Chapter 22
āOh, my head.ā
After giving Martin a rather plain farewell, Gemma rushed down the stairs to the first floor.
Her soft pink hair flew behind her.
She clutched her dress and ran, nothing at all like a dignified duchess.
But Martinās lips curved into a faint smile.
He quickly covered his mouth, as if denying heād smiled at all.
Why was it that every time he saw her, he couldnāt help but smile?
Strange.
She had always seemed like someone completely out of his reach.
Once, he had even suspected she was actingāplaying some game to test him.
But after everything that had happened, he now felt she truly was a different person.
Those surprised, round, blue ārabbitā eyes that looked at himā¦
They were so clear and pure that he couldnāt imagine any hidden agenda like before.
I should call Dr. Clinton soon.
Heād been thinking for a while about summoning the family doctor.
Martin felt like something in his own behavior wasnāt right.
Even in the middle of work, it was as if heād been struck in the headāGemma kept coming to mind.
He shook his head hard to get rid of the thought, then headed for the training yard.
He picked up a wooden practice sword, gripping it tightly.
As soon as his hand touched it, his gaze turned cold.
Sword training was, in a way, his way of easing the guilt he felt toward his father.
[Only the strong survive.]
[Youāre my son, so you must be strong.]
[I hate weaklings.]
His father had always told him that whenever they sparred.
But one day, in an unexpected situationānot in trainingāMartin had been made to feel defeated.
[Cloud, you are nothing but my tool⦠just a mere part of the machine.]
King Leonardās voice still echoed vividly in his ears.
He had forced Martinās parents to kneel before him right in front of young Martin.
For the boy, it was shocking enough to see his parents kneelā
But the Kingās words pierced his heart even more.
He didnāt fully understand what that feeling was back then, but now he knew it was anger.
How could his father tell him to be strong, yet show such weakness?
Confused and upset, the young Martin had knelt beside his parents, tears in his eyes, clenching his fists at the cunning King.
And the Kingās words?
[Martin Cloud. Youāre not meant to kneel to me.]
[It would be better for me to kneel to my own son.]
Heād said that.
At the time, Prince Oscar had been just three years oldāan innocent child who knew nothing.
Remembering the humiliation, Martinās grip on the wooden sword tightened as he thrust it straight ahead.
He could wipe away the sweat from his forehead, but not the burning fury inside him.
He was panting, old memories swirling like a sandstorm.
And now, of all peopleā¦
He stopped walking across the yard.
Gemma has to deal with that man.
And she was even using his study for it.
The thought jolted him.
A cunning man like King Leonardāwhat would he say to Gemma, knowing she was Martinās wife?
Even weakened, Leonard was still a solid king, willing to do anything to protect his throne.
Itās driving me crazy with worry.
There was no way Martin would let Gemma hear the same kind of words he had.
That, he would never allow.
He slid the wooden sword back into its rack and hurried away.
āIs this really all there is?ā
I sighed.
Looking at the wall clock, I saw that the two hours Martin had promised me were already up.
All Iād found were a few scraps in old newsletters about the royal family.
It might not be much, but it was interesting since these details werenāt in the original novel.
First: King Leonard adored Prince Oscar, whom heād had late in life.
Second: The King and Queen, once distant, became affectionate after Oscarās birth.
Third: Despite Leonardās authority, some nobles quietly looked down on Oscar.
I shook my head at the last one.
Oscar was the male leadāno way anyone would treat him like that!
Maybe it was just baseless gossip⦠but I couldnāt ignore it.
If Leonardās weakness really was Oscar, that might be my way in.
Babel, watching my expression, asked cautiously:
āMy lady, forgive me, but⦠why are you searching so hard for this?ā
To him, it mustāve been strangeāreserving the dukeās study for two whole hours just for a single audience.
He didnāt know my real reason: I needed to strategically approach the royal family.
āWhat do you think itās for?ā
āWell⦠it just seems like curiosity to me.ā
āSince you told me one of your secrets, Iāll tell you one of mine.ā
Babel adjusted his glasses and handed me a neatly stacked pile of clippings, waiting for me to speak.
āItās to protect the family.ā
āā¦What?ā
He actually stepped back in surprise.
To him, I mustāve always looked like a duchess who didnāt care about family matters.
It was probably shocking to see me, like a butterfly just out of its chrysalis, suddenly focused on the householdās survival.
He scratched his head awkwardly.
āMy lady⦠such noble intentionsā¦ā
It even seemed like he was touched.
Just thenāknock, knock.
Babel quickly lifted his glasses to wipe his eyes.
The door opened, and Martin stepped in, drenched in sweat.
The tension in the study changed instantly.
Wasnāt he fine earlier?
Now his clothes were dusty, and his whole body was soaked. Clearly, heād just been training hard.
It had only been an hour since Iād bumped into him upstairs near Ericaās room.
What on earth had happened?
His eyes locked onto me.
āBabel. Leave us.ā
āā¦Right now?ā
Babel looked between us but then quietly left.
Only the two of us remained.
āYouāre just in timeāI was about to leave.ā
Iād gotten what I needed: a possible weakness in King Leonard.
I assumed Martin was here because Iād gone past the agreed time.
I gathered my papers, ready to goāuntil I felt the warm grip on my wrist.
ā!ā
āDonāt go.ā
āYou mean⦠stay here?ā
His tone was too firm for that.
āWhat happened?ā
āThe audience⦠Donāt attend it.ā
āā¦What?ā
He was the one who had asked me to go before. Now he was telling me not to?
And after Iād worked so hard to prepare?
āI canāt do that.ā
This was my chanceāmaybe my only oneāto change things before the original story began.
I couldnāt be sure the slight change in Erica meant the plot had shifted.
If I could alter the Cloud familyās relationship with the royal family, maybe I could protect not just Erica, but Martin, and the entire family from ruin.
And the key to that was Prince Oscar.
A meeting with King Leonard was essential.
āWhat do you mean you canāt?ā
His rough breathing, the sweat, the traces of dustāhe hadnāt even taken the time to clean up. He must have come straight here from the training yard.
āYou look like someone acting on emotion.ā
His grip loosened slightly at that.
Iād hit the mark. I didnāt know exactly why he was this emotional, but his eyes were filled with concern.
āThereās nothing for you to worry about.ā
āā¦ā
āTo protect the family, I must attend. You know that too.ā
If Martin had been avoiding royal audiences until now, it had probably hurt the Cloud familyās standing.
A bad impression in the royal court would only lead to worse treatment.
Our reasons for āprotecting the familyā might be different, but logically, it was better for me to goā
āFrankly, Iād be less of a liability there than you would.ā
Martin bit his lip hard.