Fortunately, the worst-case â the two of us tumbling together â was avoided. He mustnât have taken his rank lightly; he held my weight and speed and supported me.
If we’d kept running and collided with a civilian it would have been a major accident.
Aside from avoiding a big accident, the situation was mortifying. I was clutching his clothes while Iyul clung to his own â from the outside it looked like I was trying to pull his clothes off by force.
My hood had even been ripped back, exposing that familiar green ponytail. The moment I was sure our eyes met, he said,
âYou wanna die?â
There was no dramatic BGM for this fateful meeting.
âLet go of this!?â
Let go â fine.
I stood up properly and finally released the hem of his coat that Iâd been gripping. The instant Iyul was free he clicked his tongue and brushed off his rumpled clothes.
Ah â thatâs a little torn. Better not say anything about that.
âYouâre still clumsy with your mana. Donât prance around like a foal â go home, wash your feet, and sleep.â
âRight now, I think the person who wants to go home most is youâŠâ
âWhat?â
âNo, thanks to you, Iâm alive.â
I muttered quietly, but his ears were impressively sharp.
Luckily he didnât catch any detailed slip-ups to use against me, but immediately after I finished speaking a different kind of grumble started up.
âI swear, you never see anything good when you go outside. Thatâs why I donât come out often. These kids these days have no sense.â
ââŠâŠâ
âNo wonder Iâve been feeling extra reluctant today.â
âHe said heâd toned down his temper, and he really did.â
He was rougher than the person Iâd known. He hadnât been especially friendly before either, so I used to scoff at him â hearing that made me smirk inwardly.
Feeling a twinge of guilt now, I offered a silent, perfunctory apology that would never reach him.
Iyul, who had no way of knowing what I was thinking, continued to grumble in irritation.
I could already picture the expression on his face.
He mustâve been scowling even more menacingly than usual. Iâve long believed his habit of wearing a mask actually helped his reputation.
âEven if he insults you with his face, if he hides it, he just looks taciturn.â
That look of looking down on people like theyâre insects â even when it wasnât aimed at me â could still land a hit.
Iyul shifted from complaining about kids these days to blasting the hunter community and modern people in general.
He didnât normally talk this much to strangers, so I figured Iâd picked a bad day. He must be in a particularly foul mood.
If I kept listening like this, I wouldnât get to the point I came for.
âOne thingâs wrong with your view,â I said.
âWhat?â
I cut in quickly while he paused to catch his breath.
âYou canât lump me in with âkids these days.â Iâm probably the same age as you.â
ââŠHow do you know that?â
With those words the air instantly grew tense. The atmosphere sharpened as if it could slice â a dangerous stillness wrapped around Iyul like a whirl of knife-like wind.
âIf Iâd moved carelessly I mightâve been hurt for real.â
His light, grumbling attitude had vanished. I mustâve gotten his attention.
I immediately made a surrendering gesture. I hadnât come to fight. My goal was only to get a private moment to talk.
âIâm not here to fight.â
âBelieve that if you want.â
âIf youâd come to fight, youâd have started earlier.â
At that, Iyul lifted a hand and rubbed the back of his neck in a way that said he found that ridiculous.
âYou think Iâd just take the first hit and let it go?â
âBelieve it or not, I just want to talk.â
âFine. Say where you heard it.â
âWould you believe me if I told you?â
âTry me.â
He wouldnât believe it. The source of the information was right there â me.
Even if I blurted out that future-me told me directly, I wouldnât believe it if I were him.
âI feel like Iâd be the one losing if I just revealed it.â
âIs anything more expensive than your life?â
He wasnât shy about saying terrifying things.
âJust give me some time. Isnât it fine to at least try talking?â
More and more people were stopping to watch. Even though weâd been frantically evacuating earlier, if an S-rank hunter got into a shouting match with a woman in the middle of the street, Iâd stop to watch too.
Itâd be better for both of us to talk somewhere quiet. Whether he killed me or spared me, itâd be nicer without witnesses.
I had no intention of shouting about humanityâs end and a recurrence in public.
Iyul seemed serious about the âprice of lifeâ comment â he was preparing to attack. A blue mana sphere in his hand swelled.
He wanted me to reveal the source before moving on.
Could he actually shove a hole in my belly for this?
He probably wouldnât kill me outright, but just in case, I silently tensed my body.
