Chapter 143Ā
When I said āhuman traffickers,ā Hojenās mouth fell open.
āKid, the way you said it so calmly, I thought you were telling me Noe got bitten by a puppy or something.ā
Honestly, after meeting that insane magician earlier, Iād almost thought, Well, human traffickers arenāt that bad in comparison.
I coughed lightly.
āAnyway, I told him not to use his powers no matter what and just stay still. I also told him to come find me again tonight in my dream.ā
Hojen rubbed his forehead hard and groaned.
āā¦Alright. So tonight in the dream, I should ask Noe where he is and then we go rescue him?ā
āWe need to do that, yes. But we also need to check that bell you mentioned. The best way is to throw it into a fireāif it melts, itās not a holy relic. If it doesnāt, it probably is.ā
āObjects in dreams donāt have physical form. Even if you throw that bell into fire in a dream, itāll be fine.ā
āThen weāll just have to let Noe check it himselfāin the dream.ā
Hojenās eyes widened.
āWhat do you mean? Youāre not saying we should bring Noe into my dream, right?ā
Of course, thatās exactly what I meant.
āAbsolutely not.ā
He waved his hands in alarm.
āIf that kid goes into someone elseās dream, he often loses his sense of self. Four out of five times, he even forgets his own name.ā
āHe doesnāt forget in my dream.ā
That shocked Hojen so much he forgot to wave his hands.
āWhat? How?ā
I shrugged innocently.
āWho knows?ā
I could feel Winter staring at me with narrowed eyes, but I ignored him and smiled.
Winter sighed quietly.
āā¦I can connect two peopleās dreams. More precisely, I can make them share the same dream. Since Noe comes to her dream, if I connect your dream to hers, we can safely bring Noe right to the bell.ā
Hojenās face darkened. He rubbed his face, coughed repeatedly, and shook his head.
āItās⦠complicated to bring Noe into my dream.ā
āWhy?ā
He started shaking his leg nervously.
āā¦Because Millia is in my dream. Wellāsheās dead now, so whatās in my dream is her grave.ā
āWait, what? The bell isnāt the only thing in your dream?ā
āThe bell originally belonged to Millia.ā
āAnd you never told Noe that?ā
Was this guy joking? My voice rose without meaning to.
Noe ran awayāand became more unstableābecause he didnāt know where Millia was. And she was in Hojenās dream this whole time?!
Hojen buried his face in his hands and let out a deep sigh.
āWhen Noe brought Millia into his dream, he didnāt wake up for a year. Then Millia died three months later. He still canāt fully control his powers. If I had told him back then⦠if I had told him she starved to death⦠what do you think would have happened to him?ā
I glanced at Winter in shock. He looked surprised too.
Leaning close, I whispered to Winter,
āYou never realized?ā
He frowned slightly, then nodded slowly.
Hojen continued,
āI thought⦠better to let him live with the hope she might still be alive somewhere. You think Iām cruel enough to make him suffer on purpose? If I were, I wouldāve told him the truthāhow his mother starved while he cried himself to exhaustion, how the calluses on her hands from archery turned thin and weak. I could have made him carry that guilt forever.ā
So heād hidden it so well that even Winter never noticed.
Honestly, I knew better than anyone how much this secrecy had messed things up. Still⦠I couldnāt fully blame him.
āI couldnāt do it. I know better than anyone the pain of losing Millia. I couldnāt give Noe that burden too. And what if, after just waking up from that one-year sleep, the shock made him never wake up again?ā
In countless timelines, Hojen had never once broken his vow to protect Noe from Milliaās death.
I realized that this fact itself might be the key to opening Noe Rustinās heart.
āMillia herself asked me to hide it from Noe.ā
Hojen looked up slowly. His eyes were tired and worn down, but still held unshakable determination.
āI admit, I wasnāt a great father to him. Over time, he started feeling more like a passing guest than my own son. But⦠I canāt lose him. I canāt watch his heart break.ā
I shook my head confidently. I usually avoid being āsureā about anythingābut right now, I had no doubts.
āNoe Rustinās heart wonāt break. As long as you keep being at least a not-too-bad father to him.ā
Looks like your dad likes you more than you think, Noe.
***
Laterā¦
āYouāre coming too?ā
I lay down on the magic circle Winter had drawn. Hojen had gone to bed early, saying he was sleepy, before Winter even finished drawing it.
āI want to see whatās in your dream that can suppress Noe Rustinās rampages.ā
I pouted, but I couldnāt exactly forbid him from coming. Once all three of us were lying on the circle, it began to glow.
The scent of Seraphine incense reached my nose. Iād been smelling it so often lately that my body automatically started to feel sleepy.
I slowly closed my eyes⦠and when voices reached my ears, I opened them again.
āHello?ā
āUh⦠hello?ā
Someone greeted me, so I rubbed my eyes and greeted them back out of reflex.
As my vision cleared, I saw a beautiful woman with blonde hair and blue eyes smiling at me. She was stunningāI stared for a moment before snapping back to my senses and looking around.
I was inside a small, unfamiliar cabin.
āIf youāre awake, come outside.ā
The cabin door was wide open. Outside, Hojen was standing under a sky full of stars.
I glanced once more at the woman, bowed slightly, and hurried to Hojen.
āThatās Millia in my dream,ā he said, pointing to a mound of earth at his feet.
āAnd that over there is the Millia who shouldnāt be here.ā
His voice sounded oddly subdued.
Then I heard Milliaās voice from the cabin, sounding excited.
āOh my, youāre really handsome!ā
I turned and saw Millia openly staring at Winter. Winterās expression, however, was strangely tense.
āā¦Dragon boy, stop chatting with another manās wife and get over here!ā Hojen called.
Winter walked past Millia toward the grave, his expression even more unreadable.
āWhatās wrong?ā I asked.
āā¦Nothing. But bringing Noe Rustin here like this wonāt work. Can you recreate whatever it is in your dream that keeps him stable, but here?ā
Alrightālooks like the tricky moment has come.
I quietly studied the surroundings, looking for something I could explain away easily⦠and then closed my eyes.