Chapter 42
âHa⊠so Her Highness was under such a delusionâŠâ
Willow exhaled sharply through his nose, his anger evident. Yet bound tightly to the chair, one eye swollen shut and his lips split and bleeding, he hardly appeared intimidating.
âAnd what did she say when you told her the truth? She must have been deeply shaken, wasnât she?â
ââŠâ
Nocturne remained silent.
Willowâs face paled as he read the truth from that silence.
âNo⊠you didnât actually leave her in the dark, did you? You allowed her to go on believing that was her name?â
âShut your mouth.â
âWait⊠itâs true, isnât it? So even now she insists on being called by that name? Why? To mock her? To humiliate Her Highness?â
Thud.
The chair tilted violently backward as Nocturne, who had kept his foot loosely braced beneath the table, kicked it hard. Willowâs head slammed into the wall with a sickening crack.
âGahâ!â
The knight nearby rose at once, as though anticipating the outburst, and righted the chair. Nocturne didnât so much as glance at Willow as he muttered to himself.
Why hadnât he corrected her?
âYes, that is my name. Itâs all I have left now.â
âŠBecause she looked so pitiful.
To see her clutching that name, believing it her sole identity⊠it was unbearable.
To tell her that the only name she had left meant failure, a mark branding her as discarded waste to be remadeâŠ
He could not bring himself to say it.
âDamn itâŠâ
Once, he would never have cared if a Cambiata creature was hurt or not. But nowâŠ
Nocturne recalled her flushed face, fevered yet desperately pouring out information with Ariadnaâs visage.
He would have to tell her someday, but not now. Not when she was so unwell. It would be kinder to wait.
For now, he would set it aside and focus on the matter at hand.
âNow then.â
Nocturneâs icy gaze fixed on Willow. The man instinctively hunched his shoulders, gauging the dukeâs intent.
âDo you remember the warning I gave before bringing you to this interrogation room?â
âThat if I gave false testimony, my life would end hereâŠâ
âExactly. Any last words?â
âW-waitâ!â
Nocturne raised his hand as if ready to summon flame, and Willow panicked, blurting out,
âI wasnât trying to deceive you! I truly believed Her Highness still had her Cambiata memories!â
ââŠâ
âShe couldnât possibly have lost them all! Padva transferred Cambiataâs soul into Her Highnessâs body!â
Willow stammered frantically,
âS-she even recognized the laboratories immediately when we wandered the facility, and knew what the unfamiliar vials were for at a glance!â
âSo you werenât lying, only ignorant.â
Nocturneâs eyes were as cold as steel as they bore down on Willow.
âYou betrayed me, abducted Her Highness, and yet you hadnât even assessed the state of her memory?â
Willowâs eyes darted.
âWell⊠was that really necessaryâŠ?â
Nocturne understood the unspoken words before they were uttered.
His expression hardened.
âYou simply didnât care.â
ââŠâ
Willow had orchestrated the abduction with perfect precision, striking at the exact moment of Ariadnaâs escape from the palace and even destroying the tracking device Nocturne had implanted.
And yet he hadnât even bothered to determine whether the princess possessed Cambiataâs memories.
Because he simply hadnât cared.
âYou claimed you were only following Her Highnessâs wishesâŠâ
Nocturneâs lips curled bitterly. Willow had made the same excuse as he was beaten bloody outside the laboratory.
So Nocturne had assumed that betrayal had stemmed from grief for Ariadna, that his loyalty had been so profound he could not resist even the allure of a clone.
After all, Ariadna had been his benefactor.
But thisâŠ
ââŠHah.â
Nocturne let out a hollow sigh.
âI was far too willing to believe you were the Eshafae Ariadna once sponsored⊠Rosterâs younger brother.â
ââŠâ
âYour loyalty to Ariadna seemed so unwaveringâŠâ
He looked down at Willowâs ravaged face.
âBut Iâm not sure thatâs what I should call it anymore.â
Nocturne slowly clenched and released his fist. The faint surge of murderous intent prompted his aide to shake his head quickly.
