~Chapter 88~
The Grand Duke? How? Why?
As I looked up at Jeremy, full of questions, his expression was still sour as he replied:
â…He was badly injured while fighting monsters at the front lines and has returned.â
âBadly injured? Is he okay?â
âYes. Heâs much better now.â
âHeâs already here? I didnât even sense he was returning.â
â…Because he returned in absolute secrecy.â
The Grand Duke had returned, and yet the Grand Dukeâs estate was completely quietâonly for a moment did I find it surprising.
âSomeone who never even showed his face suddenly appearsâŠâ
If it had been my old self, I would have scoffed, âOh, I had a husband?â
I would have added that I had refused him because I disliked him.
We hadnât even had a wedding, nor were we truly a married couple.
ââŠBut now, Iâm in no position to say that.â
I couldnât criticize him for ignoring me when I had my own situation with Karl.
âWow. Now that I think about itâŠâ
If I looked at it objectively from a third personâs perspective:
âWhile the Grand Duke was fiercely fighting monsters and getting injured, the bride the Emperor sent was flirting with a monster hunter and even received a proposal?â
That would look exactly like an affair in a trashy drama!
I felt cold sweat dripping down.
Honestly, this wasnât just my âfault.â
âIâm just trashâŠâ
Even though I didnât accept Karlâs proposal immediatelyâŠ
Even though I was planning to refuse him properly laterâŠ
Even though I was planning to tell the Grand Duke honestly that I liked someone else and wanted to leave if he allowed itâŠ
âThat was only my hopeful thinking.â
In this situation, the Grand Duke would have every right to confront me, and Iâd have nothing to say.
Still, I felt a little bitter.
Karl was the one whoâd made me a heroine of a trashy affair story, and now he was nowhere to be found.
But I didnât have time to dwell on that.
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
I looked at Jeremy, who was avoiding my gaze with an uneasy expression.
âWait. Jeremy was there when Karl proposed to meâŠâ
Heâd even panicked and run away.
Could he have already told the Grand Duke�
â…I wonât tell His Grace.â
At Jeremyâs words, I blinked in surprise and replied with trembling lashes:
âWhat nonsense are you talking about? Of course you should tell him.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre the Grand Dukeâs aide. How could you not report something like this?â
ââŠâŠâ
âI didnât think youâd be this disloyal.â
âExcuse meâŠâ
Jeremy clenched his jaw, clearly holding back what he wanted to say.
Seeing his sulking face made me feel a little sad.
âHeâs been so cold to me these past few days⊠This is the first time weâre even talking.â
Though the topic wasnât ideal.
âEven if you donât tell him, I was planning to say it myself.â
âWhat?!â
I had to take responsibility. What happened, happened.
I had already decided not to run away.
âWhat exactly do you mean by that?â
âI was going to tell him I liked someone else.â
ââŠâŠâ
âAnd if he allowed it, Iâd leave with that man.â
That part made me feel a little down.
âBut can Karl even leave nowâŠ?â
I knew asking Jeremy about Karl now would be too much.
It would be the worst thing to talk about another man when my husband was coming.
I tried to hold back my curiosity and continued:
âAnd as for an heirâŠâ
But before I could finish explaining my thoughtsâ
âPlease donât mention Karl at all. Iâm begging you.â
It was an unexpected response.
âDonât even say anything about leaving with another man.â
âWhat?â
âNo, the words âanother manâ are banned entirely.â
âWhy?â
âTo be completely honest, Iâd rather you kept absolutely everything a secret.â
ââŠReally?â
Normally, it should be the opposite.
Jeremy, the loyal knight, should be reporting all of this to his superior.
âIs this guy also disloyal?â
I gave him a disappointed look.
Was he really loyal to the Grand Duke?
Or was he just trying to cover everything up to avoid trouble?
Jeremy, who clearly felt my glare, looked like he was the one who was wronged.
âAnyway, His Grace will be summoning you soon.â
âWhen is âsoonâ?â
Jeremy looked at his pocket watch.
âWell⊠3, 2âŠâ
âOne day?â
ââŠOne minute from now.â
âWhat?!â
âWhatâs going on, Young Lady?â
Beth peeked her head out from outside the door at my outburst.
When she heard the full story, she grabbed Jeremy by the collar and yelled at him for letting the Grand Duke summon me without any notice.
