Chapter 156
It took a month and a half to finally reach the Northern Empire. Because of that, I had to grit my teeth and resist the urge to just ride on Winterās back and fly there.
When we finally arrived at the border of the Northern Empire, I opened the carriage door and was greeted by a snowstorm so fierce it felt like my ears were about to freeze off.
āUnlucky weather today,ā Winter squinted.
āIt only snows for about four months in a year, and yet it just had to snow today.ā
We traveled by reindeer sleigh. Luckily, the emperor had prepared top-class clothes enchanted with warmth spells, so we didnāt have to shiver the whole way.
When we passed through the Northern Empireās capital, I almost felt overwhelmed looking at the massive castles made entirely of ice.
In the Northern Empire, ice was the perfect building material. It never melted, became strong when stacked thick, and cost nothing, since snow and ice were everywhere.
No wonder theyāre so rich.
They didnāt need to buy water, construction cost almost nothing, and since this was also a holy nation, donations poured in from all over the continent. On top of that, tourists came just to see the snowā¦
Thinking of the Western Empire, which had been drowning in debt not too long ago, I almost felt like crying.
While I was lost in thought, the reindeer carried us all the way to the palace gates. But just then, two knights standing guard suddenly crossed their swords in front of us, blocking our way.
One of them spoke with a trembling voice.
āā¦Your Grace, His Majesty has ordered you to be confined.ā
āHe said you must not leave until he gives permission. Please allow me to guide you.ā
The knights looked extremely tense. They were sweating despite the freezing cold, every word they spoke sounding like their lives depended on it.
In this harsh winter, cold sweat? That was proof they were terrified of Winter.
āā¦His Majesty said he only wants to meetĀ the young lady. Miss, please follow me. His Majesty is expecting you.ā
The two knights bowed politely to me.
āWhere did he say I should go?ā Winter asked.
āTo the western lair, sir. His Majesty commanded you to remain there,ā one knight answered.
Winter turned to me with a strange smile.
āDonāt be too disappointed.ā
Disappointed about what�
Before I could even ask, Winter walked away from me.
Considering Emperor Glass Iās personality, I knew he wouldnāt overlook Winterās reckless behavior.
If I had to describe Glass I in one word, it would be responsibility.
Unlike my stepfather, who rebuilt the Western Empire out of rebellion against the former emperor, Glass I was sincere.
He believed it was his duty to restrain Winter. While everyone else feared Winter, Glass Iāboth as emperor and as older brotherārefused to turn away from him.
Even when Winter acted brutally, Glass I never gave up trying to keep him in check.
There wasnāt a special reason. He simply believed, this is what it means to be emperor. His genuine effort was Winterās last chain.
āThis way,ā the knight said, leading me down a long hallway. The ice palace was silent as death, like it carried the gloom of winter itself.
āHis Majesty is waiting beyond here.ā
We stopped before a huge entrance covered with purple curtains.
From below the curtain, I could see the legs of someone sitting on a throne up the stairs.
Curly-haired Winter!
I didnāt want to delay any longer.
āThe young lady, Izana Monica Rohia, from the Western Empire has arrived.ā
Holding back a twitching smile, I stepped forward. But the moment I did, my smile vanished.
āYou must have had a hard journey.ā
Yes, I had suffered.
To finally meet you.
But why are youā¦
Why is your face completely covered?
So, he covers his face with a black cloth to prevent trouble caused by his handsome looks?
What is this, some kind of mythological hero? Youāve got to be kidding me.
This wasnāt supposed to happen. Clearly, some butterfly effect had caused this little twist in the timeline.
Grumbling, I buried myself under the blankets.
[Serves you right!]
Raglia snickered.
[Humans are foolish, caring only for appearances and not the inside!]
āThe āinsideā you love is gold coins and gemstones, right? Thatās your idea of inner beauty.ā
[Foolish human! We love the harmony of natureā¦]
āShut up, Raglia.ā
As expected, Glass I was a good man. He told me just to rest and recover from the journey and sent me back.
I couldnāt bring myself to ask him right away to take off the cloth, but I promised myself I would befriend him quickly and someday burn that sinful cloth to ashes. With that thought, I drifted to sleep.
ā¦
ā¦
āHuh? Where is thisā¦?ā
When I opened my eyes again, I realized I was dreamingāeven though I hadnāt lit the Seraphim candle.
Noe Rustin had entered my dream.
Since heād been caught spying on me a month and a half ago, he hadnāt contacted me first. Even when I purposely lit the Seraphim candle to summon him, he acted calm and normal afterward.
