Chapter 49
âHaha, Your Grace, what a sense of humor.â
âHumor? Thatâs a rather disappointing way to put it.â
As’s red eyes flashed briefly with a deadly gleam.
Reading the sincerity behind that look, the emperor pressed her forehead.
âSigh⊠You really lose your mind when it comes to Einra. You should get a grip if you want her to like you.â
The nightmare of the banquetâwhere the two had exchanged smiling jabsâwas starting all over again.
I hurriedly stepped between the two and raised one hand high.
âYour Majesty! Iâm tired, so Iâll take my leave first! As, letâs go!â
Before either of them could say anything, I quickly shut the carriage door.
âGo!â I shouted, and the carriage began to move slowly.
A quiet chuckle came from beside me.
When I turned, As was giggling as he looked at me.
âWere you very tired?â
âMhmâŠâ
Just saying yes seemed safest.
I nodded with a sheepish smile, and suddenly my body tilted.
âThen rest your eyes until we get home.â
As gently pulled me toward him and let me rest on his lap.
âIâll wake you when we arrive.â
ââŠOkay.â
I replied softly and lowered my gaze.
A refined, soapy scent tickled my nose.
It was the scent of As.
ââŠI think it was the same scent I noticed when I bathed before.â
My heart fluttered restlessly.
It was definitely different from what I felt around Harnen or the emperorâan unfamiliar, overwhelming feeling of excitement.
I wiggled my fingers, then shut my eyes tightly.
When I stopped moving, As mustâve assumed Iâd fallen asleep. His small hand began patting my shoulder gently.
âSleep well,â he whispered softly.
âIdiotâŠâ
How can I sleep when the person I like is this close?
Thereâs just no way.
The sound of hooves echoed as the carriage drove off.
The emperor, arms crossed, stared after it leaving the garden, then spoke.
âHow long do you plan to keep standing there, my emperor friend?â
ââŠ.â
As soon as the emperor finished speaking, Harnen stepped out from the corridor leading to the garden.
He walked all the way up to the emperor, sneering.
âYou helped Duke Serenia sneak secretly into the imperial palace? Youâre being unusually generous.â
âIf a loyal vassal makes a request, shouldnât I grant it?â
âSpare me the flimsy justifications, Your Majesty.â
Harnen growled, his smile vanishing in an instant.
âJust be honest. You want to pair Einra with Aches.â
It was the same during that four-person meeting shortly after Einra arrived in the capital.
When Harnen tried to object to Einra staying at the dukeâs estate, the emperor subtly blocked him and even helped Aches by providing the tool to nullify the transformation curse so he could return to his original form.
All under the guise of preventing early rumors from spreadingâeven ones coming from the notoriously tight-lipped dukeâs estate.
Gazing into the cold, pale blue eyes, the emperor shook her head with pity.
âFeelings donât follow reason, my emperor friend.â
âMaybe not, but I can still pour oil on the fire.â
At those words, the emperorâs pink eyes narrowed.
âSo you know.â
ââŠ.â
âYou know that Einra likes Duke Serenia.â
ââŠBut Einra doesnât know that.â
Harnen muttered like he was chewing the words.
Though he couldnât get rid of the image of Einraâs subtle reaction last time, he forced himself not to dwell on it.
The emperor tilted her head slowly.
âBecause she doesnât know, you donât want her to end up with the duke?â
ââŠ.â
âThatâs selfish of you, my emperor friend.â
At the emperorâs casual remark, Harnen clenched his fists tightly.
The Elberk emperor was right.
It was selfish.
If she couldnât be his, he didnât want her to be anyoneâs. That kind of selfishness.
If that were the case, he could visit her freely whenever he wanted.
After a brief silence, Harnen finally spoke again.
ââŠThe emperor of Elberk has no right to call me selfish.â
âHm?â
âThe reason you want Einra to be with Duke Serenia is just as selfish.â
The emperor tilted her head, as if not understanding.
Staring her down, Harnen growled in a low voice.
âYouâre planning to make me emperor of Belzesti, arenât you?â
ââŠ.â
âIf Einra ends up with me, Elberk will lose its Spirit Master. So youâre trying to tie her to your close ally, Duke Serenia.â
The emperor clapped her hands lightly, a wry smile on her red lips.
âMy emperor friend is sharp as ever.â
Her soft pink eyes curled coldly.
âAnd thatâs exactly why Iâm worried. Even if you become emperor of Belzesti one day, I hope you wonât forget the favor done for you here.â
ââŠYouâŠâ
âAs I said earlier, peopleâs hearts donât move the way we want.â
The emperor stepped forward, whispering in Harnenâs ear.
âIf Einra gives her heart to you, Iâll gladly step aside and just watch.â
ââŠ.â
âAll I can do is pour oil on the fire, after all.â
Whether she truly meant it or was just confident it would never happenâHarnen couldnât tell.
He said nothing.
The emperor, taking a step back, gave her usual lazy smile and spoke again.
âWell then, off you go. Youâll need rest if youâre attending tomorrowâs banquet too.â
A clear dismissal. Harnen ground his teeth.
He bowed stiffly toward the emperor.
ââŠThen I shall take my leave, Your Majesty.â
He climbed into the last remaining black carriage.
The modest vehicle, its curtains drawn, vanished into the darkness with the sound of hooves.
Finally, the last day of the banquet!
âJust survive todayâŠ!â
Clinging to that single thought, I smiled and laughed with the nobles surrounding me.
Thankfully, ever since the first day, the emperor occasionally helped extract me from the crowd, making things a bit more bearable.
With her help, I managed to escape to a corner of the hall and quietly nibbled on some canapés, sneaking glances a little farther away.
âHarnen still hasnât looked over once todayâŠâ
He used to make eye contact with me every five minutes without fail.
Feeling dejected, I looked awayâonly to lock eyes with a pair of golden irises staring right at me.
âHuh? That personâŠâ
A man with long, sky-blue hair and golden eyes.
His face looked familiar, and just as I tilted my head in thoughtâ
He smiled brightly and strode over.
âHello, Einra.â
âAh⊠Hello.â
Dealing with unfamiliar people was always a struggle for me.
I smiled awkwardly and returned the greeting, and the man cautiously asked,
âDo you remember me? We met by chance on the terrace the first night of the banquet.â
âOh, that timeâŠ!â
The memory finally became clear.
âRightâI saved someoneâs life that day!â
Feeling proud, I smiled brightly. The man blushed a little and spoke.
âIâve wanted to see you again, but I got into an argument with my fatherâŠâ
Behind him, a figure suddenly caught my eye.
Bright blue hair, soft pink eyes just like the emperorâs.
ââŠThatâs clearly Duke Baharman!â
A chill ran down my spine at the villainâs piercing gaze.
Without thinking, I grabbed the manâs arm.
âLetâs move somewhere else.â
ââŠOkay.â
His response was shy, but I didnât even noticeâmy full attention was fixed on Duke Baharman.
I dragged the man with me until we were in a quiet corner out of the dukeâs sight. Only then did I let out a breath and release his arm.
âPhewâŠâ
Finally, we were far enough away.
Now that I could think clearly, I could assess what Iâd just done.
âWhy did I drag him over hereâŠ?â
All I wanted was to avoid Baharmanâs gaze, and now here we were.
âI was just trying to get a break from the nobles thanks to the emperorâs helpâhow did it come to thisâŠ?â
My head throbbed.