âTell him to call for her after sheâs ready!â
âWait, Beth. Weâre the ones at fault hereâŠâ
âJust like His Grace is precious to you, my Young Lady is precious to me! Got it, you brat?!â
ââŠI get it! Now let me go!â
âI wonât let my Young Lady meet His Grace looking like this!â
I wasnât sure if she was trying to protect me or insult me.
âOne day! Iâll buy you one more day!â
Jeremyâs face was bright red as he surrendered to Beth, gasping for air.
âŠAnd so a day passed, and finally, the moment arrived.
Knock, knock, knock.
âGrand Duchess.â
ââŠâŠâ
âHis Grace is asking if you can come to him.â
I was adjusting my hair ornaments when the head maid entered my room after knocking politely.
I was surprised she came personally.
âThe head maid came herself to deliver this?â
Before joining the Grand Dukeâs estate, she had always kept me at armâs length.
Now that it was known I had holy power, I thought sheâd be even colder than Jeremy.
But her calm reaction surprised me.
âDonât you feel uncomfortable that I have holy power?â I asked carefully.
ââŠâŠâ
âWhat if Iâm connected to the temple?â
Her reply was so straightforward it was almost anticlimactic.
âIf you had really joined hands with the temple, you wouldnât be saying that to me now.â
So she wasnât the type to get attached easily, but she was objective in her judgment.
I was a little touched.
âAnd besides⊠the union has already been consecrated.â
What did she mean by that? We hadnât even held the wedding yet.
AnywayâŠ
âAlright. Iâm ready.â
âThen I will inform His Grace.â
Click.
As soon as the door closed, Beth muttered under her breath:
âI still donât like the idea of you having to go meet that man.â
âFor someone who doesnât like it, you really dressed me up a lot.â
âIâd dress you up even more if I could.â
âAnd whatâs with this necklace? I didnât even know I owned something this fancy.â
âLady Reyna gave it to you. You absolutely cannot let Elaine be discouraged!â
I glanced at my reflection in the mirror, feeling a little overwhelmed.
My hair, usually tied up or left loose, was now styled in waves.
I was wearing a blue silk dress with lace everywhere, long gloves, and heavy jewelry on my neck, ears, and wrists.
âThis is definitely too much.â
I muttered bitterly:
âEven if I go like this, Iâm sure the Grand Duke will still hate me.â
âWho does he think he is?â
âHeâll just think the bride sent by the Emperor is overly extravagant and hate me more.â
âWho does he think he is?!â
Even as Beth fumed, I thought maybe this wasnât so bad.
âAt least this way, the Grand Duke will definitely not want to keep me as his wife.â
âI just need to negotiate properlyâŠâ
Jeremy had told me not to bring it up, but did I look like someone who would stay silent?
If I were, I wouldnât even be here.
I was taking a deep breath, steeling myself, when Beth patted my shoulder encouragingly.
âYou know, Young Lady, thereâs nothing about you that falls short.â
No, I fall short a lot. Iâm the trash in this situation.
âYouâre absolutely second to no one.â
Sorry. Iâm very much second to someone.
âBeth⊠actuallyâŠâ
I couldnât take it anymore. I was about to make a small confession whenâ
âGrand Duchess.â
Click.
The head maid entered again.
âHis Grace is asking you to enter.â
Suddenly, nervousness crashed over me.
She gestured for me to follow, and I quietly stepped out of the room behind her.
Creak.
No one spoke as we walked down the hall.
A strange tension filled the entire Grand Dukeâs estate.
Beth glanced at me as if asking if I was okay.
I nodded as I followed the head maidâuntil she stopped in front of a door.
âHe is inside.â
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
She stood in front of the door next to the marital bedroom.
Thatâs rightâŠ
âThe Grand Dukeâs room was right next to the coupleâs bedroom.â
Of course heâd be in his own room now that he was back.
âWait a secondâŠâ
It was strange.
âHow could I not notice someone was this close?â
I was a trained knight. My senses couldnât have dulled that muchâŠ
ââŠCould it be?â
Was that noise I heard from the coupleâs bedroom a few days agoâthe one I thought was a mouse?
I was lost in confusion for a moment.
Creak.
The door opened.
rip my nails….they died for this chapter o7
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