Chapter 147
As soon as Noe saw Millia in the cabin, he ran straight to her before anyone could stop him.
âMom!â
We had no choice but to follow him. Inside, Millia greeted us warmly.
âCome on in, everyone. Noe, this is the first time youâve brought friends home.â
Her smile was so natural that we all exchanged uncertain glances. Noe looked just as confused.
âH-Honey?â
Hojen approached her awkwardly. Millia lightly tapped his shoulder.
âNoeâs friends are here. Go outside and catch a deer or something for us.â
âHuh? Catch a deer? What are youââ
âGo on, hurry!â
She pushed Hojen out the door. We could only watch. Outside, Hojen looked around, clapped his hands, andâjust like thatâcame back holding fresh venison, knocking on the door.
Millia ignored him completely and led us to the table.
âUh⊠Mom? Are you really my mom?â
âNoe, thatâs a strange thing to say. Who else would I be?â
I glanced at Winter. Did he figure anything out from meeting this Millia again?
I wanted to blurt out, Are you the real spirit of the late Lady Rustin?âbut that was Noeâs question to ask, not mine.
We all sat in awkward silence as Millia busied herself cooking. Soon she ladled something into a deep bowl and set it down.
âŠWait. Thatâs Hojenâs âpig stew.â
âEat up,â she said with a bright smile.
âUm⊠Mom?â
âYes?â
âYour body is out there, dead⊠so how are you here?â
Nice, Noe!
I half-expected him to break down crying in her arms, but thankfully he didnât.
It was a blunt, slightly clumsy questionâbut exactly the right one.
I stared at Milliaâs lips. She didnât look shocked. She simply bit her spoon and murmured:
âWell, this is a dream, isnât it?â
ââŠHuh?â
âIn dreams, you can do anything.â
Noe shook his head and dropped his spoon.
âNo, I mean⊠Are you just a fantasy Dad made, or⊠or the real Mom?â
He couldnât quite say my dead motherâs spirit. Millia just laughed, a clear, bright laugh like a young girlâs.
âDoes it matter? Iâm already dead. Iâm just here in a dream.â
âOf course it matters!â
âYou and your father have to go back. When you wake up, Iâll be gone. So why does it matter?â
She was saying it didnât matter if she was Hojenâs longing made real, or Millia Rustin herself.
Classic T-personality, I thoughtârational to the point of being cold.
Noe suddenly shoveled a big spoonful of stew into his mouth.
âYou⊠You resent me too, donât you? Thatâs why youâre saying this?â
âNoeââ
âWhy not just say it? Dad, you, everyoneâyou keep dodging it. I know I did wrong. So why wonât anyone just say itâs my fault?â
He slammed his empty bowl down.
âWhy canât you say Iâm the reason you died?â
Millia looked at him with quiet affection.
Noe, thatâs not it, I thought. But she didnât deny it or give him any comforting words.
And maybe she was rightâsaying itâs not your fault would be just empty comfort.
âForget it. I shouldnât have asked. It was my fault anyway.â
After a pause, he added:
âLetâs drop it. Thereâs something more important. Mom, we need to convince Rose to cooperate, but I donât know what she wants.â
âRose is the same,â Millia said with a soft smile. âSheâs just being a little clingy. Sheâs still a baby. So, Noe, we justâŠâ
She stroked his head gently.
âWe just need to wake up.â
âWake up?â
Noe blinked, confused. I didnât get it either, so I spoke up:
âLady Rustinâs necklace is very important to Noe. If we just take it but Rose refuses to help, it will cause a lot of trouble.â
âRose will always be a stubborn baby,â Millia replied, walking to the door.
She opened it slowly and whispered:
âBut she wonât hate you forever. Sheâs been waiting for you her whole lifeâthough she probably doesnât even realize it. She wasnât waiting for me. She was waiting for you. So take Rose with you. Youâre both too old to be clinging to your mother now.â
And with that, Milliaâs form vanished like smoke.
Wow⊠sheâs really raising them tough, I thought. Must be the hunter family in her.
Hojen rushed up.
âWhereâs Millia?â
âShe⊠disappeared,â I said.
His face went pale.
âWhat? Then was she⊠real? Or not?â
I just shrugged and ran after Noe, who had gone outside.
âShe said it doesnât matter,â I called over my shoulder.
We reached Milliaâs grave. Noe spoke to the bell:
âRose, Iâm taking you with me now.â
The bell rang loudly.
âMom entrusted you to me. Weâre going to stay together from now on.â
I nodded.
âAlright, now letâs talk about the real-world problem.â
âWhat problem?â
âThe fact you were kidnapped. Weâre going to rescue you. Can you tell us where you are and who has you?â
Noe avoided my eyes.
âNo need to rescue me. Tell me where to go to find you.â
âWhat do you mean, no need?!â
âThose guys are adults and bigger than me, sureâbut poison arrows work on anyone. No oneâs faster than my arrows.â
I stared.
ââŠWas that blood from earlierâ?â
âIâm a hunter. Donât be shocked. Just tell me where to go.â
I sighed.
âCome to the Western Empire and ask for Lady Rohia. Iâll tell them to guide you to me.â
Noe nodded, squeezing the bell.
âIâll take the bell. You take care of Mom.â
ââŠAnd your father?â
I gestured to Hojen, still sitting in shock.
âHeâll be fine. Weâve got work to do.â
True enoughâwe did.
Suddenly, Millia appeared again, hugging Noe tightly from behind.
The bell chimed happily. Noe froze for a moment.
âHoney!â Hojen called, running toward her.
Millia whispered to Noe:
âWill you visit us again next time?â
Noe gave the slightest nod.
And thenâI opened my eyes.