Episode 7
[Iām an Office Worker Who Plays the Flute]
āWhat do you mean? What did they do to you over there?ā
As soon as we got back to the office, Ron grabbed my shoulder firmly.
Ow.
When I winced, Ron quickly let go and apologized in a fluster. Heās ridiculously fast with apologiesāwould be nice if he didnāt make situations where he needed to apologize in the first place.
āThey just offered me a scout position.ā
āScout?ā
āThey asked if Iād consider joining the Audit Team. Said the audit results were too perfect.ā
I wasnāt bragging. I just wanted some acknowledgment for all the work I put in, but Ronās expression turned strangely serious.
āSo, what did you say?ā
āI told them Iād think about it. Honestly, itās a good offer.ā
āWell, yeah, thatās trueā¦ā
Ronās brows drooped, and he closed his mouth. Maybe it was to avoid looking like a rain-soaked puppyābut in his case, more like a large-breed dog.
ā¦Kind of cute, though.
Wait, what?
What part of that big body is cute?
āAil. Thatā¦ā
āWhat?ā
āā¦Never mind. You did well with the audit prep. You can head home early today.ā
Whatās with him? A minute ago he was hounding me about reimbursement deadlines.
Iām not someone who lets opportunities slip.
The second he finished speaking, I grabbed my bag, bowed, and made for the door. Ron gave me a baffled look.
You said I could leave early, right?
With a deep sigh and a youāre always like this expression, Ron waved me off. He looked a little conflicted, but whatever.
āAil, is it true youāre transferring to the Audit Team?ā
The person who came to see me first thing in the morning was, unexpectedly, Reinolf. His short blond hair was damp with sweat, plastered to his faceāprobably from morning training.
āI havenāt decided yet.ā
āSo you did get a scout offer.ā
āYeah, I guess.ā
But what does that have to do with you?
Maybe my face showed exactly what I was thinking, because he scratched his cheek awkwardly.
āI⦠I know I avoided punishment thanks to you this time. Thank you.ā
āUh-huh. As long as you know.ā
I replied flatly and nodded.
He should be thankful. Obviously.
Skipping out without permission wasnāt a one-time thing for himāit was habitual. And if it came out that he frequented bars like it was his own home, there was no way he couldāve escaped disciplinary action.
I swept that all under the rug for him, so from his perspective, I was basically a savior.
The problem was, Reinolf was never the kind of guy to say thank you out of politeness.
Did he eat something weird?
He actually frowned just then. If he threw up here, that would be the worst.
āI have something to tell you, Ail.ā
āGo ahead.ā
Just donāt throw up. I didnāt say it aloud, but maybe my sour expression made him ease his frown a little.
āCan you not go to the Audit Team?ā
āWhy?ā
At my question, Reinolf hesitated and lowered his gaze. His ridiculously long lashes cast a pretty shadow under his eyes.
Seen like this, Reinolf really was handsome. If he didnāt act like such a jerk, I couldāve appreciated his face more objectivelyāhe looked like the textbook definition of a medieval knightly beauty.
Looking somewhat dejected, he spoke.
āI know Iāve treated you poorly. I also know I hurt you a lot because of it. I apologize.ā
āā¦Itās not like I was particularly hurtā¦ā
āIt may sound like an excuse, but if I said I had a reason, would you believe me?ā
āThatās really not importantāā
āMy younger brother, two years my junior, works at Carrieās Bar.ā
Huh?
I stopped, annoyed that he kept cutting me off.
So you drank yourself silly every night at the bar where your brother works? Is that supposed to be a brag?
My expression must have said Seriously?, because he shook his head quickly.
āMy so-called mother sold my brother to Carrieās Bar.ā
āā¦Thatās illegal under national law.ā
āBut you know how it isāthese things still happen in secret.ā
Uh, no. I didnāt know. Iād only been here a month. How was I supposed to know about that? In fact, I hadnāt even left the palace grounds since I arrived.
But I couldnāt exactly explain my whole backstory, and since Ail is supposed to be from a commoner background, it made sense heād know. So I stayed quiet. He must have taken my silence as confirmation, because he continued with a grave look.
āThat was exactly ten years ago.ā
What? Wait. Ten years ago?!
There are parents who would sell their own child? Why?
Because they needed money? Because they were dirt poor? But could any reason really justify selling your child?
Somewhere along the way, Iād gotten caught up in his story and felt myself bristle.
āThatās terrible. No matter the reason, itās unforgivable.ā
āYes. Youāre right. Thatās why Iām very wary of women. If I hadnāt been working at an inn at the time, the one sold off wouldāve been me, not my brother. Thatās why I treated you badly. Iām sorry.ā
And the story didnāt end there.
