Chapter 05
The man everyone thought was missing was standing right in front of me. But no one else seemed to realize he was the one who had disappeared.
How could anyone know he was missing if they didnât know who he was? And if no one knew, how did I recognize him?
It was a long storyâone that would make any outsider frown with confusion and ask countless questions.
I felt the same way. I stared at him for a long time, shocked that I was the only one who recognized him.
âA public announcement for the joint funeral will be made soon.â
That was the last thing he told me before we parted ways at the Navy headquarters.
âAre you sure itâs okay for you to be walking around like this?â
I asked him, my question sounding a little foolish even to myself. The young nobleman frowned slightly.
âI donât see why not.â
âBut the navy officers will recognize you.â
He didnât respond. Feeling awkward, I lowered my head and started rambling.
âAh⊠I came here to look for a job. Luckily, thereâs still an open position, so I have an interview in a week at the Russell â
Before I could finish, he suddenly pulled me aside.
I looked up at him, startled, just as an older man behind us grumbled.
âHey, why are you blocking the entrance?â
He sounded annoyed. The nobleman clicked his tongue in irritation and lowered his hand.
âKeep an eye on your lover, will you? Next time, I wonât be so forgiving!â
With a glare in my direction, the man stomped into the post office.
I had nearly been shoved aside. I swallowed hard, glancing at the sharp corner of a nearby desk.
I had never been treated like that before.
MĂŒssen was supposed to be a peaceful city, full of kind and easygoing people.
But something was changing. And I had just seen it with my own eyes.
I took a deep breath to calm myself.
ââŠThank you.â
This was the third time I owed him. Once at the harbor, once at the Navy headquarters, and now at the post office.
I forced a smile and continued.
âIâve been talking too much, havenât I? You must be busy, so I shouldââ
âThis isnât a good place to talk.â
His quiet words cut me off.
ââŠWhat?â
I frowned, looking up at him. Was he saying he wanted to have a conversation with me?
âDidnât you have something to do at the post office?â
âIt wasnât important. But what was that about a job? I think I misheard.â
The nobleman smiled charmingly and held out his hand.
I hesitated, staring at his large hand before reluctantly taking it. He gently led me away.
Why was he so curious about my job?
Even after walking for a while, I couldnât figure it out. Then I suddenly remembered his question and hurriedly answered.
âI havenât gotten the job yet. I have an interview in a week. At the Russell Marquisate.â
His arm stiffened slightly under my hand, and he stopped walking.
âYou mean that Russell Marquisate? In Bohlen?â
âYes. The pay is good.â
âI wouldnât recommend it.â
âIf itâs because the Marchioness is strict, Iââ
Before I could finish, someone shouted from the square.
âA public notice!â
The voice was urgent. We both turned toward the sound at the same time.
âThe military has issued an official announcement.
Please check it immediately!â
His face darkened instantly.
A military announcementâ
That meant the date for the joint funeral of the fallen soldiers had been decided.
It was a somber Wednesday, with light snow falling from the sky.
The funeral was held.
Survivors, grieving families, and Iâmourning my father and the other fallen soldiers.
As I tossed lilies into the deep grave beside my fatherâs coffin, someone approached me.
There was only one person who would come to stand beside me.
Johannes Schultz.
But I didnât have the strength to acknowledge him. I simply stared blankly ahead, throwing lily after lily.
For a long time, he said nothing. I assumed he would remain silent.
Then he finally spoke.
âI was close with Sergeant Prim.â
â⊠âŠâ
âHe left a final message for you. I should tell you now.â
My hand froze in midair, my breath hitching.
A sharp tremor ran through my eyelids as I squeezed my eyes shut.
His steady voice carried through the cold air.
âHe said he truly loved you.â
I clenched my skirt tightly. My entire arm trembled, and my fingertips turned pale.
âHe said not to be too sad. If you live a happy life, one day, youâll meet again.â
â⊠âŠâ
âThatâs what he wanted you to know.â
I hadnât seen my fatherâs final moments, but I could imagine them.
Tears threatened to spill over, so I lowered my head.
I wanted to askâhow exactly had he died? What illness had taken him?
But if I spoke, I would break down.
All I could do was bite my lip to hold back my sobs.
âMeet again someday?â
That was impossible. My father was gone.
We would never meet again.
âMy deepest condolences.â
His quiet words weighed heavily on me as if telling me to finally let my father go.
I stared at the pile of white lilies on the coffin and slowly closed my eyes.
I thought I had cried all my tears, but I was wrong.
I broke down againâright in front of Johannes Schultz.
By the time I finally stopped crying, my eyes were swollen.
The cemetery was empty now.
The sun had begun to set, dyeing the sky red. Under that crimson glow, he stood there.
âIâm sorry. I donât know why I always lose control in front of you.â
I brushed my black mourning veil aside and wiped my eyes with the handkerchief he had given me.
He shook his head slightly as if to say it was fine.
âI heard you lived alone with your father. And that you were studying pharmacology.â
I looked up at him in surprise.
âMy father told you that? You must have been very close.â
He gave a small nod.
At least my father hadnât been alone on the battlefield. That thought comforted me.
I forced a small smile, and he finally spoke againâhis gaze still fixed on my fatherâs coffin.
âI know this may sound presumptuous, but I donât recommend working for the Russell Marquisate.â
âIf itâs because of the Marchionessâs strict personality, I appreciate your concern, but Iâve already decided.â
âItâs not that. Life will be difficult in a foreign city. Iâd like to offer you a more practical alternative.â
A job offer? That was unexpected.
I frowned slightly and turned toward him. He met my gaze.
âIf this is out of pity, I donât need your help. Youâve done enough.â
âPity?â
He sounded amused.
âThat would be a reasonable explanation.â
ââŠWhat?â
His expression remained unreadable.
âBut no. I simply canât ignore the daughter of a man who helped me greatly. And I happen to know of a suitable job nearby.â
Nearby? That did sound tempting.
But I didnât want to seem too interested, so I asked indifferently, âWhere?â
Looking back, I wonderâwas this his first proposal?
Bathed in the red light of the setting sun, his eyes gleamed with something unreadable as he made his offer.