~Chapter 5~
Lovelace stood on the stair landing, looking down at the bustling hall below. The Dukeâs servants moved with mechanical precision, never tiring.
Even with dozens of people moving about, not one of them got in each otherâs way.
âAaaah, Iâm ruined! Please, just end me now, Mr. Butler! IâI miscounted the silver spoons! There was one extra!â
A sudden shout disrupted the peaceful and orderly hall. The man who shouted was like a marble knocking over a row of dominoes.
The quiet hall fell into instant silence.
âWhat did you just say?â came the frosty voice of Davidson, his usual gentle expression gone. He always treated Lovelace with the utmost courtesy and softness, so this side of him felt completely unfamiliar.
âIâI miscounted the spoons…â
Davidson let out a deep sigh, as if the weight of the world had landed on his shoulders, and rubbed his forehead.
âLock him in the underground prison. Make sure His Grace never lays eyes on him.â
Two large men appeared from nowhere, seized the trembling servant by the shoulders, and dragged him off. His cries for mercy echoed throughout the hall.
âWhat are the rest of you waiting for? Get back to work!â
With Davidsonâs sharp command, the momentary pause vanished and the servants resumed their tasks at full speed.
Lovelace grasped the dust-free stair rail tightly and stood there, as if rooted in place, watching the frenzied yet fearful activity below.
âYou out of your mind? The lace is unraveling! And you were going to use this for the wedding?! Are you asking to die?â
A hissing whisper caught her attention.
When Lovelace turned her head, she spotted a young girlâmaybe thirteenâtrembling with a lace tablecloth in her hands. In front of her stood a maid, likely just newly of age, scolding her harshly.
âIâm sorry. Iâll mend it right away.â
âMend it? Where do I even begin with you? This house isnât so poor that we need to mend things. What do you think His Grace would say if he saw something patched?â
Despite the older maidâs effort to keep her voice down, her rising agitation made every word clearly audible to Lovelace.
âWhat would he do?â the young maid asked, lifting her wide eyes. The older one glanced around, then ran a finger across her throat.
âHeâd have you executed.â
Tears welled up in the girl’s eyes, threatening to fall any second.
Lovelace shook her head in disbelief.
There was no stopping the sigh that escaped her lips.
Unable to watch anymore, she turned and headed back to her room. She just wanted to restâsee nothing, hear nothing.
But she wasnât alone.
âThe bride-to-be smiled in bliss as her wedding day approached.â
Thud. The sound of a book closing.
Lovelace lowered her chin from her hand and turned. Larvihan was leaning against the doorframe, looking straight at her.
âWhat is it?â
âA book.â
He walked over and placed it on the table.
â101 Ways to Be a Happy Bride?â
What in the world kind of book is this?
Lovelace picked it up with two fingers, as if it were something dirty.
âHow strange. It says here that a bride-to-be canât wipe the smile off her face. But our bride looks like sheâs full of complaints.â
Larvihan sat down directly across from her.
There were plenty of seatsâplush sofas, the bed, armchairs. Why he always had to sit right in front of her was a mystery.
âItâs nothing.â
âThen the author must be wrong. Iâll go take care of it.â
Larvihan stood up.
âWhere are you going?â
âTo kill the author.â
âWhy?â
The question came out reflexively.
âFor spreading false rumors.â
âLetâs just say itâs case by case. The author isnât wrongâweâre just… special.â
âIâm glad you think our relationship is special.â
Sure, interpret it however you want. Lovelace turned back toward the window, too tired to argue.
Larvihan looked at the side of her face for a moment. She was clearly different today. The Lovelace heâd gotten to know was full of energy, bright, cheerful.
Even when she was pushed to take responsibility for something she didnât understand, or when she woke up in unfamiliar places, or saw things that would make any normal woman faintâshe still managed to turn it all around with her own unique logic and positivity.
But today, her sulky pout just wouldnât go away.
âNot very entertaining today. Did someone upset you?â
Lovelace turned to glance at him. Larvihan took that moment to look out the window. The garden was swarming with movement from the staff.
âDid someone make a mistake around you?â
ââŠâ
She hesitated, unsure who he meant or what he was getting at.
âShall I kill them for you?â
He pushed again, gently but with intensity.
âNo, itâs fine.â
Why do I even bother talking? Lovelace waved her hand dismissively.
âYou saw, didnât you? Iâm quite good with a blade. Arms, legs, shoulders, neckâvery clean cuts.â
You lunatic, thatâs nothing to brag about!
âNo one! Thereâs no one! Thatâs not why Iâm upset!â
She shouted before clamping her mouth shut.
âThen tell me. Whoâs troubling you?â
If you want to know what a predator stalking its prey looks like, just look at Larvihan right now. Lovelace swallowed hard.
âIâm telling you, Iâll take care of them. Just say the word.â
What kind of face would he make if she told him he was the cause of her misery?
Would he threaten to end his life? Say something ridiculous like slicing his own wrist?
Lovelace became curious. She raised the corner of her lips. Larvihanâs eyes narrowed slightly.
âLarvihan Vallios.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre the one whoâs been tormenting me.â
Larvihan frowned and let out a troubled laugh.
âIs that so?â
Why⊠why did his gently smiling eyes suddenly look wounded? Why did that look make her feel so overwhelmingly guilty?
Lovelace shut her eyes tightly.
You dumb girl. Letting his face get to you again.
â…No.â
âIâm glad to hear that. I canât kill myself, and I definitely canât kill you.â
Hic. A hiccup escaped her.
Why did that sound scarier than an actual death threat?
Larvihan smiled mysteriously and rested both hands on the table.
âStill, Iâll listen to your complaints.â
Lovelace narrowed her brows, staring at him suspiciously.
âYouâre not going to kill me?â
âI canât. You know that.â
He held up his hands like a general who had lost everything, smiling innocently.
Thatâs rightâhe couldnât kill her.
Kill her? Noâbased on everything heâd done so far, he didnât even want her to get hurt.
Because what he wants is inside me.
Lovelace touched her belly intentionally. Larvihan caught the gesture and glanced sideways at her as he sipped his tea. His relaxed demeanor only made her angrier.
âI wasnât going to say this, but honestly, youâre kind of a bandit.â
âCome again?â
Even though he replied with his usual smooth smile, the brief stillness in his lips made the hairs on her neck stand up. But she couldnât back down now. If she did, nothing would change.
And he told her to speak her mind. So Lovelaceâwhen it suited herâwas obedient.
âIsnât that what youâre doing? I didnât eat it knowingly. It was an accident. And now, because of that one thing, youâre trying to turn a young, innocent woman whoâs never even dated into your wife overnight? Honestly, part of this is your fault for not taking better care of it.â
She knew it was nonsense, but the words just wouldnât stop.
Clink. Larvihan set down his teacup. The air between them grew thick. Around their table, time itself seemed to slow.
â…Feel better now that youâve blamed me?â
He leaned forward.
Was the table always this small? He was close enough that even a small movement would bring their hands together.
â…A little.â
Letting it all out really had helped her mood.
Larvihan chuckled softly. A breeze flowed through the open window, stirring her hair and tickling her face. She frowned instinctively.
Just as she raised her hand to brush it back, Larvihan was faster. He reached out and gently tucked her hair behind her ear. When his fingers touched her forehead, Lovelace instinctively flinched.
He paused, then let out a short laugh.
âAre you scared of me?â
She shook her head.
âItâs okay to admit it. If fear makes you more obedient, Iâll be even more grateful.â
âNo! Itâs just⊠you smell niceâŠâ
She clamped her mouth shut mid-sentence. Larvihanâs eyes crinkled with amusement.