Chapter 34
At the time, Marsha had been convinced that once Claudio discovered who she really was, he might cast her aside, slandering her before sending her off to Count Emelideās estateāstraight into Rosanaās clutches.
I know now he was only joking.
Heād probably thought it would amuse a country girl to be called a young lady of noble birthāa light, harmless tease.
But back then, Marsha hadnāt been in her right mind.Ā
Even a hand extended in concern had seemed, to her, like a hand trying to seize and trap her.
How on earth am I supposed to explain this?
How could she possibly untangle such a ridiculous misunderstanding?
I canāt exactly tell him everything about my situationā¦
She hesitated for a moment, then rose to her feet, forcing herself to speak.
āIt wasnāt you who startled me.ā
Claudioās brow furrowed, as if to say, āWhat is that supposed to mean?ā
āI⦠Iāve always been a bit jumpy in sudden situations,ā she added, fidgeting with her fingers, hoping desperately he would just let it go.
So, was it only a surprise?
In his mind, Claudio replayed the image of Masha flinching away from his hand earlier.
No⦠that wasn’t a surprise.
That was fear.
Why lie about it?
Did she think heād feel sorry for her?
In truth, something had been bothering himāher face had been pale long before heād reached out to her.
So it wasnāt my hand⦠something else was wrong.
Her expression had turned rigid right after heād said she looked like a nobleās daughter.
Was that so unpleasant for her to hear?
Noāunpleasantness and fear were two very different things.
Which meant⦠sheād felt fear at his words.
But why?
Well, there was one way to find out.Ā
Instead, Claudio said lightly,
āā¦How very kind of you.ā
His teasing tone made Marsha look up.Ā
As always, his face was relaxed, a faint, almost lazy smile playing at his lips.Ā
One eyebrow lifted in mockery.
āDid I look that pitiful to you? Pitiful enough that youād go so far as to comfort me?ā
āIt wasn’t a pity. I was telling the truth,ā she shot back, her voice sharp as she glared at him.
āReally?ā
It was then that Claudioās hand began to move toward her, slow and deliberate.
WāWhat is he doing?
Her eyes blinked rapidly as she watched his hand draw closer, as if it meant to touch her cheek.
āWāwhat are you doing?ā
His hand stopped.
āJust seeing if you really are that jumpy.ā
A crooked smile tugged at his lips as he withdrew his hand.
āI didnāt even reach suddenlyāI went slow, evenāand you still flinched. Guess you are easily startled. How does someone with a heart that delicate survive in a world this rough?ā
āOh, forā! āIām surviving just fine, thank you very much!ā Marsha huffed, her cheeks blooming pink. āAlways with the strange pranksā¦ā
āWhen have I ever pulled strange pranks?ā
āYou just did!ā
Snatching up the basin from the floor, Marsha thrust it into his arms.
āThis split because of youāso go wash it all properly!ā
āDidnāt you just say people can make mistakes?ā
āThis is your punishment for being so insufferable!ā
Punishment?
Claudio blinked at her, wide-eyed.
āYouād better hurry. Unless you want to eat a half-boiled stew for dinner!ā
Once again, Claudio was pushed out of the house by a Marsha who scolded him like a stepmother from a fairy tale, pushing him towards the door.
Outside, under the deepening blue of evening, he thought again of her face.
It had been so smallāsmall enough to fit entirely within his palm.Ā
Her wide eyes had been round and lovely, like a full moon hung in the night sky.Ā
Her cheeks had looked as soft and sweet as fresh cream.
I almost⦠stroked her without thinking.
Balancing the basin in one hand, Claudio stretched out the same hand heād offered her earlier toward the moon.
If he had touched her, what would it have been like? Soft? Warm? And what kind of expression would she have worn as she looked at him?
No matter how he imagined it, he couldnāt be sure.Ā
And he had no idea why he was thinking about it in the first place.
***
It had been when Urian brought the newsālike a miracleāthat Claudio had been found.
Visd had immediately insisted that he go see him in person.
āItās not that I doubt you, Sir Urian. I just need to see him with my own eyes to feel at ease.ā
āI donāt fault you for that,ā Urian replied with a grave look, as if carrying the weight of all worries on his shoulders. āIf I were in your place, I couldnāt sit still either. But⦠the Dukeā¦ā
He shook his head.
