Chapter 10…
In front of Tession, she kept forgetting to act. Her true self slipped out more and more often.
Maybe it was because no matter what she did, he never found it strange or suspiciousāhe just smiled at her gently.
Or maybe it was simply because being around him made her feel strangely giddy and lighthearted.
Tession, who had been quietly listening to Cynthiaās story in a daze, turned slightly red and smiled.
He couldnāt bring himself to look directly at her, so he kept his gaze fixed on the corner of the carriage as he spoke.
āYouāll really do that for me?ā
āYes! I will.ā
āThatās reassuring.ā
The soft curve of his eyes kept drawing Cynthiaās attention.
Feeling oddly excited by his response, she opened her mouth again.
āSince weāre talking about it, would you like a little demonstration? Letās see⦠The weather today is quite nice. The sunās high up, and the clouds are half-covering it.ā
āā¦ā
āItās the perfect day for a picnic! When I see a day like this⦠I just feel like running up a green hill and rolling down from the top.ā
āHahaha.ā
Tession broke into a bright laugh.
Cynthia leaned back against her seat, thinking, Ah, stupid me, Iāve gone and blabbed again.
Still, the ever-gentle Grand Duke was smiling, wasnāt he?
Cynthia let out a sigh as she turned to look out the window.
āSo youāre sayingā¦ā
āHahaā¦ā
āYou completely threw away Lady Elizabethās signature cold and sharp imageāand showed such a sloppy side of yourself to the Grand Duke?ā
āThrew away? Thatās a bit harshā¦ā
Cynthia protested weakly to Dale.
She had just returned to the Bailey mansion, removed the green contact lenses she always wore, and changed into something comfortable.
āPeople can show their true nature when they drink, you knowā¦ā
āThen why on earth did you drink that much in the first place?!ā
Dale thumped his chest in exasperation.
It was delicious, thatās why! she wanted to say, but she knew if those words left her mouth, Dale might actually have a heart attack.
āDo you have any idea how chaotic the Bailey estate was when we received word that you were too drunk to return?ā
Liar.
Just like Dale had said before, no one in the Bailey household had even the slightest interest in her.
Since returning to the mansion, not a single person had spoken to her.
As she walked through the halls toward the drawing room, not one of the Baileys she passed had so much as looked her way.
āAll that matters is maintaining the engagement, rightā¦ā
Cynthia muttered under her breath.
āIām saying it looks like thatās going to fail.ā
No, it wonāt!
Cynthia glared at him.
āThe Grand Duke personally brought me back to the Bailey mansion! He didnāt have to, you know.ā
āHeās the only son of House Romanovāthe very model of a nobleman. Naturally, he wouldnāt let a lady travel alone.ā
āHe said I was cute!ā
āHeās simply a kind man. Donāt put too much meaning into polite words from nobles.ā
āHe said we should meet again!ā
āAgain, meaningless.ā
Ughā¦
Cynthia stared at the stubborn Dale, then took a deep breath and tried again. Even though she knew it was pointlessā¦!
āHe said it was a shame he couldnāt see my face! That before he lost his sight, he wished heād met me at least once as a child!ā
āā¦What?ā
āI know, I know itās meaninglessābut when enough meaningless words pile up, they can make a small meaning!ā
Cynthia shouted. See? Itās not completely hopeless!
She braced herself for Daleās sharp retortābut none came.
Puzzled, she looked at him.
Whatās with him all of a sudden?
After blinking for a few seconds, he asked seriously,
āDid the Grand Duke really say that?ā
āY-yesā¦ā
He rested his chin on his hand, thinking deeply, then finally said,
āWell, I guess you didnāt completely mess it up.ā
āSee! I told you!ā
āLetās wait for a message from the Grand Dukeās side, then. Youāve done wellātake some time to rest here at the Bailey estate.ā
Finishing his words, Dale stood and left the room without hesitation.
Cynthia clapped sarcastically at his oh-so-polite retreating figure before suddenly jumping to her feet.
āWaitā! Youāre not even going to tell me which room Iām supposed to stay in?ā
Heās literally the only one here who talks to me!
Panicking, Cynthia rushed out into the hallway.
She looked both ways down the empty corridor, but Dale was already gone.
āWh-where do I even goā¦ā
She was exhausted after having her energy completely drained at the Romanov mansion. She desperately wanted to collapse onto a bed.
She could have gone back to her tiny home, but Dale hadnāt even called a carriage for her!
Dragging her heavy feet, Cynthia began wandering in search of him.
āDale⦠Daleā¦?ā
I really donāt want to walk all the way back to that cramped houseā¦
āā¦Where am I now?ā
While looking around aimlessly, she stopped in front of a door that was slightly ajarājust enough to peek inside.
Curiosity piqued, Cynthia leaned in without hesitation.
The high ceiling, the spacious room, the elegant furnitureāall of it radiated a refined and cozy charm.
It looked familiar, like a place sheād read about before, vividly described in words she knew too well.
āAh⦠this placeā¦ā
It was Elizabeth Baileyās room.
Cynthia glanced down the empty hall before cautiously stepping inside.
She wasnāt sure if she was allowed to, but given that no one in the Bailey household cared about either Elizabeth or Cynthia, she doubted anyone would notice.
They probably donāt even remember this room still exists in this huge mansionā¦
Standing in the middle of the room on the soft rug, Cynthia recalled scenes from the novel.
This was where Elizabeth opened her eyes each morning, spent most of her days, returned from meeting countless men to recover her strength, and sometimes sank into deep loneliness.
As someone who had read the original story cover to cover, Cynthia examined the room with a fanās curiosity.
It wasnāt much different from how sheād imagined it, which made her eyes sparkle with excitement.
āThis isā¦ā
Her gaze landed on a notebook lying on the desk.
On the cover, written in neat handwriting, were the words Elizabeth Bailey, with a single rose drawn beside them.
āā¦Thatās clearly a diary.ā
She wasnāt in the habit of snooping through other peopleās journals.
So she passed it by and turned toward the large bookshelf standing next to the desk.
It was filled with thick books from all sorts of fields.
As expected of the daughter of a prestigious dukeāher education hadnāt been neglected.
As she read through the difficult titles one by one, her eyes stopped on something unexpected.
āLetās see⦠A Comprehensive Study of the Male Bodyā¦?ā
And right next to itā
āJoyful and Exciting: Various⦠Bedroom Techniquesā¦?ā
Waitāwhat?!
She stumbled back in shock. Even for the protagonist of an R-rated romance novel, having these out in plain view was a bit much!
Her face burning red, Cynthia took another step backāonly to trip over something and fall.
āAhhh!ā
With a thud, she landed on her backside and sprawled out on the floor, staring up at the ceiling.
Luckily, the plush rug cushioned her fall. She wasnāt hurtājust thoroughly embarrassed.
āOwā¦ā
Blinking up at the ceiling, Cynthia realized the rug was so soft it made her not want to get up.
Still, she should leave before someone saw her here⦠but her exhaustion from the day caught up to her. Lying down felt too good to resist.
Everything else could wait.
So softā¦
Thenāsparkle.
Something glittered high up near the ceiling.
āHuh?ā