Episode 19
āDuke, weāve arrived at Grand Forest.ā
āYeah⦠I see.ā
Originally, Edwin had zero plans to come here.
Heād intended to head somewhere more comfortable, like Constan Cityānot this remote place.
But thanks to the emperorās messenger, heād been forced to make a detour.
One of the imperial princes had suddenly gone missing, and the emperor had ordered Edwin to find him.
Officially, the excuse was that he was āworriedā about his sonās safety. But Edwin knew better.
More like heās worried the prince is plotting a rebellion.
Every moment here felt like a waste. Edwin was already begrudging every second he wasnāt using to search for herā
skipping sleep, skipping meals, always moving.
And now, instead of looking where Emilia might actually be, he had to comb through some place sheād never even set
foot in, all because of one spoiled prince.
Emilia⦠are you even alive?
No matter how hard he chased her trail, nothing came up.
Sheād rarely shown herself in public, so very few people even knew her by sight. And since sheād left the estate on foot
instead of by carriage, tracking her was even harder.
He had no idea where sheād gone, so heād been scouring the empire, from the far north downwardāchecking every
settlement rumored to be good for newcomers.
It had already been a year.
Heād practically turned the whole empire upside down, but still no Emilia.
His retainers had started openly telling him to give up.
Even he knew he was wearing down. The thought was starting to creep ināmaybe he needed to accept reality.
Maybe she wasnāt safe anymore.
āDuke, a letterās arrived.ā
āFrom the princess?ā
āYes, sir.ā
Edwin didnāt even need to check to guess the sender.
Diana had been sending him letters almost every day.
At first, heād bothered replyingātelling her to stop writingābut sheād ignored him, and the letters just kept coming.
Eventually, he stopped answering, which only made her write even more often.
With a heavy sigh, he gave the same order as always.
āToss it.ā
The knights had gotten used to it. In the beginning, theyād hesitated to destroy a royalās letter, but after this many
times, they barely blinked.
Edwin turned his gaze back to Cardinal Village. It looked even rougher than the other rural towns heād passed
through on his travels.
Thereās no way sheād be here.
He was sure of it. Emilia might have had a hard life toward the end, but sheād still been raised as a noblewoman.
There was no way she could survive in a place like this.
Noble daughters were trained from childhood to navigate high society, not to live off the land. He was convinced sheād
have taken work as a manager in another noble household or as a ladyās maid.
āMy lord, why donāt you take a break? Weāll handle the search for the prince.ā
āNo. Iāll join in.ā
The knights wished heād restāhis gaunt face and dark circles made it obvious he needed itābut they knew better
than to push him.
They split up to search for the prince while Edwin moved alone, planning that if he found him first, heād personally
drag him back so heād never try running again.
Huh. There are some decent houses here.
He rode through the village, scanning for a place a runaway prince might hole up in. He ignored the wary stares from
villagers, heād seen that same look in plenty of towns before.
While his men sought out the village chief, Edwin stopped in front of a well-kept house.
He knocked quietly no announcing himself. He didnāt want to give anyone inside time to run.
Thereās someone in there.
From the faint sounds, he was sure it was just one person. He waited for the door to open⦠but nothing happened.
Did they already catch on?
He clicked his tongue. He could still hear breathing from inside. Should he just kick the door down and check?
As he debated, the hinges creakedāand then he heard a voice he knew far too well.
āDid you hate me that much?ā
His head snapped toward the sound.
āTell me. Did you hate me enough to want me dead?ā
And there she was Emilia. The woman heād never once stopped looking for.
āā¦Emilia.ā
Emilia bit her lip.
It was a habit sheād lost since settling in Cardinal Village, but it came back the second she saw Edwin. She bit down so
hard she tasted blood, but she couldnāt stop.
Did he really hate me that much?
Sheād fled as far as Grand Forestākept her head down, lived quietly.
Before leaving, sheād even written up divorce papers herself, so he could be with Diana without hassle.
Sheād done everything she could to avoid bothering him. She hadnāt hinted she was leaving. She hadnāt asked for
alimony.
All sheād wanted was to not have to see them happy together.
That shouldāve been enough.
And yet⦠heād come all the way here to drag her back. It made her furious.
What had she done so wrong that he had to chase her into the middle of nowhere?
Couldnāt their story have ended with both of them living happily, separately, like in the original tale?
Looking at him now, all she felt was resentment. Heād never truly looked at her, and now heād come hereāwhat? To
finish her off?
Edwin, for his part, was stunned. For a moment, he wondered if she could be real.
āEmilia.ā
āWhy are you here?ā
Her hostile stare snapped him back to himself. She wasnāt an illusionāthis was really her.
And with that realization, it was like waking from a long dream.
He opened his mouth but couldnāt speak. After searching so long, all the things heād wanted to say jammed in his
throat.
He wanted to beat his own chest in frustration but stopped himselfāafraid of startling her.
āI donāt want to see you.ā
No⦠no, donāt say that.
Emiliaās pulse was racing. Sheād left him over a year ago, and it had taken all that time to start scraping him out of her
heart.
Now here he was, dragging back every memory and feeling sheād worked so hard to erase.
She reached for the door handle. Edwin moved, desperate to stop her wanting to tell her it was all a
misunderstanding, wanting to say what heād never said before.
But Emilia knew she had to be firm.
āI have nothing more to say to you.ā
āPlease, just listen to me, Emilia!ā
āIām sorry. And⦠be happy.ā
āNoā!ā
She shut the door.
While he stood outside calling her name, she stayed pressed to the door, uneasy.
Sheād sounded calm, but she was at her limit. She half-feared he might break the door down and drag her back to the
capital.
But he didnāt. He just kept calling her name.
Her thoughts were a mess. Sheād never imagined heād find her here. She only hoped heād leave without doing
anything else.
Go back⦠and be happy with Diana.
She stayed by the door, waiting for him to leave, silently wishing heād forget her name entirely.
That year Skip came out of no where⦠but I wanted to see more of Amyās quiet farm life. Atleast the peaceful times