āIf you go to him now, you might end up in the same situation Iām inā¦ā
Startled, Visdās gaze drifted to the mountain of papers piled in front of Urianāthis quarterās administrative documents for the Sedem market district.Ā
Every minor request and petition was written there, so a stack so thick came in fresh each day.
Ordinarily, this was work far beneath Urianās stationādocuments should have been checked several times by lower officials, with only the truly important matters passed up to him.
And yet⦠the Duke told him to handle every single one himself?
And on top of that, heād ordered that until the work was done, Urian was not to come.
Ā Which was as good as saying, āDonāt come at all.ā
Visd could not understand his lordās reasoning.
What was so precious about staying in that shabby little house?
āAh⦠could it be that His Grace wishes to experience the life of a commoner for himselfāto truly understand the hearts of the people?ā
For someone who already possessed so much, was he now seeking to add compassion and humanity to his virtues as well?
What a noble master we serveā¦!
Visdās eyes shimmered with tears of admiration.
āWhat is with him nowā¦ā
Urian gave an awkward smile to the suddenly moved Visd.
āAnd⦠His Grace has also ordered me to investigate the Marquis of Hemes.ā
āWhy the Marquis of Hemes all of a sudden? Donāt tell me⦠You think heās the one bold enough to pull something like this?ā
In an instant, Visdās expression hardened, turning razor-sharp.
It looked as though he might storm off to the marquis and slit his throat on the spot.
āHis Grace isnāt certain. But no one has shown such open hostility toward him as that man hasāso thereās no harm in suspecting him.ā
But Hemes wasnāt the only one to watch.
Doubts about the western territories couldnāt be set aside entirely.Ā
The situation in the West would have to be monitored closely, and it was still unclear whether more tattooed men existed beyond the ones already found.
āThe Orderās going to be busy.ā
āItās our duty,ā Visd replied flatly. āAnd busy or not, itās nothing compared to what you have on your plate, Sir Urian.ā
āI can manage well enough.ā
Visd frowned, as if questioning whether that could really be true, but Urian only chuckled low in his throat.
āCompared to the days when we feared for His Graceās very life, this is nothing. Iām sure the knights feel the same.ā
āThatās true⦠But honestly, I still canāt rest easy. Iāll only feel relieved when I see his face myself. And I worry about whether that commoner who saved him is truly able to care for someone as⦠particular as His Grace. I meanāmen who live out in the forest tend to be rather rough, donāt they? His Grace isnāt overly fastidious, but still⦠heās a precious man!ā
āNow, thatās just prejudice,ā Urian said. āAnd besides, that person isnāt a man.ā
āWhat?ā
āSheās a woman.ā
Visdās eyes went wide and round.
āA woman? Youāre telling me a woman was living alone out there?ā
He asked again and again, as if unable to believe it.
āYesā¦ā Urian replied, his tone leisurely, as though picturing Marsha in his mind. She was an unusual one in many ways. Most illegal residents had predictable storiesātheyād fled from somewhere, their pasts filled with hardship. And while she did seem to have endured some trials, she didnāt look as though sheād lived her whole life in suffering.
Women who worked only with their hands tended to stoop a little, their shoulders rounded.Ā
But sheāher posture when standing, the way she moved her handsāwas refined, almost like that of a noblewoman.
I wonder if the injury I gave her has healed.
A pang of guilt stabbed through Urian ās gut.
He had truly lost his senses that day.
To treat a woman so roughly!
And worse yet⦠the very woman who had saved His Grace!
Even if he hadnāt known at the time, he couldnāt forgive himself.Ā
He would likely carry the guilt for the rest of his life.
Waitā¦
Noticing that Visd had been frozen like a statue for some time, Urian tilted his head in puzzlement.Ā
Then, suddenly, Visdās eyes lit up.
āAh! She must be an old woman, then? Wasnāt the previous owner of that house said to be elderly?ā
Looking as though he had just solved a fiendishly difficult riddle, Visd awaited confirmation.
āThe former owner was indeed elderly,ā Urian said, ābut the current owner is not. Sheās a young woman.ā
āā¦Wāwhat?ā
Visd stiffened all over again.