âHeâs already weakened from the beating you gave him, Your Grace. Knock him unconscious again and the interrogation will only be delayed.â
Nocturne reluctantly nodded and instead resolved to test Willowâs credibility.
âAccording to Her Highness, she saw her own photograph in the research facilityâs records.â
He pushed the bundle of documents toward Willow.
âFind her among these.â
At Nocturneâs signal, the knight untied Willowâs restraints.
Willow rubbed his sore wrists, then quickly leafed through the files.
And then his hand stopped.
âHere. This is her.â
He pointed at a brown-haired woman.
It was the same Cambiata executioner Nocturne already knew of, the same one Willowâs colleagues had identified.
But then why had Her Highness claimed her photograph was missing?
Was she trying to conceal something?
A flicker of doubt surfaced, but he quickly remembered her flushed, fevered state as she had painstakingly combed through the documents, offering every fragment of information she could.
No⊠she didnât seem to be lying.
She had corrected numerous errors in the records, and each one had indeed proven false.
If she had intended to deceive him, she wouldnât have given him accurate information.
âIn this photo⊠is she very different from how she appeared at the laboratory?â
âNot really? The photos seem to be from around the same time⊠oh, except she was wearing glasses and had her hair tied back at the lab.â
At that, Nocturne was certain.
She had failed to recognize the woman simply because she had taken off her glasses.
Her observational skills⊠hopeless.
Nocturne recalled the time when he had been in a contractual relationship with her.
She had often stumbled during their outings, tripping over stones that lay blatantly in her path.
At first, he thought it a ploy for attention.
But after watching her when she was alone, he realized she truly couldnât see well.
Come to think of it, Ariadna was the sameâŠ
She was so intelligent and skilled in diplomacy that no one had noticed, but Ariadnaâs visual perception had been abysmal.
She would readily notice when someone changed their hairstyle or outfit, but that was not because she truly saw the change.
She simply read the desire for acknowledgment and offered the appropriate praise.
Her ability to identify faces in a photo or sketch was abysmal.
As a child, Ariadna had been so prone to falling that her legs were perpetually covered in bruises.
At first, they suspected optic nerve issues, but in truth, the cause was her exceptional mental-sensory abilities.
She had relied so heavily on the thoughts and perspectives of those around her that she had never developed the habit of truly using her own sight when alone.
This princess⊠she possesses Ariadnaâs body and memories, but none of her abilities.
She had all of Ariadnaâs weaknesses with none of the strengths to compensate, making her seem clumsier in every way.
Ariadna without her mental-sensory powersâŠ
Nocturne felt a strange, distant chill.
Could such a being even be considered truly capable of survival?
âIn any case⊠this settles it.â
He tapped the documents.
âThat princess has almost no memories of her Cambiata days.â
She seemed to retain scraps of technical knowledge and a few names, but her sense of self was nonexistent.
She had mistaken this woman for herself simply because the name âVisââmisinterpreted as her ownâhad been attached to the record.
When reviewing Cambiata files, she would often press a hand to her temple in confusion, then suddenly recall fragments of information.
It was as if her memories returned only in pieces when exposed to related stimuli⊠much like a form of amnesia.
âHow⊠peculiar.â
A Cambiata who had committed crimes against humanity had lost her memories, yet now possessed Ariadnaâs body and recollections, the heroine who had saved the empire.
Could such a person truly be punished?
And most baffling of allâŠ
Why did she deliberately pretend to have Cambiataâs memories, casting herself as the villain?
Nocturne felt a dizzying disorientation.
All the certainties he had clung to were unraveling, and the interrogation room itself seemed to recede into a blur.
And in that suffocating haze, only the princessâs voice echoed in his ears.
âThis isnât the imperial palace, and the prince isnât here. Thereâs no point in continuing this pathetic charade, is there? You never believed it anyway, Duke.â
âWe were both laughing at the farce, werenât we? Everyone already knew I wasnât Ariadna. This isnât even some kind of joke.â
Nocturne suddenly rememberedâthe faint tremor in her fingertips as she had spoken those words.
I love these descriptions of her weaknesses tied to her abilities