Episode 8
Lee Honās head fell back limply. Jae-hyun slowly approached.
āAhā¦ā
I canāt do this. This isnāt right. How can this be happening?
I might die. I canāt die. I canāt leave my grandma behind.
āJae-hyun⦠I canāt⦠I just canātā¦ā
āYou need to try it once.ā
āWhat if⦠what if I die trying?ā
āYou wonāt die, Lee Hon. Do you really think Iād let you die?ā
As tears welled up in her eyes, he leaned down and kissed her lips. Slowly, he began to move, as if trying to soothe her.
Oddly, her tension began to ease little by little. Sensing that, Jae-hyun drew her close in one swift motion. Lee Hon let out a breathless gasp.
The parts of their bodies that touched felt unbearably hot. An indescribable sensation shook her to the core.
āAhā¦ā
āDoes it hurt? Still?ā
It felt like it did⦠but at the same time, it didnāt. What was this feeling?
A climax she had never known washed over her. Every time his firm body moved deeper inside her, the bed rocked violently.
Their lips parted only for soft moans to escape. He gently pulled away, kissed her forehead, and smiled as if he had just passed an incredibly difficult test.
āSo⦠is it over, Jae-hyun?ā
āThat was just the warm-up.ā
āā¦What?ā
āWe only loosened up. Weāre just getting started. Weāve got a long way to go.ā
Unlike what sheād feared, there wasnāt unbearable pain. She thought sheād never survive thisābut strangely, she wanted to keep going.
If it was with Myung Jae-hyun, she felt like she could do it again and again.
Everything felt vivid, like it had just happened yesterday.
The day they first shared a night together.
The moment she accepted his confession.
Every second of their relationship felt alive in her chest. If someone asked him to name the happiest moment in his life, every single moment with Lee Hon would be on that list. She had always been part of Myung Jae-hyunās story.
Jae-hyun, feeling awkward, kept rubbing the back of his head with his large hand. The rough stubble under his palm seemed to irritate him, and his voice came out with a slight complaint.
āCanāt believe Iām actually going to the army.ā
āWell, you still look good. Maybe itās because you have such nice features. Whatever you do, it suits you. You even look like a Special Forces guy.ā
Pleased by her compliment, Jae-hyun chuckled and ran his hand over his short hair again. He watched her back silently. It was the day before enlistment, and even Lee Honās energy seemed lower than usual.
āIām not even hungry. Come here for a secondāā
āWait, Iām not done cooking yet. I need to feed you properly before you go to the army. Only then will I feel at ease⦠Even if Iām not with youā¦ā
Jae-hyun, sitting on the couch, raised an eyebrow and stood up. He walked toward her, bustling around in the kitchen.
āHey, are you crying?ā
āNo⦠the onions⦠the onions are just too spicy.ā
Leaning against the sink, Jae-hyun watched her chopping vegetables. He bit into an apple from the counter with a crunch.
āAnyone seeing this would think weāre parting ways forever.ā
āJust wait a hundred days. Iāll be out on leave soon.ā
āā¦Even if someone else flirts with you, or buys you tasty food, donāt just fall for them, got it?ā
She didnāt respond. With a teasing smirk, he took another bite of the apple, then suddenly lifted her onto the island countertop. But Lee Hon kept her head down.
Jae-hyun gently lifted her face and looked into her eyes. Tears had pooled there.
He quietly set the apple down and stroked her cheek with the back of his hand.
āWhy do you look like that, Lee Hon?ā
āā¦Because Iāll miss you. Iām going to miss you so much, Jae-hyun.ā
A single tear rolled down her cheek. He reached out, wiped her tears, and pulled her gently into his arms, cradling her small head against his chest.
āDonāt worry. Iāll earn every single reward and get out early. Iāll come see you every time they let me out, even if itās just for a short while. Just wait for me, okay?ā
āAnswer me, Lee Hon. If you cheat on me while Iām gone, Iāll die. Iām serious.ā
āJust⦠come back safely.ā
āThatās not the answer I want.ā
She stroked his face gently, tears still falling.
Thinking back, she never actually said she would wait for him.
Was that the moment he shouldāve noticed something was wrong?
Heād thought it was just because she hated farewells.
When Jae-hyun later called her during a reward break, her cold voice on the other end made him smile bitterly in disbelief.
Maybe he had heard it wrong. The sound of gunshots at the range had left his ears ringing for a while.
He licked his dry lips and spoke.
āLee Hon⦠What are you saying right nowā¦?ā
āI said it already. Letās break up.
āWhat the hell are you talking about?!ā
His sudden curse drew every gaze in the room.
āIām tired. Of your whining. Of waiting for you. Iām done. Letās just end it here, Jae-hyun.