Back then, he had clearly said heād come straight to the Northern Empire.
āNoe?ā
I was standing on a narrow spiral staircase, like one in a tower. The steps were so steep and tight that even two people couldnāt stand side by side.
There were no doors or windows.
Come down.
It felt like the stairs themselves were telling me. A wave of unease swept over me, and I hurried downward.
I was barefoot, wearing only a thin white dress. The steps were icy, steep, endlessālike I would tumble at any moment.
Finally, after jumping down two or three steps at a time, I reached a single door and rushed inside.
āā¦Welcome.ā
Noe was there.
Outside had been cold and blue, but inside was warmālit candles, soft velvet sofa, books everywhere.
Noe stood before a bookshelf.
āWhatās going on? Why did you call me?ā I asked, out of breath.
His face was hard to read, a strange look Iād only ever seen from Joseph or Winter.
He snapped his book shut with a sharp sound.
āI was reading.ā
And when he held up the book, my heart nearly stopped.
āThe Livia Chronicles: Wings of the White Dragon.ā
That titleā¦
It was a book I knew all too well.
āWhat the⦠Have you been peeking into my mind this whole timeā¦?ā
āYes.ā
Noe nodded calmly.
My fists shook.
āW-we promised you wouldnāt do that!ā
āWe did. But youāre hiding too much.ā
I rushed forward, trying to snatch the book from him, even though I knew it was useless in a dream.
āYou knew what I was planning for the Eastern and Southern Emperors, didnāt you? And there were other things I couldnāt ignore. You⦠you never explain anything!ā
Noe was taller than me. He easily held the book out of my reach.
āIām not Winter Orsheus. Iām not some damn regressor or dragon.ā
āNoā¦ā
āYouāve gotten so used to him that you underestimated me. Reading this made me realizeāWinter doesnāt dig into your mind because to him, this bizarre mystery is just a game. Heās been playing with you, Izana. Heās tamed you from the very start. You only thought you were avoiding him.ā
His violet eyes flickered with blue. I felt like someone had struck me on the back of the head.
Noe gave me a bitter smile.
āYou and I have just been dancing in the palm of his hand. Think about it. All you know of him is whatās in a few books. But his real life isnāt a handful of volumesāitās thousands. Heās always known more than you.ā
Because I got too used to Winter⦠I failed to predict this?
āBut I donāt have that luxury. To me, every moment is new. This whole confusing situation isnāt fun at all.ā
āIā¦ā
I tried to speak, but Noe silenced me with a finger to my lips.
āI told you beforeāI like things fast and simple. Straight to the point. So let me ask just one question. Iāve got a theory about you and your situation, but letās forget that for now. Just one thing.ā
His voice trembled.
āThis book. After its ending⦠What do you think happens to us? To this world?ā
I couldnāt answer.
Seeing my silence, Noe pressed on impatiently.
āFine, then let me rephrase. Whatās the chance that the ending of this book is an āunrecordable crisisā?ā
āā¦!ā
I stared blankly at him.
He slowly lowered the book, looking defeated.
āYou already knew. You knew, but you ignored itāout of pity for us. You thought that if you found a solution, if you could believe this world isnāt just a story, that we really are alive⦠then youād tell us. My God, Izana, did you even think of us as comrades?ā
The ground shook violently beneath my feet. Dizzy, I collapsed like a drunk. His accusing voice echoed in my ears.
āFrom the start, the only ārealā person to you was yourself.ā
ā¦
ā¦
I woke up.
Sweat soaked my body. I slowly sat up.
But strangely, I wasnāt panicking. I was calmer than I expected, even surprising myself.
Lifting my head, I looked for himāthe one who would surely be standing there in the dawn light.
āā¦Looks like an uninvited guest dropped by,ā Winter said.
He was supposed to be locked up by Glass I.
And yet I knew, of course, that heād be here this morning too. He always was.
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āHeās tamed you.ā
Noe was right.
I was relieved that he was clever and sharp. Since we had so much to face together, of course it was good to have someone smart as an ally.
āComrades? Did you ever even think of us as comrades?ā
That voice flashed through my head, and I pressed my hand against my chest, swallowing hard.
Then softly, I called him.
āā¦Winter.ā
Without a word, he handed me a cup of water. I looked up at him.
His eyes were steady, unwavering.
At some point, my world had started revolving around those eyes.
I reached toward the gaze that had swallowed me whole long ago, and quietly asked:
āHave you ever thought⦠that this world might just be a story inside a six-volume book?ā
I felt sorry toward him.
And because, deep down, I actually wasnāt sorry at all⦠I felt even more guilty.