~Chapter 77~
If I showed him I was healthier than he thought, maybe he would feel relieved. I spoke calmly on purpose.
âActually, I think Iâm healthier than before I drank the poison. Maybe itâs thanks to the Empire hospitalâs advanced treatment. As expected, northern medicine is the best.â
âNo, then yesterday when you fell asleepâŠâ
âYesterday, I was just too sleepy.â
As soon as I said that, I regretted it.
âThis might sound like⊠âYour kiss was so boring it made me fall asleep.ââ
Nervously, I watched Nocturneâs expression. He leaned back in his chair with arms crossed, gazing at me with those deep, dark eyes.
Even though I knew he was observing me, I didnât dislike the fact that his eyes were fixed on me.
âWhy does he look even more handsome today?â
Even if this was only temporaryâme, a Cambiata, becoming his Pair was only possible because Nocturne was mentally unstable. For him it was tragic, but for me it was unbelievable good fortune.
The more perfect he looked, the less I could believe what I had done.
ââŠHow could I fall asleep in the middle of my first kiss?â
Yes, it was my first kiss. My first kiss with Nocturne.
Of course, in my head I carried memories of kissing Nocturne tens of thousands of times as Ari. Even after I woke in the palace, when he was lost in madness, we had shared lips.
But that was all as Ariadna. As Vis, this was the first time. So it was my true first kiss.
My heart had been racing so hardâyet I fell asleep? It must have been a side effect of the medicine they gave me in the morning. Or maybe fainting from arrhythmia.
As a Cambiata, I worried if I had hurt Nocturneâs pride. To fix things, I decided to say something nice.
âMaybe your kiss made me feel so calm. I think we match well.â
ââŠReally?â
Nocturneâs gaze slowly drifted down to my lips.
I quickly turned my head away.
âRight now⊠not reallyâŠâ
âYouâre right. We shouldnât push it.â
But because he pulled back so fast, I suddenly felt rebellious.
âIâm really fine, you know?â
ââŠI wish youâd just tell me clearly what you want. Whether I can, or canât.â
ââŠ.â
Heat spread across my cheeks. Looking away, I whispered:
ââŠFirst⊠go wash up.â
âWant me to help?â
ââŠ.â
I stared up at my newly formed Pair.
I knew he meant it kindly. He often carried Ariadna to the bath before. But if anyone else heard him say this, theyâd misunderstand.
ââŠWhy?â
But Nocturneâs face looked so innocent it was almost ridiculous.
Why do beautiful things always look harmless?
Artists were to blame, for painting good things beautifully and bad things ugly. At last, I muttered weakly:
âNo, itâs fine. I can just call a healer.â
Then I asked, curious:
âBy the way, when did you come here? Donât tell me youâve been watching me sleep the whole time?â
ââŠ.â
ââŠRight?â
âOf course not. I went to sleep too.â
Yes, thatâs normal. Though⊠were his clothes different from yesterday?
Or maybe not. My observation skills had become dull since I started using Ariadnaâs body.
âYou shouldâve woken me. You must have been bored.â
âNot really. Just watching you sleep was fun enough.â
ââŠ.â
Such kind words.
But remembering how he had once acted toward Ariadna, I couldnât help mixed feelings. He had been gentle with her, too.
The morning after they spent the night together, he always stayed by her side, never leaving her alone.
âAh, really.â
Do I really need to know every detail of my Pairâs old love life? This was too much information.
When the healer came in, I said quickly:
âThen Iâll go wash now.â
ââŠAlright.â
Nocturneâs eyes swept over the cramped hospital bed.
âAnd itâs time to leave here.â
âToday?â
âYes. I wanted to watch your progress longer, butâŠâ He looked at me seriously.
âSomeone overturned a whole village. The prince noticed something. Lucien canât cover it anymore. Now the prince is openly demanding I hand you over.â
ââŠ.â
I had no words. Honestly, it was amazing the Imperial Army hadnât stormed in already.
âI thought about moving you to another hospital, but they say your condition is fine enough for discharge. Strangely enough.â
So surprising I could be discharged? Just how weak did I look to him?
âYes, I think I can leave.â
âNo dizziness or nausea?â
âNot at all.â
ââŠGood.â
His expression softened as he studied me. That faint smile held affection.
Strangely, it embarrassed me even more than when he offered to help me wash.
Standing, Nocturne brushed my hair back from my forehead.
âThen weâll move you to the Graymos estate outside the city. Iâll make sure plenty of healers are there.â
âAlright.â
âSee you later.â
ââŠYes, see you later.â
It was only a bath, yet he still said goodbye. Wasnât it unfair for a grown man to be this cute?
It made me feel like a teenager in first love, fluttering with excitement.
When I returned, the healers I had grown close to came quietly to say goodbye.
Rina and those from the Golden Butterfly group even gave me gifts: a butterfly-shaped brooch and a handmade recovery potion.
âWeâll never forget the time we spent with you, Princess.â
âThank you. Iâll miss you too.â
I hugged each one with affection. They cried, saying theyâd never wash these clothes, until I reminded them gently that as healers, they should wash for hygiene.
âThank you for saving us, Princess.â
Even the villagers recovering in the hospital came to thank me. Among them were Marta and her son, Cain.
I only remembered Cain lying unconscious in the fire. Seeing him healthy now made me happy. The boy handed me a gift.
âItâs a lucky stone.â
It was a small stone shaped like a four-leaf clover.
âI kept this and survived. Then you came and saved me. So I want you to have it.â
Cain was small for his age. He was twelve but looked more like eight. His tiny hands offering the gift moved me deeply.
I patted his head gently.
âThank you, Cain.â
Marta bowed deeply beside him.
âTruly, thank you, Princess.â
âMarta, you look well. Iâm glad.â
ââŠYou remembered my name.â
âOf course.â
Her eyes filled with tears as she smiled.
âThe knight said⊠you ran into the burning building to save my childâŠâ
Her voice broke, but she managed to finish.
âThanks to you, he lived. If I had lost him that day, I⊠I donât know how I could repay this graceâŠâ
âThe best thanks is to live happily.â
âPrincessâŠâ
Watching the mother and childâs heartfelt gratitude, I carefully asked:
âBy the way, have you ever thought of moving to the Empire?â