.â
She stared until her eyes watered. Still just water. Time passed. No progress.
âSorry, Larvihan.â
Her shoulders drooped. He patted them.
âNo oneâs good at the start. But how did you use magic last time? Think whatâs different now, Rey.â
What was differentâŠ
âItâs too peaceful now?â
Her magic had appeared when she was shocked or flustered.
âI see. My mana must be resonating with your emotions. Strangeâmana isnât supposed to do that.â
He circled her like a researcher inspecting a specimen, then gave up when no answer came.
âSo I canât use magic freely?â
âThatâs not it. If I canât solve this, Iâm no good as a teacher. Come here, Rey.â
He opened his arms. She hesitated, wary. He murmured, âItâs a lesson.â Then he drew her back against him, arms around her waist.
Her back met his broad chest; her heartbeat jumped. He rested his chin on her shoulder.
âSame eye level helps you see the same.â
They didnât need to be this close for that, did they?
âDeep breath. Close your eyes. Do you feel the wind?â
All she felt was his breath, hot enough to sting her ears.
âThink no one else exists. In this room, only you and that glass.â
She tried to blot the room from her mind. But the brush of imagination snagged on the man holding her. Erasing his handsome face felt like a crime.
âOpen your eyesâbut donât look. Donât seeâfeel, Rey.â
She wiped her thoughts and opened her eyes slowly. The water glass seemed to fly toward her. In her sight, tiny clear particles glimmered.
âI can see it!â
He shushed her gently, steadying her with a hand at her waist. Her heart pounded at the closeness.
âNowâyour hand, like this.â
His voice stayed calm as he guided her hand upward. The water rose with it.
A small miracle. She forgot to breathe, watching water move at her touch.
âBreathe, Rey.â
She exhaledâand lost focus. The water splashed down.
âWhat a pity.â
It was only a glass of water spilled, yet she felt as if a favorite doll had broken.
âGot the feel now?â
Honestly, no. But if she said so, this pressed-together âlessonâ might continue, so she nodded.
âIâll teach you a simple incantation next time. Donât forget before thenâyou donât like review.â
He picked up the coat draped over the chair.
âYouâre leaving?â
âMm. To the next room.â
ââŠWhat?â
âI told youâIâm teaching Paolo from tomorrow. Even with portals, commuting every time is a pain. Iâll stay over when Iâm late.â
Heâd commuted fine until nowâwhy suddenlyâŠ?
âOhâand Rey, about what you said before: married women losing their title and name. I fixed it.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âEven if you marry me, youâll still be Count Harmelda.â
âEven if you marry me, youâll still be Count Harmelda.â
âAhâŠâ
So it could be changed that easily? What had this country been doing all this time?
âArenât you happy?â he asked, seeing her blank look.
âIâm happy.â
It came out empty. He shook his head and left her room.
One reason sheâd delayed marriage was gone. Fear pricked her.
If she became his bride and ended up giving him all the attribute powerâwhat then?
She knew how cruel Larvihan could be to the useless.
If I become useless⊠will I end up like them too?
âShall I kill them?
Somewhere, she could almost hear Larvihanâs voice.