~Chapter 29~
Richard seemed to have misunderstood something.
I didnât even ask about preferences, but he jumped to conclusions.
âRichard. I only said I was curious about what kind of person His Highness the Crown Prince is. I never said I was interested in him.â
âBeing curious is the same as being interested, isnât it?â
âŠWell, thatâs not completely wrong.
I paused, unable to answer right away, and Richard tilted his head to the side as if to say, See? I knew it.
No, youâre misunderstanding me.
âBroadly speaking, yes, itâs interest, but thatâs not what I meant. Itâs like when someone new comes to your houseâyou just wonder who they are. That kind of curiosity, nothing more.â
âYou could read the newspapers. Thereâs plenty of talk about my brother there. The fact that youâre asking me makes it suspicious.â
âGood grief! I asked because His Highness seems close to you and Lysa. As a friend! I just wanted to know what kind of person he is.â
Annoying!
I stressed the word as a friend to make it clear.
From the start, I had no intention of starting anything with anyone here.
After all, Iâll return to reality eventuallyâso why bother?
Love here was nothing more than a luxury and a waste.
âFine, letâs say thatâs true for now.â
Just like the word for now implied, suspicion still lingered in Richardâs eyes as he looked at me.
Because of that, my chest felt heavy and suffocated.
âWhy wonât you believe me?â
ââŠDo you really not know?â
âI really donât, so please tell me.â
âI didnât think Iâd have to say this, but⊠think about your past.â
My past? What about it?
I tried to recall, but nothing came to mind.
It wasnât like I did anything suspiciousâI only just met Bastian for the first time.
Before that, Amelie liked Richard, didnât she?
âAh.â
Right. Amelie used to like Richard.
I had completely forgotten that.
So what Richard meant was: Donât tell me you fell for my brother just because he looks like me.
Honestly, Richard and Bastian donât look that much alike, but stillâI had to clear this huge misunderstanding first.
âSince you brought it up, Richard⊠my type has changed.â
âMy type?â
âYes. I like black hair now.â
In my soul runs the blood of a Korean girlâ
Black-haired male leads, northern grand dukes, survival-type wounded men with muscles.
Even before I possessed Amelie, my taste was always steady like a pine tree.
So there was no way my heart would beat for golden-haired princes or crown princes.
âWhen did that happen?â
âHuh? What?â
âWhen did your type change to black hair?â
âIf you ask when⊠hmm. Recently, the main character in a novel I read had black hair, so maybe thatâs why.â
I had no excuse, so I just told the truth.
Pfft.
A tiny deflating sound came from inside my hands.
âWhat, was that a laugh?â
I realized it was Omok-i mocking me, so I squeezed my hands tighter.
I felt his wings flap in protest.
âYour type changed just because of a novel?â
Even though my palms were obviously moving, Richard didnât seem to care and asked again with disbelief.
Before answering, I put on a dreamy, lovestruck face.
âYeah, itâs true. Jet-black hair, eyes full of sorrow⊠Donât you think a man like that would be so cool?â
âJet-black hair, eyes full of sorrow⊠Donât you think a man like that would be so cool?â
âYou really think thatâs cool?â
âYou wouldnât understand because youâre a guy. Respect my taste, okay?â
My acting was perfect, and finally Richardâs suspicious look disappeared.
But instead, he gave me a stare that looked⊠displeased.
âCalling that a âtasteâ⊠you really have no backbone.â
What was that?
Maybe he muttered it quietly, but my ears caught it loud and clear.
âDoes every womanâs ideal type have to be you?â
This is exactly why guys who are too popular are insufferable.
âSorry for not having a backbone.â
Anyway, the misunderstanding was cleared up.
Now I needed to find out more about Bastian.
But I didnât want to ask Richard anymore.
And in the Imperial Palace, asking around openly would raise suspicionâafter all, Bastianâs position wasnât ordinary.
That left only one method.
I had to play cupid, pair up couples, and unlock the lock floating over Bastianâs head.
âItâs time for me to return to my role as Cupid of the knight order.â
The Cupid of the knights was back.
âŠOr so I thought.
âIf I had known this would happen, I shouldâve just stayed in the Imperial Palace!â
The moment I returned home after thanking Richard, I was locked inside the mansion.
I considered sneaking out, but I couldnât even try.
Viscount Garnet had threatened to fire Eric if I left the house without permission.
âHere are todayâs letters.â
Eric placed five or six letters on the desk.
These letters were my substitute for romance counseling.
Right after I was grounded, I asked Sir Claire for help, and he arranged for this âlong-distance counselingâ through letters.
At least I could still give advice by letterâthat was something.
System
Hidden Achievement Reward Ability:
You Can See Their Affection!
Additional Option â
Viewable Information Level: 2
Progress to next level⊠(3/7)
When I checked the level in my status window, I felt happy for a moment⊠then annoyed again.
Even if I helped couples and raised the option level in this miserable situationâwhat was the point?
I still couldnât see Bastian.
The past few days at the mansion had been painful and frustrating.
âI need to write replies, but I donât want toâŠâ
âIf you donât feel like it, then rest for today. Youâve been busy even while staying here.â
âShould I? Then what should I do instead?â
I thought about Ericâs suggestion.
But the problem wasâI didnât know how to rest.
At least in the Imperial Palace, Richard or Sir Claire sometimes came to chat with me, so I wasnât bored.
But now, staying in the mansion with nothing to do, the time just felt empty.
âI need dopamine. Something fun to cheer me up.â
I needed something to heal my tired mind and fill my heart, something to make my day exciting.
I put on a âthinkingâ emoji and looked around at the servants, each busy with their tasks.
âIsnât there anything fun to doâŠâ
But no matter how many hearts, money, and emojis floated above their heads, nothing caught my interest.
âShall I bring you a book to read?â
âNo, itâs fine.â
I answered Eric, who was trying his best to help, then turned my head away.
And at that moment, I noticed a heart floating above his head.
âEh?â
âMy Lady!â
But before I could think about it deeply, Sophia suddenly opened the door and entered.
âSophia!â
I hadnât seen her for a while since coming back from the palace, so I was very glad.
Sophia ran to me and grabbed my hands.
âWhat on earth happened? I heard everything about the palaceâŠâ
âThanks to that, I got to rest plenty in the Princeâs palace.â
âYou didnât rest because you wanted to, my Lady. Are you really fine now?â
âYes, Iâm even healthier now. Did you enjoy your vacation, Sophia?â
âAh, yes⊠of course.â
Something about her answer wasnât convincing.
The day before I met Jonagel, Sophia had taken a long three-week vacation.
She used all the days she had saved up.
But judging from her lukewarm response, it didnât seem like she enjoyed it.
âWas your vacation worse than you expected?â
âOh, no. It was a long break, but thanks to the Viscountâs permission, I went on a good trip.â
âReally? You went with your lover, right?â
âAhâŠâ
Sophiaâs face grew troubled at my question.
Did she have a fight with her lover during the trip?
If so, then her strange reaction earlier made sense.
But thenâher next words went far beyond what I had imagined.
âMy Lady⊠the truth is⊠I broke off my engagement.â
oh? I mean it was obvious something was up, but I’m curious what happened