Chapter 08..
Itâs because itâs embarrassing for two grown adults to kneel and cry in front of a childâŠ.
âReally, sheâs utterly charming to the very end. Thatâs why itâs even more regrettable.â
âI wish we had treated her better from the start.â
I could read the sincerity in their eyes. That sincerity made my ears feel hot.
Feeling awkward, I scratched the back of my head and spoke cautiously.
âUh, just⊠treat her well next time you meet her.â
My words, meant as mere comfort, made their eyes widen.
âYouâll come again?â
âSomedayâŠ?â
I nodded earnestly, worried they might start crying again.
âAs long as Iâm a crow beast, Iâll eventually come back here, wonât I?â
It was just a casual thought, yet the faces of the servants brightened as if they were about to leap for joy.
âYou absolutely must come! Definitely!â
âThat time, weâll give you a proper bath and make you new clothes too!â
Uh⊠no, thatâs⊠Iâll pass on that.
âI still want to bathe aloneâŠâ
Whether I reveal Iâm a girl or not, by the time I return, Iâll be too grown up for anyone to walk in while I bathe.
After managing to send them off, I sat back on the floor and sighed.
Still, receiving their apologies had eased my mind a bit. I thought it would be the same whether they apologized or not.
With the gloom lifting, my heart felt lighter.
âIâm grateful. They apologized before I left.â
It was fortunate, just as they said, that I could take away good memories rather than bad ones.
Thus, I spent the last day at the ancestral home leisurely, entirely alone, unaware that it was the crow clanâs way of giving me some consideration.
That day granted me, a bearer of the heavy responsibility as the Jinmyung Sorcerer, complete freedom. No lessons to attend, no teachings to receiveâjust free time to enjoy alone.
I would realize this much later, very late.
After peacefully spending the last day, morning cameâthe day to depart.
âIâm going to⊠miss you, DoheeâŠ.â
Gulp.
âCrying again?â
The servants I had seen yesterday were already sobbing, their sleeves wet. The elders of the house stood stiffly, scrutinizing everything with a disapproving look. Their complaints didnât seem to be directed at me, though.
âJinmyung Sorcerer, and yet she only had such dull clothes? Didnât give her something better?â
âItâs winter, and the remaining silk was only black and red.â
âNo, to emphasize Doheeâs bright eyes and charm⊠uh, loveliness, white would have been better.â
âIndeed. If our clan had been a bit more prosperousâŠâ
Ah, no? Why?
âThis is already perfectly fine clothing.â
I had never worn clothes like this before. Thin, warm, softâand now they were mine.
Itâs more than enough. How much better could they have dressed me?
I hugged the clothes I was wearing tightly and expressed my gratitude to the disapproving elders.
âDoheeâs never had such pretty and nice clothes before. Thank you. Ehehe, I love them.â
âAh, ahh! Itâs nothing. The clothes simply met a good owner.â
âWe apologize for not providing even better clothes.â
âNo, itâs fine. These clothes remind me of you all.â
I made sure they knew how much I liked the clothes. In a poor household, having new clothes made for me was something to be truly grateful for.
âThe black and red seem to carry all your hearts. Iâm really thankful.â
When I bowed deeply again in gratitude, they all looked up at the sky, holding their noses. Was a nosebleed involved?
âTo think we must send such a person to a place full of vile, cruel men.â
âOh, why is it suddenly rainingâŠ?â
âThat is falling from your eyes.â
I couldnât help but chuckle quietly.
âWhat interesting people they are.â
At first, they had seemed terrifying, but now, they werenât scary at all.
Just a few men who looked a bit fierce. They were blunt, yet subtly caringânot much different from the men I had seen in my previous life.
While everyone was saying their goodbyes, I saw the elder and Suryun walking from afar. It reminded me of our first encounter. Back then, he had said he wouldnât let me go if I didnât obey.
âHas the elder⊠softened a bit since then?â
His barren gaze and cold aura were still intimidating, but somehow, warmth seemed to emanate from somewhere. Perhaps it was just my imagination.
The elder frowned upon seeing me, flinched, and trembled slightly.
âNew clothes, huh?â
âI received these as gifts from everyone.â
âNot badâŠâ
Not bad? Everyone, including Suryun, turned their attention to the elder.
âCute.â
âUhâŠâ
Hearing that, everyone froze. Even I did. No one would have expected the elder to say something like that.
Recovering from the shock, I quickly grabbed the elderâs robe. Before Suryun could stop me, I hugged his legs.
âE-elder?â
Before Suryun could react, I said first.
âEhehe, itâs the first time the elder called me cute.â
âHohoho!â
I could feel everyone flinch at the word âelder.â Understandable. Who would dare call the clan elder âgrandfatherâ?
But itâs fine. I had permission, right?
âIâm so happy. Thank you, Elder.â
âHohoho!â
While everyone froze, watching us, he laughed out loud.
The big laugh carried no malice or coldness, only pure joy.
âItâs an unfamiliar title, but it does sound good.â
âRight, Elder?â
Those who could no longer protest simply covered their mouths and stepped back.
Incredible. I never expected him to treat me so warmly.
After laughing for a while, the elder spoke quietly.
âUntil now, I thought of you merely as a gift from the gods to save our clan. But my thoughts have changed.â
âEhâŠ?â
âYou are a child sent by the gods to save everyone.â
I widened my eyes at the grandiose words.
âMe?â
I stayed silent, feeling I shouldnât question him.
âLearn well and grow. If you continue as you are now, youâll be fine wherever you go.â
âYesâŠâ
Overwhelmed by the weight of his words and some unidentifiable embarrassment, I bowed my head. Something, probably his hand, landed on top of my head.
âWhen you go, there will surely be hardships. You are a crow, after all.â
âI knowâŠâ
Is he about to tell me to endure and take revenge again?
I waited silently, but then he said something unexpected.
âIf you canât endure it, report to us. Weâll secretly eliminate anyone who gets in your way.â
âUh⊠what?â
âThatâs what we do best: removing obstacles to your future from the shadows. We will gladly clear your path.â
âBut isnât it wrong if I cause trouble?â
âWhat does it matter?â
Then, in an unbelievable way, he referred to me.
âWe will personally protect our clanâs treasure.â
Only then, foolish as I was, did I understand why they had changedâat the very last moment.
âAh, I see.â
These people cherish me. I have become important to them.
With a sudden surge of emotion, I looked up at the elder with teary eyes.
âDohee, are you precious?â
âYes.â
âEven if youâre not the Jinmyung Sorcerer⊠are you still precious?â
âBefore being a Jinmyung Sorcerer, you are also a crow.â
âHehe.â
Unlike the tears that slid down my cheeks, my face must have lit up with a smile. I was happy.
I was overjoyed to be recognized as part of the family. Belonging somewhere felt so warm. It felt as if I had a place to return to.
âIâll do well, Dohee. Iâll definitely come back.â
âYes.â
âIâll keep the promise we made then.â
The elder, smiling warmly at my reply, looked nothing like the head of a massive assassin organization. He looked just like an ordinary grandfather.
âIâll be waiting happily for that day.â
âYes. The promise!â
âDohee, itâs time to go now.â
Suryun, holding me up, spoke, and everyone stopped sobbing and waved.
âGoodbye, everyone!â
âTake care!â
âPlease come back!â
With their hearty farewells, I was finally able to leave. The crow clan stood there until I was out of sight. Even as I kept walking, they remained visible as tiny dots in the distance.