âI heard it from someone you know.â
âI donât know anyone.â
That didnât work.
Heâs stubborn. I felt like I was facing a brick wall and started weighing my options: reveal the truth now, or craft a plausible lie.
The silence didnât last long.
ââŠI heard it from you. Directly.â
One wrong choice and it could be game over.
And⊠I didnât want to lie to Iyul, at least not to him.
âWow, youâre crazy.â
But his reply, full of incredulousness, drained the tension from me and the air relaxed.
âHe even released his skill.â
The gusty wind around us vanished.
âWait, youâre seriousâŠ?â
âEnough. Iâm leaving. I donât deal with crazy people.â
Iyul turned on his heel and pulled his hood up without hesitation. As he started to disappear from sight I panicked and grabbed his coat again.
Right then, the world tilted and my vision flipped.
âHey!â
With a shout I realized I was high up, facing the dizzying sky above.
At that height, I couldnât scream; I just clung harder to the hood Iâd grabbed.
âYouâre actually crazy. If you fall, you die!â
Iyul shouted, pulling the collar of his own coat forward as though strangled, but I wasnât the kind to be intimidated.
âBelieve it or not⊠I have proof.â
I held on with such force my knuckles went white.
âHave you been holding a grudge against my clothes the whole time? Stop obsessing and find someone else!â
âWait, just give me a little time!â
âIâm busy, okay?â
âYou can close gates without me!â
The association had already arrived anyway â even if he was busy, what could he possibly be doing? Whether he agreed to hear me out or not, communicating would at least establish something. Refusing to talk was just frustrating.
In my urgency I slipped into a familiar way of speaking without noticing.
âWho said we should close the gate? Before that⊠what business is it of yours?â
âWhat? Youâve been closing gates a lot, havenât you!â
âYou keep talking like you know me. Hey â hands! My neck â youâre choking me!â
What else could I do?
If he let go Iâd die!
âThen catch me!â
The wind roared as we both yelled. Maybe if I used all my mana to protect myself Iâd survive.
While pleading, I wasnât expectant. I looked for a way to save myself when my surroundings suddenly spun.
âIf I see you die here, Iâll have nightmares â fine, Iâll save you.â
Iyul muttered and hoisted me over one shoulder like a sack.
âThis is one of the things thatâs exactly the same.â
He seemed cold and prickly but had a soft spot. Same as when we first met â he couldnât stand seeing people die where others could see them.
Iâd acted out of character today. Even with time to think calmly, I hadnât; seeing a friendâs face after a long time made me too glad to stay composed.
Although we didnât share the same memories, finding these small similarities made my heart flip.
âThanks.â
He carried me, arms dangling, and it looked ridiculous, but I felt lighter than I ever had. My simple, sincere thanks stopped him from teasing; he silently carried me down to the empty rooftop of a high-rise building.
âThere. Now behave and go home.â
Iyul set me down and dusted his hands off.
âSince you came this far, give me ten minutes, seriously.â
I decided to just speak plainly. Iâd tried to be polite, but he wasnât big on manners either.
âI donât deal with crazy people.â
Nothing unexpected in reply.
âWhatâs your problem, anyway?â
âWhoâs the problem here â you claiming familiarity out of nowhere, or me?â
âIâll explain.â
âYouâre stubborn. Fine. Ten minutes. No more.â
Seizing that chance, I mentally sorted through the countless things Iâd rehearsed and refined my words, checking that the information I could give him would be logical.
âWait here. Iâll handle the gate and come back.â
But right before I could open my mouth he put a condition on it.
I do owe that guy some loyalty, but he treated me like a crazy person so I didnât trust him.
Would he just leave me and run?
âHow can I trust you?â
âWhy are you blocking me? I gotta start doing runs again â Iâm out of cash.â
âBlocking? Iâm only doing this to help you.â
If we left it like this, weâd both die.
I held in what I wanted to say. If I said it out loud, heâd probably bolt.
Iyul sighed and ran a hand through his hair.
âHelping, huh⊠If I wanted to help, youâd stay put.â
âYou donât trust me, and I donât trust you. Understand?â
âWhat kind of weird logic is that?â
I tied my hair up tight and took out my weapon.
âWhat I mean is â letâs go into the gate together.â
From now on, letâs go all the way together.