āSo youāre breaking up with me⦠over the phone? Lee Hon, this isnāt right. We should meetādamn it, meet me and say itāā
āNo. We wonāt ever meet again. Take care, Myung Jae-hyun.
That was her last goodbye. Never before had she sounded so cold.
Staring at the disconnected call screen, Jae-hyun slowly redialed the numberābut her voice never came through again.
The rest became a blur. Ignoring his superiorās command to stop, he lashed out with his fists. If he didnāt hear her voice again, he thought he might go insane. Screw the army. He needed to see Lee Hon.
He ended up in military jail for days. The once-praised soldier Myung Jae-hyun, who had earned reward leaves and glowing reviews, no longer existed.
At first, he was just scared. Scared that she had really left him.
But as time passed, longing turned into rage. When he got out of the military, Jae-hyun tracked her down.
And what he saw was devastatingāLee Hon clinging to another man, crying.
His blood ran cold.
Did she hide herself just to show him this? Who the hell was that guy? What was their relationship?
Seeing her again filled him with a fear he couldnāt explain. He couldnāt bear to hear those lips say she loved someone else.
From a distance, he watched her⦠then turned away.
After pulling himself together, he tried to find her again.
But Lee Hon had disappeared completely.
You left me again⦠Lee Hon.
His legs lost strength, and he had to stop several times while walking. He reached for the pocket watch in his jacket, but it slipped through his fingers and hit the ground with a thud.
He picked it up and saw a crack on the glass. The hands had stopped.
Just like the time that had stopped, everything in his world had collapsed in an instant.
All the time he had loved her now felt meaningless. He let out a dry, empty laugh.
Wiping his face with one hand, Jae-hyun closed his eyes.
Hot tears streamed down his cheeks. It hurt so much, he could barely breathe.
The time they spent together.
The memories of happiness, one by one, came flooding back.
I love you, Jae-hyun.
Tears rolled down endlessly from Jae-hyunās eyes. No one else maybe, but not you, Lee Hon. You were my everything. How could you betray me?
How could you do this to me?
After that, Jae-hyun stopped looking for her.
He wanted to forget everything. Thought he could forget.
Noāhe forced himself to forget, believing it was the only way to survive.
—
Five Years Later
A group of men in black suits followed a man walking out of the gate at Incheon International Airport.
It had been so long since he stepped on Korean soil that it felt strangely unfamiliar.
āWelcome back, sir.ā
Secretary Min Gun-hyung greeted him with a deep bow. Seeing how pale Myung Jae-hyun looked, he quickly explained,
āVice President Myung Min-jun ordered us to take you straight to the main house upon arrival. Iām sorry, sir.ā
āIs this a royal decree now?ā
āā¦Still, you areāā
āUse my name. What era do you think weāre living in?ā
āAh⦠My apologies.ā
Gun-hyung bowed his head. It felt like only yesterday Jae-hyun was in a school uniform, but now he exuded masculine charisma. The overwhelming aura that had always surrounded him remained unchanged.
āIāll take you straight home.ā
Gun-hyung opened the car door. Jae-hyun let out a sigh and was about to get in when a bright red sports car pulled up with rhythmic engine revs and blinking lights.
Squinting at the glare, Jae-hyun furrowed his brows.
The driverās window rolled down, revealing a man with sunglasses smirking playfully.
āYo, youāre back, our Myung Jae-hyun.ā
As he lowered the designer sunglasses, his mischievous face came into view. It was Go Sung-gi. His cousin, close in age, and a longtime friend.
āWhat are you doing here, hyung?ā
āThey said you were coming back, so how could Go Sung-gi not show up? What, heading straight home already?ā
āā¦Yeah.ā
āGet in. Letās go somewhere.ā
āPiss off,ā Jae-hyun said bluntly, getting into the back seat. Gun-hyung bowed slightly to Sung-gi before getting in to drive.
āSuch a cold bastard, seriously.ā
Sung-gi took off his sunglasses and hooked them onto his pocket.
āYou really not coming? Everyone planned a party for you. Even Ji-yeon is there.ā
āI said Iām not going. Iām tired. Donāt bug me.ā
Sung-gi sighed loudly, then shoved his phone against the window, even knocking rhythmically on the door.
āCome on, everyoneās waiting. They set it all up for you. Just for old timesā sake, canāt you come?ā
Jae-hyun leaned back in his seat, eyes closed. But slowly, his eyelids opened, and his gaze shifted toward the phone.
In the photo, several people were posing with peace signs. In the corner, barely visible, was a blurred image of a womanās face.
Though the focus was shaky, his eyes were instantly drawn to her.
Jae-hyunās dark eyes trembled.
He rolled down the window and took the phone from Sung-gi to check again.
On the stage, sitting on the first floor, a womanās side profile.
It was her.
Lee Hon.