I took a deep breath in front of the door.
âI need to do well.â
This was a meeting of the heads of three major factions.
âI have to make a good impression no matter what.â
My primary goal was to win over Themahnon, the head of the Queibek family.
Themahnon was a fair and just man. Once he gave someone his trust, he would extend endless generosity and grace.
âIf I can get Themahnon on my side, a lot of crises will resolve themselves.â
Wearing the smile Iâd practiced in front of the mirror, I stepped into the conference room.
Three people sat there, each radiating an overwhelming presence. I grabbed the hem of my dress and bowed politely.
âThis is Seyla dâBevernon, third child of House dâBevernon. Iâve come to greet my father and the two elders.â
Themahnon let out a hearty laugh.
âWell now, youâre very different from the rumors.â
The rumors about me had been quite distorted.
Most of them painted me as the disgrace of the family, a fool, or an imbecile.
After the entrance ceremony at Hamyun, those rumors had seemed to fade a little, but in the end, people believe what they want and hear what they wish.
If sheâs so lovely, why did House dâBevernon go to such lengths to hide her?
The idea that Seyla is sweet and wise is just false information spread by House dâBevernon.
Or she must have a serious personality issue.
There were even stories that a large number of servants had resigned because they couldnât handle Seylaâs hysterics, and so on.
âBecause I didnât follow convention.â
I hadnât participated in typical noble rituals like the Winter Vow or the Opening Banquet, so the rumors around me remained unfavorable.
Once an image sticks, itâs hard to shake off.
Still, I didnât care too much.
Even in South Korea, where the internet and media are highly developed, information gets twisted and manipulated all the time.
In this world, it was bound to be worse.
I had far more urgent things to worry about than false rumors and public opinion.
âElegance, Iâm counting on you.â
The rougher and more unfiltered my words, the harder âeleganceâ would have to work.
â Sup, badass head of House Queibek? Iâm kinda nervous?
âI formally offer my greetings. Itâs truly an honor to meet Lord Themahnon, the foremost leader of Queibek, cradle of all swordsmanship.â
Themahnon laughed heartily.
âWhat a polite child! Your speech is refined and absolutely delightful.â
Huh? I donât think Iâve ever been called âdelightfulâ before.
Or maybe he just wants to see me that way?
âThemahnon has a huge soft spot for animals and kids.â
He was famously a lover of animals and a vegetarian, a character who cared deeply for the weak.
And he was also an infamous doting father of three sons. But secretly, he had a hidden trait:
â[Dear God, Please Grant Me a Daughter!]â or something like that.
I canât remember the exact name of the trait, but in any case, Themahnon had a longing for a daughter.
He wanted one badly, but Rachelâthe true mistress of House Queibekâhad refused any further pregnancies, and he had been quietly enduring the disappointment.
âI canât believe a daughter this lovely was born to the head of House dâBevernon.â
His eyes were already filled with affection.
Maybe it was because Iâd never received such warm looks in this body before, but my heart fluttered.
This body seemed particularly weak to unconditional affection like that.
âIâve prepared some tea. Itâs nothing compared to what the chamberlain could offer, but I made it with sincerity.â
Themahnon gulped it down in one go.
âThat was just boiledââ
He drank tea that was nearly 100 degrees like it was cold water. And it didnât even faze him?
A true superhuman.
âI can feel your sincerity. Itâs very sweet.â
Sweet? The black tea?
It was a little absurd, but the affectionate gaze was so nice that I couldnât help but smile.
I think I smiled quite brightly without even realizing it.
âIâm glad you like it.â
âWahaha! What a sweet way to speak!â
âHe really is like my dad. Except for all the muscles.â
Now that I think of it, my team lead had said that she drew a lot of inspiration from the presidentâs fatherâwho was my actual dad.
In hindsight, he was a solid reference for designing a perfect father.
In the game, he was just 2D, so I never thought much about it. But seeing him now, those memories of my real dad rose up in a rush.
He really did look a lot like him.
Themahnon couldnât take his eyes off me as he spoke.
âDefelto. For the first time in my life, I feel defeated by you.â
Wrapped in a strange sense of victory, Defelto replied with a calm smile.
âSeems like House Queibek doesnât have anyone like Seyla who brews such fine tea.â
âThe kids are all obsessed with swords.â
To Themahnon, it was only natural for his sons to be obsessed with swordsmanship.
It was simply expected of the Queibek line. Still, seeing Seyla made him feel a little envious.