He told me his brother started with menial labor at the bar and eventually became a regular worker.
That being a āworkerā was really no different from being a slave, with monthly quotas to meetāif you failed, youād get beaten like a dog.
That to help his brother meet those quotas, he frequented Carrieās Bar every day.
That heād been trying to save up to buy his brotherās freedom, which is why heād tried to slip bar tabs into the guardās expense reports even though he knew it wouldnāt work.
It was the kind of tearful tale that tugged at the heartstrings. I might have spent my life chasing money like a madwoman dreaming of becoming a rich bum, but I wasnāt heartless.
I pressed my palm to my eyes to hide the redness welling there, and Reinolf patted my shoulder as if to say it was okay.
Iād thought he treated me badly because I was a commoner and treated Mien better because she was a noble. But thinking back, he was rude to both of us.
He only used an honorific with āMiss Mienā because she was a noblewomanāhe didnāt openly fawn over her like some knights did. It was just that, lumped together among the other knights, it looked like favoritism.
Yeah. You shouldnāt judge people by appearances.
I corrected my opinion of Reinolfāfrom drunken punk knight to loyal older brother.
āBut what does that have to do with me?ā
Once the lump in my throat subsided, the core question finally came to me. His tragic backstory was one thing, but how was that connected to me not transferring?
Reinolf seemed to realize Iād caught on, and gave a sheepish smile.
āOne more year. In just one year, I can save enough to bring my brother back.ā
Then he glanced away.
Oh, so this is about me keeping those bar tabs off the books.
If I leave and someone new takes over, who knows what will happenāso he wants me to stay and keep covering it up.
So thatās it, huh?
My tears vanished in an instant. As transparent as glassāstill a shameless guy after all.
āThis isnāt all a lie, right?ā
In the working world, you meet all kinds of nutcases. Some even make up fake sob stories to scam people.
Reinolfās earnest face didnāt seem like a lie⦠but then again, con artists are great actors.
āI donāt know whatāll happen.ā
āAilā¦ā
āCould you move? Iām busy.ā
He stepped aside quickly with an apology, and I walked past without looking at him. I felt like Iād just been smacked in the back of the head.
Like when you go to a university interview, a senior showers you with tips that make you go Wow!āand then starts talking about religion.
If what Reinolf said was true, I could understand his motives. But understanding it in my head didnāt make my foul mood go away.
And right now, my mood was very foul.
Mien, back at work after a while, handed me a box of chocolates, saying Iād worked hard. I stared at it until she added that her hometown was famous for cocoa beans.
āCocoaā¦ā
Ah. Made me want to open Kak**Talk and vent to a friend about what just happened. Secret chatting during work hours is the best.
Feeling gloomy, I unwrapped one chocolate and popped it in my mouth.
ā¦Delicious.
Close to lunchtime, someone knocked on the office door. When I opened it, Ron stood there looking oddly awkward.
āWhatās with you, Captain?ā
āWhat do you mean? I was here yesterday too.ā
āNo, I meanāsince when do you knock?ā
āAhem. Knocking is basic courtesy.ā
That courtesy youāve never observed until now?
I gave him a seriously? look, and he averted his eyes.
With a couple of throat-clears, Ron looked back at me, wearing a sheepish expression.
āIf youāve got time, letās grab lunch.ā
āā¦Me?ā
āWho else? You think Iād ask Miss Mien? Why would I?ā
I can think of no reason youād ask me, either.
Maybe my face showed just how unenthused I was, because Ron laughed loudly and slapped me on the shoulder to break the awkwardness. His cauldron-sized hand on my delicate frame made my legs wobble like a newborn giraffe.
āAs thanks for your work, Iāll treat you to something nice.ā
Ow. It hurt. He might think itās a sign of camaraderie, but it still hurt.
I sighed and glanced at Mien. She didnāt even look over, just kept gazing into her mirror.
Sensing my gaze, she met my eyes.
Mien. Want to come withā
Before I could finish, she waved her hand lightly.
āIāll hold down the office. You go ahead.ā
ā¦And that was the end of that.
I wanted to be the one holding down the office!
āCan you not go to the Audit Team?ā
Was there some kind of bet today on Who Can Stop Ail From Leaving?
It was starting to feel that way. First Reinolf, now Ron. Reinolfās motives were clear enough, but what was Ronās?
āNo wonder he offered such an expensive steak.ā
The place Ron dragged me to for lunch was the royal palace dining district.