Chapter 34
I looked at Tita with worry.
âTita isnât dangerous. The one who manipulated Nocturne wasââ
âYour Highness! Iâm fine. Donât provoke the criminal for no reason.â
Tita quickly cut me off. She must have wanted to hide the fact that she was the Eshafae who used suggestion on Nocturne.
Even though thatâs why she was wearing a suppression ring⊠For someone like Tita, who grew up oppressed in the North, that ring would be a symbol of repression.
She was truly a kind person. I felt sorry for deceiving someone like her.
After finding out I was a clone, escaping the palace became my only priority. And once I did escape, everything else felt meaningless.
Whether it was kidnapping or not, whatever happened nextâŠ
But I couldnât let Tita get caught up in this chaos. I had to send her safely back home.
Willow watched as Tita and I held hands tightly, then sighed and ran a hand through his hair.
âWow, Iâm being made out to be the villain here. Just give me a break for now. Once itâs safe, Iâll take it off.â
âYou call yourself a kidnapper and then say nonsense like that? Youâre the only reason you look bad.â
âI told you, this isnât a kidnapping. Iâm trying to help Her Highness.â
âHelp?! If sheâd gone with the prince, sheâd be in a fancy palace right now! But instead, you dragged her to this backwater town tainted with magic!â
Titaâs furious voice rang throughout the vehicle, but I couldnât agree with her.
Maybe I wouldâve been treated well in the kingdom, but I never thought of it as something I deserved.
It was never meant for me to begin with.
âSomething meant for meâŠâ
Suddenly, a bitter feeling came over me. Did anything in this world ever belong to me?
âShe couldâve received treatment from Elysiaâs top doctors, but instead got treated at some shady clinic.â
âTheyâre not shady. It was a B-rank healer.â
âA B-rank healer who couldnât even fix anemia and left her unconscious for two days?â
Willow averted his eyes silently. He was probably telling the truth. I could feel that my body was in much better condition.
The fact I didnât wake up for two days even after treatment by a B-rank healer meant just how broken my body was.
Clone Eshafaes never lived long.
How much time did I have left?
âHer Highness wanted to go to the kingdomâŠâ
Tita, now tired from being angry, muttered with a defeated voice.
Her words brought back memories. I had planned to escape the palace with Lucienâs help, go to the kingdom, recover, and then return to meet Nocturne.
To get away from Padvaâs influence, marry Nocturne once he was back to his true self, and live happily and freely as a duchess⊠That was the plan.
But now, I didnât know what to do.
Everything I had believed in was now doubtful.
âThere was no other way, Your Highness. If you had been treated by Elysiaâs doctors, things wouldâve gone badly for you.â
Just then, Willow spoke. It sounded like a simple excuse, but there was something deeper in his tone.
I lifted my head. He looked directly into my eyes and said,
âI know all about you. Maybe more than you do.â
A chill ran down my spine.
Willow knew I was a fake.
The car stopped, and we quietly got out. The group included me, Tita, Willow, a silent driver, and the man in the passenger seatâfive in total. Everyone moved with tension.
The house, located far from the village, was bigger than expected. It looked like a sizable villa, with five rooms, but it hadnât seen human warmth in a long time. As soon as we stepped in, Tita yelled,
âYou seriously plan to keep Her Highness here? The security around here is awful!â
âWeâll leave soon. For now, letâs eat.â
âWill, I need to talk to you. Alone.â
Everyone turned to look at me. Even Willow, always composed, raised an eyebrow slightly.
âWouldnât it be better to eat first? You must be starving.â
âI just had that patient drink earlier.â
ââŠAlright then. Letâs talk in the study.â
I followed Willow, and Tita hurried after me. I turned around and said,
âTita, go eat first.â
âNo! I canât leave you alone with a criminal!â
âItâs okay. If he wanted to harm me, he wouldâve done it already. He even treated me.â
âBut stillâŠâ
I gently pushed Tita back and went to the study. It was a small room with only one sofa. Willow stood politely and gestured for me to sit.
âPlease, have a seat.â
After I sat down, he stepped out for a moment and returned with a bowl of soup, placing it on the table.
The creamy chicken soup was steaming, but I wasnât hungry.
âYou must be hungry. Eat while we talk.â
âIâm fine.â
âThereâs no way youâre fine. You havenât eaten in two days.â
âI drank earlierâŠâ
âThat doesnât count as a meal.â
His sudden harsh tone startled me. Willow spoke with urgency, unable to hold it in anymore.
âIf you keep neglecting your health like this, of course your body breaks down. Your maid fusses over you for a reason. You use your body recklessly. Mental-type Eshafaes always treat their bodies like packaging for their brains, but thatâs not how it works. The body isnât just a vesselâitâs you. If your body breaks, you break. Soââ
âOkay, okay! Iâll eat.â
I blurted out in surprise, and only then did Willow quiet down.
As I awkwardly picked up the spoon, a thought crossed my mind.
âDidnât I leave Tita in the living room?â
Then why did the nagging follow me here? Everyone nags me whenever they see me. Am I the problem?
I thought this while rubbing my neck, and then I noticed something missing.
âHuhâŠâ
âLooking for the necklace the Duke gave you?â
âYou have it?â
âOf course not. I threw it away.â
ââŠWhy?â
âThatâs what I want to ask. I told you it had a trackerâwhy did you wear it?â
ââŠâ
I said nothing and just ate my soup, glancing at Willow.
Tita called him a kidnapper, but he saw Aria as a savior. Thatâs why I thought he wouldnât harm me.
But if he knew I was a clone, that changed things.
âIs he involved in the cloning research?â
But he helped me escape, so he couldnât be one of Padvaâs people.
Then⊠who was he working for?
âDonât call that monster by my daughterâs name!â
The Empressâs sharp voice echoed in my head. Everyone who had loved Aria treated me with hostility, even wanting to erase me.
Willow was probably no different.
If we were alone, wouldnât he finally show his true colors?
I stayed on alert and kept watching him.
âYour Highness, what do you want to do from now on?â
ââŠWhat?â
I stopped eating and looked up at him in surprise.
âYou⊠donât know what I am?â
Willow shrugged.
âYou mean that you were created through experimentation, right? Yes, I know.â
âThen why do you still call me âYour Highnessâ? Everyone elseâŠâ
My words trailed off in awkward silence, and he gave a quiet smile.
âYou know it yourself. Everyone who knows what you are uses different terms.â
ââŠâ
âMonster.â
I flinched.
âClone.â
ââŠâ
âBeast.â
As I hung my head silently, Willow whispered:
âHow rude.â
His voice was cold. I didnât understand his meaning right away.
âPrincess Ariadna.â
I flinched and looked up at the respectful way he said the title. The Empressâs voice echoed again: Donât call that monster by my daughterâs name.
âNo⊠Iâm notâŠâ
âYou must be confused.â
Seeing me shake my head, Willow furrowed his brows in sympathy and stepped closer.
âI understand how you feel. But thereâs no need to be that way. I told you beforeâŠâ
He knelt down on one knee beside me and gently took my hand.
âYour Highness is still beautiful.â
He brought his lips to the back of my hand in a respectful kiss. As I met his gaze afterward, I finally realizedâ
âAh⊠this man loves Ariadnaâs face.â
A chill ran down my entire body.
I’m thinking of when Lucien asked her about her first memory. I think Lucien knows.