Chapter 9.
Greta hadnāt been a hero from the start.
Back then, barely anyone even knew her name. Percy had only just been commissioned as a second lieutenant, and Greta was the first squadron leader he was assigned to obey.
A squadron leader. A captain.
To the Air Forceāand to Percyāthat was all she meant at the time.
āWhatās your name?ā
Perhaps it was the nerves from being deployed into the middle of a war. Percy swallowed dryly. In front of him stood the squadron leader, her wheat-colored hair pulled back into a perfectly neat bun. Her sunglasses hid her expression, making it impossible to guess what she was thinking.
āSecond Lieutenant Percy Collins, maāam.ā
āCollins. Nice name. Easy to say.ā
Greta had been perched on the wing of a plane, reading through some paperwork with her subordinates lingering nearby. At some point, she turned her head toward him.
She pushed her sunglasses up.
Eyes the color of a clear blue sky stared back at himāno exaggeration. They were the exact shade of the heavens stretching above their heads.
A cloudless sky.
A pilot with the sky captured in her eyes looked at him and grinned.
āBut I like Percy better. Sounds⦠endearing. Mind if I just call you Percy, Lieutenant?ā
āYes, of course. Please do.ā
āPercy, Iām Greta Holt. Iāll be the one taking you into the sky. I look forward to working with you.ā
Greta grabbed his hand firmly and shook it.
āRelax your shoulders. When youāre on the ground, you rest. Youāll have plenty of chances to tense up once youāre in the air. Donāt waste your energy.ā
āYes, maāam.ā
Percy added awkwardly,
āIāll⦠try.ā
āIāll try as well.ā
Greta lowered her sunglasses again and returned her attention to the papers.
āTo make sure I donāt end up liking you.ā
āā¦Sorry?ā
She simply gave a mysterious smile and waved him off.
āGo on, Percy. I shouldnāt steal your timeāyou need to get used to the base.ā
That was his first meeting with Greta. Percy sensed something in herāan aura specific to veteran pilots. It was something a fledgling pilot like him could never imitate.
Greta smelled of the sky.
A scent that made his heartbeat flutter for reasons he couldnāt explain.
From time to time, Percy thought about what she had said.
āIāll try not to like you.ā
What did she mean by that?
Was there something wrongāwith him?
One of the nearby pilots, who had overheard, nudged him with a knowing smile.
āDonāt worry about it. She didnāt mean anything serious.ā
āShe didnāt?ā
āSure. You know how it is. Pilots never know when theyāll die.ā
Ah.
So thatās what she meant.
āThe warās dragging on. Lots of pilots never come back. And the Captain⦠sheās the type who gets attached. Picture it: she likes someone, and then they donāt come home. Sheās protecting herself. Especially from bright-eyed rookies who are too easy to get fond of.ā
The pilot bumped Percyās shoulder teasingly.
Percy couldnāt decide if he should feel relieved or not. It wasnāt that heād made a bad first impressionāshe was trying not to care.
āIf she keeps getting her heart broken, even the Captain wonāt last. Itās her survival strategy.ā
Greta was someone who cared deeply.
It didnāt take long for Percy to notice. After every mission, sheād pat her men on the backāhard enough to stingāas if to say she was relieved they had all made it back.
After Percyās first aerial battle, she pulled him into a crushing embrace, pounding his back like she was grateful he hadnāt been lost.
He slowly, imperceptibly, began to be colored by her presence. At that time, Percy believed what he felt was admirationānothing more.
But he soon realized it wasnāt just admiration.
One night, Greta informed themāin her usual calm toneāthat they were assigned to a nighttime bombing run.
For Percy, it was a first.
āItās simple. We cut the engine so they canāt hear us and glide over their base. Once we see the target, we drop the bombs.ā
āYes, maāam.ā
āYouāll do fine.ā
Encouraged, Percy climbed onto the aircraft. Four planes rose into the night sky. The pitch-black darkness swallowed them whole.
Greta led the formation, as always.
At the signal, everyone shut off their engines. Silence wrapped around them.
A bomb dropped.
BOOM.
Lights began to flicker across the enemy base. Sirens wailed.
Then came more explosions.
BOOM. BOOM.
Spotlights scanned the sky, searching for them. Anti-aircraft guns roared.
All they needed now was to return safely.
That was when a spotlight caught one of the squadronās planes.
Machine-gun fire erupted.
āDo not waver.
Gretaās voice crackled through the radio.
āStay in formation. If you panic and fall out of line, youāll die for real.
But the spotlight wouldnāt let go. Percyās pulse hammered. Someone was going to get hit. He knew it.
What if the Captain gets shot down?
What if I lose her?
Percy acted before he could think. He broke formation.
- Collins! What the hell are you doing?!
āIāll draw their fire! Get out of range!ā
–Donāt be ridiculousā!
He couldnāt hear the rest. He pulled off dangerous maneuvers, evading gunfire. Judging from the silence, the others had escaped.
Just as he prepared to leave the danger zoneā
BOOM.
His right wing burst into flames. He couldnāt make it back. He guided the dying aircraft as far as it would go and crash-landed in a field near enemy territory.
He barely managed to eject. Only then did he notice blood soaking his arm and chest.
Was this the end?
He slumped against the wreckage, struggling to breathe.
Thenā
āCollins!ā
He turned.
Greta was marching toward him, leaving her landed plane behind her.
Even in the darkness, he could see her expression clearly for the first time.
She was furious.
If he hadnāt been injured, she probably would have punched him.
āAre you insane? Do you have a death wish? You disobeyed my direct order and left the formation! Do you realize what youāve done?!ā
āIām sorry.ā
āI almost lost you!ā
Her voice crackedānot with authority, but with emotion.
Greta hadnāt come back because he was her subordinate.
She came back because she couldnāt bear to leave him.
She forced down her emotions and crouched beside him.
āYouāre hurt. Can you walk?ā
āI can.ā
āDonāt you dare pass out on the way. Get upāweāre going home.ā
Supported by her, Percy climbed into her two-seater plane, cramming into the cramped remaining space.
āPercy.ā
āYes, Captain?ā
āDonāt ever do that again.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āYour mission is to stay alive until the war ends. Beside me. Donāt forget.ā
āā¦Understood.ā
Greta said nothing more. The plane rose back into the night sky.
Percy admired her.
And soon, that admiration turned into something forbidden. The more he hid it, the more it festered. The pain only grew sharper.
Because forbidden love doesnāt disappear just because you try to bury it.