Chapter 106
Count Bluebell is dead.
He died in an explosion while many important guests, including the Emperor, were gathered.
No one could figure out what caused the explosion. It was nearly impossible.
It seemed that Count Bluebell had put all his stats into magic. But even though he died so suddenly, hardly anyone mourned him.
Even his own children and wife couldnât squeeze out a single tear.
Only one person cried for himâJosef, who was with him during the explosion. He saw everything up close and wept as if he was truly mourning.
***
Footsteps echoed down the long, gray hallway. The air smelled faintly of medicine and felt cold.
I stopped in front of one of the rooms.
Knock knock.
I knocked but opened the door before getting permission.
âHi, Josef.â
ââŚHi, Izana.â
Josef sat on the bed. He had survived the explosion, but he wasnât unharmed.
He had minor burns on his face, and his body was bruised. Blood had seeped through the bandage wrapped around his head.
He would probably be left with some scars.
âYou came alone? I thought Oscar or Boris would be with you.â
ââŚBoris is still sick with a fever and resting not far from here. Oscar has a headache and is resting too, but heâs also in the palace.â
I brought a chair over and sat close to the bed. Josef looked at me with curiosity.
âItâs really interesting. People keep gathering around youâfirst Egriol, then His Majesty the Emperor, and now Oscar and Boris. Did you know? The Haiga family, including the Marchioness and her granddaughter Irina, are coming to the palace soon. Just to see you.â
Josef blinked slowly.
âThat sounds fun.â
I hesitated for a moment, unsure of what to say.
Was it you?
Winter had said confidently that Josef must have killed Count Bluebell. And deep inside, I also felt the same.
ââŚOscar remembered everything.â
Instead of diving into the hard topic, I changed the subject briefly.
Josef turned to look out the window.
âI guess Oscar will hate me now, like he hated Boris. Thatâs bad. Oscar punches really hardâŚâ
âHe wants to hear from you directly. What really happened, and why you did it.â
Josef stayed silent for a long time, just staring out the window.
âIzana, how do you know so much? You used to be stuck in that small room, barely going outside. But now you know everything before anyone else.â
ââŚâ
âYou seem to know everything. So, can I ask just one thing?â
Before I could say no, Josef smiled and asked:
âI want to play too. How can I join?â
Even with his head wrapped in bandages, Josefâs smile was still beautiful. It gave me chills.
I swallowed a deep breath and began carefully.
âWell firstâŚâ
Josef looked at me with eager eyes. I wanted to shut mine tightly to escape.
âYou have to apologize to Oscar. And to Boris too. You should explain everything and ask them for forgiveness yourself.â
Josef was the villain in the original story, a child just eleven years oldâand my brother.
But the shadow hanging over him was already so dark.
âOkay, Iâll do that.â
He nodded without complaint.
I continued, speaking through tightly clenched teeth.
âIt wonât be easy⌠Relationships need trust. Once that trust breaks, itâs really hard to rebuild. Maybe even impossible.â
âTrust, huh. Thatâs the opposite of what Grandpa used to say.â
Josef touched his chin thoughtfully, frowning as if in deep conflict. Then, he nodded in understanding.
âBut you beat Grandpa. So maybe he was wrong.â
Sometimes he really felt like a child again.
Talking about strength as if it were everything. In a way, that made him similar to Boris too.
âThen letâs do this, Izana. Letâs play the truth game again. If I lie, it means you and I have no trust left.â
Josef waved his hand in the air as if he was touching something invisible.
âThe statueâs gone now, but real trust should be built even without things like that, right?â
âYeah. Thatâs true.â
Josef fiddled with the bandages on his head, looking uncomfortable. Blood smeared onto his fingers.
âYou once asked if I ever wanted to be the heir instead of Boris. The truth is, yes. I always did.â
âYou said it was because Boris kept dumping chores and responsibilities on you.â
âThatâs not wrong either.â
Josef looked down at the blood on his hand and spoke.
âBeing the second son isnât like being the first. I didnât have power and had to be pushed around by the adults. I thought if I became the heir, I could escape all that.â
âŚTechnically, the heir shouldâve been Josef, not Boris, because Boris was born out of wedlock. Josef was the legal firstborn.
But I stayed silent and just nodded.
âIâm talking about Grandpa.â
âCount Bluebell?â
âYeah. He liked me. He said Iâd be a great magician and was really happy. So he took the things I did and credited them to Boris.â
The truth finally came out.
I was too shocked to even close my mouth.
âSo Count Bluebell took pride in producing powerful magicians and saw potential in JosefâŚâ
If this was true, then the real villain of the original story was likely him.
It was ironic. A villain had killed another villain, but something about it felt unsettling.
âThatâs why I killed him.â
ââŚW-What?â
âYep. Now youâre pretending to be surprised. But you already knew, didnât you?â
Josef poked beneath my eyebrow and giggled.
âWhen you lie or pretend to be surprised, this spot moves up like this. So cute.â
As he moved, the faint scent of blood filled the air. There was something chilling in it.
His hand brushing near my eyes felt like it might dig them out at any second.
Josef is different. Way too differentâŚ
I wanted to rely on the totem that disappearedâto know if Josef was being honest.
Trust wasnât about whether he could feel it from me, but whether I could feel it from him.
You say I see through everything?
No, I havenât figured out the Josef in front of me. Only the Josef from the original novel.
But theyâre not the same person. Theyâre both the same and completely different.
Thisâthis is what all possessed characters have to deal with.
I slowly counted to three in my head.
After three, I would decide to either save Josef⌠or kill him.
One.
âI wonder if Iâve disappointed you, Izana. Like how Baron Illin asked if you were scared of him.â
Two.
ââŚâ
Three.
âYeah.â
I opened my eyes.
âAnd⌠not just Baron Illin. Youâre a little scary too, Josef.â
Josef smiled and nodded slowly.
âGood. I feel like weâre building trust.â
He ran a hand through his hair, then leaned back on the bed, wincing slightly.
âIâll take a nap. Then Iâll go apologize to Oscar and Boris.â
He muttered like it was the most dreadful thing.
âUgh⌠just thinking about Oscar punching me again is awful.â
âBoris punches pretty hard too.â
Josef let out another long sigh.
Once he was asleep, I stood up carefully.
***
âDuke.â
As I stepped out the door, Winter was waiting for me as usual.
The (former) sweet potato in his arms nibbled his hair, but when it saw me, it reached out like it wanted a hug.
âIzana,â Winter said in his usual gentle voice.
âDo you plan to reform Josef Rohiya?â
Iâd expected him to ask that eventually.
And now, I feel ready to answer.
âWell⌠just because I want to doesnât mean itâll work. Josef is like someone who raises butterflies.â
ââŚâ
âSo to answer honestly, I want to make good use of him. Just like you once hoped to.â
Winter looked at me expressionlessly.
âYou mean the ‘Nen’?â
I nodded, and he added,
âBut I failed.â
âMaybe things will be different this time. A lot has already changed. Iâm sorryâI know my brother hurt you, but if I can use Josef well, a lot of things might become easier.â
This was the excuse I thought of during my count to three.
Seven years from now, monsters will start appearing by the riverside.
Itâs called the Monster Wave.