Chapter-3Ā Ā
Did It Hurt?
It was last March when she first met Cha Young-hoon.
Winter, reluctant to leave, still lingered in the air that day. The man appeared, carrying that bleak chill with him.
Without notice. Without courtesy.
His strikingly handsome face betrayed not the slightest hint of apology for the sudden intrusion.
He had called the museum director while on his way ā said heād drop by soon. The director, out on an external appointment at the time, was just as flustered.
āHeās an important guest. Make sure heās well taken care of.ā
Even over the phone, Director Songās tone had been stern.
The timing couldnāt have been worse. That day was her younger sister Eun-jiās elementary school entrance ceremony.
The half-day leave that Eun-hee had been officially granted for the occasion was, naturally, revoked.
She pictured her little sister standing apart, watching other children surrounded by family.
The thought of it made her chest tighten, as though sheād swallowed dust.
Sheād never been an affectionate sister. Eun-ji was her half-sibling ā a child left behind by their father one day. Eun-hee had taken her in purely out of duty.
But today, she couldnāt stop thinking about her. That lonely little girl must be hurting now ā feeling the same familiar isolation Eun-hee herself had known all too well.
And all because of that manās unannounced, inconsiderate visit.
āHonestlyā¦ā
It wasnāt like her to feel this kind of anger.
But she didnāt want to show it ā she never did.
That was how sheād lived her whole life.
Swallowing hurt, suppressing resentment, and waiting until her emotions faded into nothing.
That day, too, she went to the garden behind the museum to calm herself.
She needed to collect herself before facing her bossās precious guest with a polite smile.
It was a secluded spot ā her secret refuge.
There stood a round granite basin up to her waist, guarding the foot of a tall, pole-like tree.
But someone was already there.
An intruder.
He had claimed the only sunny patch of the garden, standing there brazenly, flicking a Zippo lighter beneath a bright red No Smoking sign.
Clack. Clack.
The metallic rhythm grated on her nerves.
Clearly, the man had no sense of basic manners. He was definitely a first-time visitor.
āExcuse me.ā
Eun-hee called out softly to the manās back.
She took care not to let her irritation slip into her tone. She always policed her emotions, always maintained politeness.
The man turned.
A sharp gust of wind swept through, and the long hem of his black coat flared like a banner.
The air around him vibrated with something sharp, almost hostile. The moment it touched her, Eun-heeās vision blurred.
It was happening again ā that strange, sudden dizziness that had begun plaguing her recently.
Her heart lurched in fear.
When she blinked open her eyes, he was standing squarely before her.
Even with the five meters between them, his presence loomed ā broad, solid, immovable as stone.
Eun-hee thought he looked like a rock carved from living muscle.
Cha Young-hoon looked down at her, coolly, as if asking without words: Well? What is it you want?
His hand moved to his jacket pocket, ignoring her entirely, groping for something inside.
A moment later, he pulled out a cigarette and slipped it between his lips.
Every movement was unhurried, bored.
And yet, in all that calm, there was not even the smallest courtesy of a reply.
Eun-hee bit the inside of her lip. The blatant disregard stung.
But she decided to remain polite.
āThis is a no-smoking area.ā
She even lifted the corners of her lips ā just slightly.
Perfectly polite. Deliberately so, like drawing a clean boundary line between them.
Her tone mightāve been mechanical, but she kept her manners intact.
Her expectation of a simple apology crumbled with his next words.
āIs that so?ā
The man answered lazily.
Then, without hesitation, he flipped open his golden Zippo.
Clack.
That metallic sound again.
A flame bloomed, red and wavering in the wind.
Eun-heeās lips pressed tightly together as she stared at him.
Surely he wouldnātā
Would he actually light it, after being told not to?
The insult burned hot in her chest.
Fine, then. An eye for an eye.
She met his defiance with silence.
The cold wind filled the distance between them, carrying an invisible tension that crackled like ice.
āā¦ā¦ā
āā¦ā¦ā
Then, unexpectedly, the man gave a short laugh. He seemed amused by her stubborn silence.
That only stoked her anger further.
āI told you,ā she repeated, āthis is a no-smoking area.ā
āAre you an employee here?ā
He lit the cigarette anyway, exhaling a slow, deliberate plume.
Eun-heeās eyes widened.
What kind of audacity was this? She stared, incredulous.
He didnāt flinch.
That mocking smirk, that probing gaze ā the way he blew smoke right at her ā everything about him grated against her nerves.
A truly awful man, she thought.
She clenched her eyes shut.
I hate him.
I really, really hate him.
And thenā
A faint breeze brushed through her hair.
Shh.
A rough finger pressed against her lips.
āDonāt move.ā
His voice was low. Commanding.
Eun-heeās body went rigid.
She tried to open her eyes, but her eyelids felt heavy, as if weighed down by lead.
The manās hand rose, cupping her chin gently.
A shock of sensation shot through her ā her body trembled like a live wire.
Instinctively, she pressed her knees together.
āRelax,ā Cha Young-hoon murmured, almost soothingly.
But there was no way she could.
Her body wouldnāt move, but she struggled anyway, twisting weakly.
ā…Donāt,ā she whimpered, barely audible.
āGo back to sleep,ā he said. āI wonāt hurt you.ā
Yet his breath lingered hotly near her lips.
She couldnāt see, but she could feel his breath ā warm, invasive, too close.
Her breath hitched in fear.
With effort, she pried her eyes open.
And there he was ā his face hovering just above hers.
āā¦ā¦ā
Even in the dark, his eyes gleamed with a piercing light.
Heās going to devour meā¦
She didnāt know what that meant exactly, but the primal terror in her body understood it well.
Adrenaline surged.
She tried to sit up, but his hand was faster ā he pushed her shoulders back down.
The long sofa beneath them screeched as it slid across the floor.
He pinned both her wrists above her head.
The sudden motion made her chest heave, the curves of her slender body trembling uncontrollably.
Shame flooded her.
His eyes, dark and heavy, lingered where they shouldnāt. She wanted to disappear into the couch beneath her.
It felt as though his massive body could crush her, break her apart.
Please, stop⦠she sobbed inwardly.
āI told you,ā he said, voice low and firm, āto stay still.ā
Defeat seeped into her. There was no winning this.
āYou think Iād actually hurt someone who just fainted? Do I look like some kind of lunatic to you?ā
āTh-that kind of talk⦠it scares meā¦ā
She was terrified.
Of his ragged breathing in the darkness.
Of the strange, dangerous offer he had made before.
Young-hoon steadied his breath, then said quietly:
āIām not that kind of man. Just⦠sleep. Iām only checking to see if youāre okay.ā
And somehow, Eun-hee believed him. Or wanted to.
Her body wasnāt right anyway ā not since the moment sheād collapsed.
She shouldnāt sleep. She knew that.
But she couldnāt fight it.
The pull of unconsciousness was too strong.
Whatās happening to meā¦
The thought flickered briefly ā then everything went dark.
When she finally opened her eyes again, the voice she heard was not his.
āDid it hurt?ā
The girl who asked smiled brightly.