Episode 7Ā
I stopped in my tracks, staring hard at the unusually bright door.
No matter how many times I thought about it, it was such a strange dream ā and an even stranger meeting. Honestly, even if the door was glowing like that, I didnāt want to get involved.
āUm whatās your name?ā
āWhatās that?ā
Still, when I recalled the short conversation weād had back then, I couldnāt shake the feeling that I shouldnāt just walk away.
The voice had sounded young, probably my age, or maybe even younger.
[Ughā¦]
Get a grip. Iām at a critical point for raising the value of the Thales Abandoned Mines, arenāt I? Money matters.
But talent matters more.
[Better to die than to seriously regret it.]
Besides, walking past a kid who might need help without even trying thatās not something a decent human should do.
In the end, I turned back toward the nameless door.
In the pitch darkness, the small, bright door seemed almost to be tempting me.
Even looking again wow, thatās bright. Iāve never seen a door shine like this in my life.
If only my dreams could shine like that.
[Excuse me.]
I reached the door, took a small breath, and turned the knob.
What lay beyond was the same as before nothing but pure blackness.
Well, I had expected that much.
Without panicking, I cleared my throat and slowly spoke.
[Hello.]
I donāt know if you remember me, but I came to keep my promise from last time.
I believe you remember. Everyone whose dream Iāve entered still remembers it vividly when they wake at least, thatās how it was for people of the Sidus family.
I scratched the back of my head, speaking a little awkwardly. Before long, a small voice floated out from the darkness.
[Ah⦠helloā¦]
Still as fragile as a candle flame about to go out.
I smiled faintly and waved toward the empty blackness.
[Y-you reallyā¦]
The dreamās owner mumbled, as if just amazed I had come back.
Not like Iām a dog waiting for its owner, but somehow it tugs at my heart.
[Letās take our time talking today.]
This time, there shouldnāt be any sudden waking like last time. Of course, if the dreamer wakes up, Iāll be kicked out too nothing I can do about that.
Honestly, I didnāt plan to stay long here anyway. Itās too dark, and thereās not much information I can make use of.
āIf itās something I canāt solve, itās better not to get too involved.ā
After all, Iām going to die soonā¦
[B-but they told me I mustnāt talk to anyone]
That small murmur hit my ears. I frowned slightly.
So they said that last time, too.
[Donāt listen to that.]
[Huh?]
[I said, Donāt listen to that nonsense.]
Children need to socialize and interact who would say such an absurd thing?
My words were met with silence, deep and heavy, filling the space like a cavern.
I sighed and sat down on the floor.
[The moment you greeted me the first time, it was already too late.]
If you truly didnāt want to talk, you would have refused me outright when I said hello.
Besides, when I showed up, you made it pretty clear youād been waiting.
[Butā¦]
[Itās fine. Whatever you say here, no one will know unless you tell them yourself.]
I lowered my voice deliberately to sound more reassuring. Again, stillness settled in the darkness.
Maybe they were weighing my words.
āActing hesitant but strangely stubbornā¦ā
Maybe theyāve been brainwashed so strongly that even in a dream, they canāt do what they want.
If thatās the case, then I really canāt just walk away.
[R-really, no one will know?]
A trembling voice came again closer than before.
I almost nodded instinctively, but instead I answered out loud.
[As long as neither of us tells anyone first.]
[I⦠I can promise that.]
[Good answer.]
Come to think of it, the voice sounded a little brighter now. Amazing ā only two conversations and theyāre already opening up this much. Itās like bonding with a timid puppy.
Maybe thatās why I keep slipping into casual speech without thinking.
In a dream, worrying about age and social rank is just silly anyway.
[Alright. Since weāre sharing a secret now, letās talk casually.]
Nothing like dropping the formality to make things more comfortable.
When I smiled and suggested it even if they couldnāt see my face a confused reply came back.
[What does ātalk casuallyā meanā¦?]
[Like friends ā no honorifics.]
[Casual speech�]
[So instead of āHello,ā just say āHi.ā Instead of āWhat are you doing?ā say āWhat are you up to?ā]
[C-can I talk like that?]
[Why not?]
Judging by the voice, weāre about the same age. Even if not, a small age gap doesnāt matter ā we can still be friends.
[Just use it once you get used to it.]
I waved my hand as if to lighten the mood.
These things take time.
[T-thenā¦]
Then came the voice again ā one I was starting to grow familiar with.
[Whatās a friend?]
I froze. What kind of environment makes someone not even know the word āfriendā?
In this pitch-black dream world, with such a fragile voiceā¦
What kind of life do they have in reality?
[A friend isā¦]
I forced my voice steady.
[Someone you meet and talk to and spend time with, for no special reason.]
[ā¦]
[Someone who teaches you things you donāt know, shares happy moments, and splits good food with you.]
[Th-that sounds a bit hardā¦]
[Itās not hard.]
Thereās no reason for it to be.
I sighed again, chasing the invisible presence in vain.
āAll I did was find a glowing door, and now Iām way more involved than I planned.ā
But talent scouting is one of my goals ā and ignoring this would be wrong.
Worst case, I could bring them out and adopt them into the Sidus family.
Let them receive the love of two people instead of one.
[Iāll be your friend.]
Decision made, I lifted my lashes and spoke calmly.
I didnāt know exactly where they were, so my gaze was a little off.
[Be friends with me.]
It might be a limited-time event, but Iāll give them an unforgettable memory.
I smiled brightly on purpose, and heard a small gasp. I waited patiently for their answer.
After a long pause, a cautious voice reached me.
[ā¦Can I really?]
[Of course.]
Just how badly have they been treated to have such low self-esteem?
I pressed my palm against my cheek to hold back my anger.
Still, I had to keep my face pleasant ā who knows, maybe they could see me.
[Anywayā¦]
I fixed my expression into a smile and asked,
[Whatās your name? I mean, what do others call you?]
[I⦠donāt have one.]
Iād suspected that from last timeās āWhatās that?ā answer ā but hearing it confirmed still made me angry.
No matter what, before I die, Iāll find and deal with the people who made them like this. Adults are supposed to protect children, notā¦
Well, thatās not the point right now.
[Then can I give you one?]
If I want to find them again, Iāll need to send a paper airplane ā and for that, I need a name.
[O-okay.]
The answer came immediately. I nodded, thinking.
If I gave them a common name with no surname, the paper airplane might lead somewhere wrong.
Better to choose something rare, something people donāt often useā¦
But what? I canāt just name them āPuppyā or āChoco.ā
It should have meaning, and still be uncommonā¦
[Luminis. Nickname: Lus.]
The name Luminis isnāt used by anyone I know, so it should make finding them easier.
[Lusā¦]
The gentle voice repeated it several times, as if savoring it.
Feeling oddly proud, I shrugged lightly.
Alright, Lus.
Before I die, Iāll make time to teach you many things.
[Iām Miena Sidus, of the Sidus family.]
So donāt forget ā and repay the kindness someday.
Not to me ā to my family.
After that, I chatted with Lus a little more before leaving his dream. I didnāt have much time, so most of it was just light, everyday questions and answers.
āLus, how old are you?ā
āI donāt know.ā
āHmm⦠I guess that happens? Maybe? Anyway, do you know where you live?ā
āā¦I donāt know.ā
āFigures. I guess I shouldnāt have asked.ā
The more I heard, the more determined I became to get him out of there.
Of course, to do that, Iād need information, and to get that, Iād have to.