Chapter 8
I turned my head and saw the maid who had been tending the fire earlier. She was squatting with one hand wrapped.
Huh? Whatās wrong? Did she get hurt?
I kept glancing at her while pulling my cart.
If a lowly maid like me suddenly stepped in to help an injured person, it could just make my life more troublesome.
I thought about ignoring it and moving on⦠but my slow steps ended up stopping.
I must have been acting like Garnet Willinger for so long that Iād actually become her. I couldnāt just walk past someone injured without feeling uneasy.
Thereās no one watching anyway.
I parked the cart to the side and went over to her.
āAre you alright? Let me see.ā
She flinched in surprise and looked at me.
She had gentle brown eyes, red hair braided on both sides, and looked about my age.
Her face was wetāwhether from sweat or tears, I couldnāt tell. The back of her hand was swollen and red, probably burned by the heated pot.
āJust a moment.ā
I took out a small ointment container from my waistband and gently applied the salve. She stared at me blankly.
āItāll sting a little, but donāt scratch or touch the wound. Just leave it so it wonāt get infected.ā
āā¦Do you know medicine?ā
āWhen you push carts, you always get blisters on your hands. Thatās why I carry this around.ā
āOh.ā
She nodded at my awkward answer.
Her eyes looked so pure and free of maliceāit was the first time Iād seen such sincerity in this world.
Then I heard a long yawn from somewhere far away.
Seeing other maids coming out to work, I quickly put the ointment away.
āBe careful not to get it wet. Alright then.ā
I quickly ran back to where my cart was.
Just like nothing had happened, I started pushing the cart again and left the area.
While delivering the dayās supplies, I noticed the castle felt different from usual.
Strange⦠is something going on?
The servants were whispering, the air was unsettled. I kept glancing around, suddenly tense that something I didnāt know about had happened.
I carefully steered the cart so it wouldnāt tip over, weaving through peopleāwhen suddenly, a crowd rushed toward me.
Soldiers were keeping people at a distance, as if someone very important was passing by.
āMove that way! Make way!ā
With so many people crammed into the narrow space, I lost my balance while pushing the cart.
āAhāoh noā¦!ā
I bumped straight into someone backing up, and the cart tipped to one side.
āOh no!ā
The vegetables and fruits Iād piled high tumbled to the ground, rolling under peopleās feet.
In my ears, I could almost hear the housekeeper witchās scolding voice:
āClumsy fool! Forget about dinner tonight.ā
Being worked like this without even getting dinner was the same as telling me to just die.
I spread my apron wide and desperately scooped the fallen produce back in.
The cart was full again.
They were dusty, but thankfully nothing was badly damaged.
Letās see⦠is there anything I missed?
Squatting down and scanning between peopleās feet, I spotted a red apple far away.
Aha, you little thing. Howād you roll all the way over there?
Focusing only on the apple, I crawled between peopleās legs to get to it.
I was about to snatch it up when a pale, slender hand grabbed it first.
āHey, thatāsā!ā
I was about to say, Itās not yours, give it back, when a glowing faceāwhether from a halo or aura, I couldnāt tellālooked down at me.
For a moment, it felt like all the noise and movement around us stopped.
It wasnāt my imaginationāeveryone who saw the scene was frozen like statues.
It was Grand Duke Shiraz.
I was so shocked I dropped right down on my backside.
Why is he here?
In the castle, high-ranking nobles and servants usually stayed in separate areas, so it was rare for a servant to see the Grand Duke.
Iād heard he sometimes toured the castle⦠but of all times, I had to run into him now.
The soldiers who had been controlling the crowd earlier were giving me awkward looks.
No wonderāever since I started crawling toward that apple, the air had felt tense.
Because Iād been crouched low, I had no idea what was happening above.
Instead of his uniform, he was wearing comfortable clothes that showed off his lean, muscular build.
Relaxed and languid, he looked like a young and handsome god from Greek mythology.
Next to him, his aide Hugh glanced at me subtly.
Even in that brief moment, I could tell Hugh recognized me.
All that effort Iād put into living quietly and unnoticed⦠might be ruined in an instant.
āS-sorry!ā
I jumped up and quickly tugged the scarf off my head, keeping my gaze fixed on the ground.
Well, look who it isāthe wife of that traitor Willinger.
It felt like those words might come out of his mouth at any second, making my heart pound nervously.
He could change his mind about sparing me at any momentāShiraz was a villain whose moods boiled and cooled in an instant.
Thankfully, he didnāt seem interested in a lowly maid.
As if I were invisible, he never once looked at me. He simply tossed the apple in his hand, then clenched it into a fist.
āMarcus. I should crush that bastardās skull just like this.ā
I didnāt know what he and the aide had been talking about, but his words alone were chilling. He stared at the squashed appleāand I felt like it was my head being crushed instead.
When I flinched, his gaze finally turned to me.
Seeing how startled I was must have amused him, because he smirked.
A timid maid trembling in fearāthatās probably how I looked.
The way he crooked one corner of his lips made a shiver run down my spine.
I looked away and started edging backward.
If I could just get a little farther back, I could slip into the crowd and out of his line of sight.
āStay there.ā
At his command, my retreating feet froze.
āTake it.ā
He tossed the apple at me, and I instinctively caught it in my apron. My mind went completely blank.
Clutching the apple, I dove into the crowd without looking back.
I abandoned my cart, which Iād worked so hard to refill, and ran as fast as I could.
Even as I fled, my heart shrank to the size of a bean, afraid Shiraz might recognize me and call me back.
Since that day, I constantly looked around me, wary of another run-in.
I was determined not to make such a stupid mistake again.
But then, something strange began to happen.
When I walked into the dining hall for lunch, the moment I entered, the room went silent.
Whatās with this cold feeling?
I felt the strange atmosphere but acted as if nothing was wrong.
The silence gave way to hushed whispers.
When I got my food, I noticed the serving maids giving me unfriendly looks. I knew then something unpleasant about me must have spread.
Sure enoughā
āOur noble lady probably canāt stand such slop.ā
One maid dropped soup onto my tray with a sneer.
There was giggling from nearby.
āSheās no different from us now. Imagine how miserable she must be, having to eat this with common trash like us.ā
Another maid practically threw a hard bread roll onto my tray.
āThis rock-hard stuff wonāt go down anyway. No point wasting it.ā
She even took it back.
I started to say something but decided to just take what they gave me and walk to a table.
If I caused trouble and word got to the higher-ups, my plan to live as if I didnāt exist would be ruined.
It seemed rumors had spread among the maidsāthat before becoming one of them, I was the wife of a lord.
They didnāt know how Iād lived, but just the fact I was once a noble made them openly hostile.
And there was no way to explain my unfair situation here.
I sighed and picked up my spoon.
Iām hungry, so Iāll think while I eat.
As I sipped the soup, I thoughtā
Who was it? Who spread it? That soldier? Or the housekeeper witch?
Whoever it was, it had already happened.
I wonāt be here long anyway. Just endure it. When Shiraz leaves for battle, Iāll run away too.
Thinking that, I resolutely took another bite.
Just then, in the midst of all the pointed, hostile air, a piece of bread was suddenly placed on my tray.
Huh?
I looked up to see a familiar face smiling brightly at me.
āThanks again for last time. Mind if I sit and eat with you?ā
I nodded before I could think, though I worried it might not be good for her to act so friendly with me.
Around us, the sharp glares that had been aimed at me shifted to her.
She, however, either didnāt notice or didnāt care, acting like nothing was wrong.
new friend!
Yay! Friend acquired!
I’m too petty. If someone did that to me I’d never acknowledge them romantically. I don’t care what happens later.