Chapter 55Â
âM-mama. Mama.â
The fact that this strange creature just called me âmamaâ was not even the biggest problem.
What I was holding felt more like a plantâsomething like a sweet potatoâthan a human.
Well⊠except for the face.
âThis is the weirdest thing Iâve ever seen. And âmamaâ? ReallyâŠ?â
Winterâs expression shifted into something more amused.
âDidnât you say you werenât ten years old? Are youââ
âNo. Absolutely not. I donât know this baby.â
But when the sweet potato baby started cuddling into my arms, I could tell my words didnât sound very convincing.
My whole body broke out in goosebumps, but I awkwardly picked up the baby anyway.
Winter leaned in, as if to get a closer look.
âIzana, this baby smells just like you. I almost believed my joke earlier.â
The thing moved its potato-like arms and legs and babbled like a real baby.
And worst of all⊠it seemed to really like me. It kept rubbing up against me affectionately.
There was only one personâwell, one thingâwho might know what this was.
âLetâs take it to the vault spirit.â
Unfortunately, that spirit hated me.
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ăMy young enemy, who am I?ă
âYou are a star that fell into the sea.â
ăThen who are you?ă
âThe one who stole the heart of the starâŠâ
I gave the usual answer and shoved the sweet potato baby forward, forcing a bitter smile.
âIâm its mom, apparently. Soâwho is it?â
ăâŠâŠă
âYou donât know? Seriously?â
Should I just bang on the vault? Would that help?
Winter gently patted the vault and turned to me.
âAccording to the spell, youâre this spiritâs enemy. Thatâs probably why she warned you not to go to the basementâbecause she knew about this creature.â
âBut I never did anything to her!â
Now she called me her enemy and even tried to kill me. I felt so wronged.
âIf you hadnât gone to the basement like she warned, the roots wouldâve destroyed the continent. So her hatred must run deep.â
The baby wiggled again, like it wanted to be held tighter. I patted it gently, trying to calm it down.
But honestly, the feeling of its skin was way too much like an actual sweet potato. I couldnât get used to it.
âThe spirit is a fallen star, and Iâwell, someone from the Rohia familyâstole her heart and trapped her in this vault. That person mustâve been one of my ancestors. So now she hates everyone with Rohia blood.â
âThen maybe you can free her. If you promise to return her heart and release her from this vault, she might listen.â
That made sense. I gave the baby to Winter and turned to the vault again to summon the spirit.
But the baby immediately started to cry.
So I had no choice but to hold it while I talked to the spirit again.
ăMy young enemy, who am I?ă
âYou are a star that fell into the sea.â
ăThen who are you?ă
âThe one who stole your heart⊠and the one who will set you free.â
ăâŠâŠă
Ugh, more silence?
ăâŠShe said the same thing to me.ă
She answered!
I quickly spoke before she could disappear again.
âI mean it! Iâll really set you free. You know what this sweet potato baby is, right? Just tell me what to do and Iâll do it!â
ăShe said that too. She said she loved me. She begged me to stay and protect what was hers. But she swore not as Estel Rohiaâbut in the name of Rohia. She used my kindness and tied me not to her, but to the Rohia bloodline. Because of that, Iâm still trapped here. I was forced to protect her children forever.ă
âThen just tell me how to free you. Iâll do it, I swear.â
ăYou have the power to do so. Anyone from the Rohia line couldâve freed meâbut no one did, all this time.ă
A cold, eerie laugh echoed in the room.
It felt like icy seawater had soaked deep into my chest.
After a pause, the spirit spoke again.
ăI am Laspicia, spirit of happiness and prosperity. The Rohias used me to build their wealth and success.ă
From the vault, a glowing mist of white and blue began to pour out.
The mist slowly took shapeâinto a woman wearing a veil.
Her glowing blue face was hidden, but I could see her cold lips beneath the veil.
She held out one arm and whispered:
ăMixed-blooded child⊠When I am freed from this place, I will vanish and become part of the worldâs natural order. That should have happened centuries ago. But your ancestors went against the laws of the world. So I do not believe you will free me, even if I answer your question. If you want something from meâŠă
Her voice echoed inside my head like a lullabyâbut also like a far-off shout.
It was kind, yet haunting.
ăGive up the future in which you would be happiest.ă
âWhat?â
ăThat way, you can save the world from the being you now hold in your arms.ă
Wait⊠WHAT am I supposed to give up?
My happiest possible future?
ăMessenger of the gods, born to save this worldâdo you hesitate?ă
âAre you crazy?! Who would agree to that?!â
ăItâs simple. Just one futureâthe one with the most happiness. That doesnât mean youâll be unhappy forever. Many people never get even a normal amount of happiness. Donât forget that.ă
At that moment, I secretly hoped Iâd die and return in time again.
If I agreed and then rewound time, maybe Iâd get the information without losing anything.
I glanced at Winter, but his face was tense.
He mustâve guessed what I was thinking because he slowly shook his head.
âSpirits are closer to the truth of the world. They werenât created by HuĂ©rionâtheyâve been here since the beginning. A contract with them canât be undone, even by turning back time.â
So⊠there was no way out?
I really had to give up my best possible future?
In desperation, I turned to the spirit.
âLaspicia, what if the future you want is tied to the worldâs survival? You must know who this man and I are. If the happy future you demand from me is the key to stopping the âunrecordable disasterâ, then giving it up would doom the world. I canât agree to that.â
ăDonât worry, child. What I want isnât that grand.ă
She reached out and gently brushed my cheek.
Even that tiny touch sent a chill into my bones.
ăI only want your personal happiness. If I had the power to change the fate of the world, I wouldnât still be trapped here.ă
âSpirit⊠must it be a Rohia? If it can be mine, then take whatever you want.â
Winter spoke in a calm, serious tone.
âTake whatever you like from me.â
Waitâwhat?! Then what does that make me?!
âDuke, this is my familyâs problem, so I should be the one toââ
ăâŠDonât insult me. I know asking you to give up your greatest joy would be meaningless.ă
Thankfully, Laspicia cut him off before I had to argue.
Her calm voice turned sharp and angry.
ăI only want something from a Rohia.ă
The cold around us grew more intense.
I realized my eyelashes were covered in frost.
Winter came closer and pulled me into his arms. For once, his cold body actually felt warm in comparison.
Ah⊠thereâs no other way.
Even though I was only being asked to give up one future out of manyâŠ
It still hurts. It scared me. I didnât want to let go.
When Winter stepped up for me, I almost felt relieved for a moment.
I held my head and muttered,
âSee? I told you I could never be a noble, self-sacrificing hero like you.â
âYou already saved me. Thatâs more than enough.â
For Winter, a man who no longer asked for happiness, peace was his only wish.
âYou are my hero.â
He had saved countless people.
And now the one trying to save him⊠was someone like me. Someone who sat around peeling tangerines on a heated mat while worrying from afar.
Without another word, I reached toward the spirit.
âFine. Take itâmy happiest possible future.â
(If this is a double comment, I apologize. Having issues posting.)
Some heroines get to adopt baby dragons or fuzzy divine beast tiger cubs. Izana? She gets a sweet potato. With a *face.*