Chapter – 08
âA thoroughly arrogant thing has come in, hasnât it?â
A voice cold as an ice shard pierced through the warm sunlight. Susanâs pale blue face said it all. I was done for.
âHow dare a commonerââ
The duchess only looked down at me with a composed stare, but it felt like being trampled.
The duchess stepped lightly closer and snapped my chin up with a fierce grip.
âHow dare you act so cheeky as to call me pretty in front of your betters.â
It was terrifying enough to bring tears to my eyes.
âCome up here and kneel.â
âW-what? Y-yes!â
Was the duchess planning to teach me a proper lesson? She actually sat down on the picnic mat and made me kneel in front of her.
âTell me why you had the gall to call me âunnieâ (big sister).â
âY-you, youâre⊠youâre too⊠tooâŠ.â
The charisma emanating from the duchess right in front of me was a pressure that made lying impossible.
âToo?â
ââŠâŠ.â
âAre you saying I donât look my age?â
My voice came out trembling, on the verge of tears. I couldnât possibly lie.
ââŠYes.â
I found myself replying in a choked voice.
The duchess smoothly lifted a prepared teacup and handed it to me.
âDrink.â
âAh, uh, yes!â
Just as I was about to take a sip of the chilled tea I had packed for the picnicâ
âExplain properly why you called me pretty. If you canât explain it right, youâll be punished.â
The duchess began scolding me again.
âI said youâre pretty because youâre pretty⊠but if you ask me to explain properly⊠Iâve only ever seen someone this beautiful in paintings.â
âPaintings?â
âYes. Ones that depict goddessesâŠâ
âYou â drink it now.â
âYes!â
The sip of tea slid down cool and had a balanced sour-bitter-sweetness.
Huh?
And it tasted like mercury.
I forced my face to stay neutral, so the poisoner who slipped mercury into the tea wouldnât suspect anything.
If I showed Iâd noticed right away, before I could find out who gave the duchess mercury, Leviathan would know of my existence.
Then⊠Iâd be killed without mercy.
âIt seems fine!â
I answered cheerfully to the duchess. A tiny dose of mercury wouldnât kill me immediately anyway.
âTry this too.â
The duchess gave me cookies, cake, and desserts adorned with colorful fruits.
I tried each one carefully. There was no poison, but the flavors were excessively exquisite.
Thud.
A handkerchief dropped onto my knees.
âIf even a single crumb at the corner of your mouth falls onto my garden, youâll be punished for daring to dirty it.â
Um⊠so she wanted me to wipe my mouth?
The duchess watched me as I daintily bit into the dessert so no crumbs would get on my mouth.
Was wiping my mouth the right thing to do? When I used the soft, pleasantly-scented handkerchief to clean around my lips, her fierce aura softened a bit.
Somehow, I survived the picnic until the end.
I was exhausted, so I went straight back to my room afterward.
âYouâre back? Good news. Madam says she wonât be taking dinner tonight.â
Susan was already in the room. Thanks to madam skipping dinner and going straight to bed, both Susan and I were off early.
After a light dinner, Susan lay down and kept muttering to herself.
âPhew. The more I think about it, the stranger it is. Is the new medicine working so well?â
Was she talking to herself or wanting an answer? I asked briefly.
âWhat is?â
âHm? Madam. She didnât get angry at all today. Ah â youâre new so you wouldnât know, butâŠ.â
âYou mean she wasnât angry earlier?â
âWhen?â
âWhen she just scolded me and said Iâd be punished.â
âOh. That was just⊠a cute joke. She didnât mean it for real.â
Cute⊠joke? This maid seemed out of her mind.
âI-is that so?â
âYeah. It seems sheâs being lenient because youâre young.â
True â being six years old makes it hard to scold harshly.
But itâs too early to relax.
Childhood has an expiration date. I have to live at the duchy at least another ten years â if I get on the wrong side of someone, even onceâŠ
Besides, the duchess was no pushover. From what Iâd heard here and there, she might be the real power behind this estate.
The duke himself couldnât handle the duchess? I had never heard of such a thing.
She looked delicate and as if she might float away, but there was a poisonous edge to her â like sheâd repay any wrongs manyfold.
âŠHmm, Iâd better stay in her good graces.
I mustnât make her an enemy.
After confirming Susan was asleep, I slipped out quietly and gathered herbs under the moonlight that would help expel mercury.
I figured I should secretly treat the duchessâs nervous breakdown a little. Her fatigue and lethargy symptoms surely came from mercury poisoning.
When the body is sick, the mind suffers too! If her irritability, anger, and nervousness were all from mercury, removing the mercury might make the duchess much gentler.
That would be good for me.
Three months later.
Having passed spring and welcomed summer, the duchessâs room had been freshly redecorated â so impeccably that you couldnât find a single flaw.
Clink!
Everything was quiet until I knocked the amethyst music box on the table and sent it tumbling.
A frosty glance landed on me at once.
The softness that had filled the duchessâs eyes tightened into a sharp, cutting stare as she glared at me.
ââŠNoisy.â
She muttered irritably, rubbing her temple with her fingertips as if she had a headache.
âIâm so sorry, madam!â
The duchess hated noise. Since the thing she despised most was loud, grating sounds, her room was thick with tension.
âMagritte.â
âYes, yes! Madam.â
I shook like a frightened child who had made a mistake.
âWhat on earth.â
The duchess seized my shoulder tightly.
âWhen will you stop making mistakes?â
âIâm, Iâm, Iâm sorââ
âYou got cocky because I kept saying youâre pretty.â
âEek!â
One of the maids could not help but look away.
All the maids pitied how I, such a small child, was being scolded. Susan in particular was restless.
âEveryone out.â
The duchessâs icy voice ordered the maids to leave. They hesitated at leaving the little child alone.
âWhat are you waiting for? Move. Donât stand there.â
But the duchessâs loyal head maid scolded them and they took reluctant steps away.
âMagritte. Today I will personally teach you.â
âYes, madam! Iâm sorry!â
âItâs too late.â
Until the head maid finally left and all the other maids had gone, fearful looks rained down onto my back.
I waited a moment until everyoneâs footsteps were out of earshot.
When the sounds had completely disappeared, I peeked up and bobbed my head toward the duchess. The malice melted away in her eyes.
âAre they all gone?â
âYes, madam! Your acting was top-notch today.â
I gave a thumbs-up like I always did, and the duchess smiled faintly.
No one would guess.
No one could imagine that instead of being hauled and scolded to tears, I would be sitting on the duchessâs bed, crunching on cookies and spending a warm, friendly time.
âHow is it?â
âIt feels like my hair has been pulled out!â
While I ate cookies, the duchess had ruffled my hair with wholehearted vigor.
âHmm. Your clothes could use a bit of work.â
She crumpled the apron with delicate hands until I looked thoroughly bedraggled.
âIf I go back to the dorm like this, everyone will think you really attacked me!â
âRight?â
The duchessâs face showed a pleased smile as we looked in the mirror together. She gently brushed the crumbs from the corner of my mouth and mumbled,
âI canât wait until next week.â
âWhy?â
âWhy, to carry out the plan thatâll turn this place upside down that day⊠Iâm looking forward to it so much I can hardly stand it.â
The duchess was so excited just at the thought that she clasped her hands over her face.
âIâm so glad madam is on my side!â
I said it sincerely.
A fortnight ago I never would have imagined the duchess would be so cooperative.
âYou should consider yourself really lucky.â
âUgh!â
I was squeezed into her arms and crumpled, and I thought about the day weâd promised to carry out our joint operation.