âWhatâs it like, raising a daughter?â
âWell.â
Honestly, Defelto didnât have much to say.
Like most nobles, he hadnât shown much interest in parenting, and until recently, Seyla hadnât even been on his radar.
âAs you can see, something like this.â
With practiced ease, Defelto sipped the tea Seyla had made.
He was mostly doing it because he had nothing to say, but in Themahnonâs eyes, he looked like the picture of a loving father enjoying the moment.
âPfft.â
Arsagil, face hidden by a veil, chuckled.
Both Defelto and Themahnon turned to her.
âWhat are you laughing at?â
âWhatâs so funny?â
Arsagil shook her head.
She was now wearing white gloves trimmed with laceâwhen had she put those on?
âIf I recall correctly, Defelto, you had zero interest in your daughter. Didnât you forcibly drag her to the temple for a paternity test when she was around seven?â
At that, Themahnon slammed the table.
âYou son of aâ! Is that true?!â
âAnd if it is?â
A heatwave rose from Themahnonâs body.
Forcing a child to undergo a paternity test at the temple? In Themahnonâs moral code, that was a horrific, inhumane act.
Seyla chuckled internally.
âSo this is another moment of [Constant Threat of Sudden Death].â
Hard to explain exactly, but it felt like a hot fog creeping in.
As a former developer, Seylaâs brain instantly began calculating the next scenario.
âThemahnon doesnât tolerate injusticeâheâll get angry. Defelto wonât back down because of his pride. Themahnon will draw his sword. The two will fight.â
Those two characters were known to fight often.
âAnd in the aftermathâŠâ
There were just too many ways to die.
Maybe the chandelier would fall from the ceiling due to the force of their clash.
Or sheâd be swept out a window by one of Defeltoâs spells.
Or a broken sword shard from Themahnon would fly at her.
Or part of the mansion might collapse and crush herâŠ
Seyla stepped between Defelto and Themahnon.
âPlease, stop fighting. Iâm sure Father was in great pain back then.â
Just stepping between them felt like walking into an invisible storm that tore at my whole body.
It was a good thing Themahnon withdrew his auraâif he hadnât, I mightâve passed out.
And thatâs what really pissed me off.
Themahnon eased up because he didnât want me to get hurt. Defelto, on the other hand, did not.
âWhoâs supposed to be my dad again?â
I was annoyed, but I continued speaking with grace.
âMy father gained a daughter, but lost the wife he loved.â
Themahnon cleared his throat. He looked like he had a lot to say, but restrained himself in front of a child.
âI think Father hated me back then.â
âThatâs not your fault.â
âI feel strange saying this myselfâŠâ
I lowered my head.
âI looked a lot like my mother on the outside, but I was nothing like her inside. I was a coward. Unlike her boldness, I was timid. I think that disappointed him.â
âChild, thatâs never a reason for a parent to be angry.â
Youâre right. I didnât do anything wrong.
When I recall Seylaâs old memories, I get so upset and angry too.
But the problem is⊠if they fight, I die.
âThatâs why I asked for the paternity test.â
ââŠWhat?â
âBecause I didnât think I deserved to be a daughter of this house.â
Themahnon looked at me with heartbreaking eyes.
âYou were only seven. What kind of parent demands qualifications from a child that age?â
His eyes were red, as if he felt my pain more deeply than I did.
âThat mustâve hurt. You mustâve suffered a lot.â
Oh, please donât do this.
If you say that with a face that looks so much like my dadâs, I will cry.
I barely held back the tears and continued acting as the âuseful child of dâBevernon.â
âI thought it was better to be legally disowned than to disappoint him by being pathetic.â
ââŠâ
âBut your words, Lord Themahnon, brought me great comfort. Thank you, truly.â
Themahnon seemed completely disarmed.
As if in a trance, he stepped forward, knelt on both knees, and gently hugged me.
ââŠWarm.â
It was hard to describe. A complex feeling.
This was the first time Seylaâs body had felt a human embrace like this.
And to be honest, it was comforting.
I didnât know if the feelings were mine or Seylaâs, but it didnât matter.
I had become Seyla, and Seyla had become me.
A few quiet tears rolled down my cheeks.
âAre my tears seriously falling this beautifully right now?â
I honestly wanted to burst out crying, but outwardly I remained calm.
Even to myself, I looked like a tragic heroine.
In a gentle voice, Themahnon said,
âSeyla. Youâve been through so much. Youâve done so well. You truly⊠truly have.â
His eyes were brimming with tears.