Chapter 011:
âThereâs no key in this key box that matches that safe.â
I pointed to the safe placed in one corner of the Countessâs office and spoke to Mrs. Perede.
ââŠThat safe contains important items, so I keep the key separately.â
She lowered her head as she answered, but made no move to retrieve or offer the key.
âIf itâs that important, then as the Countess, I should be the one managing it.â
I looked at her steadily as I spoke.
ââŠYes, of course.â
Mrs. Perede, who had been silently meeting my gaze, answered with a slight twitch at the corner of her lips.
âAnd about this ledgerâwhy is it completely empty?â
I held up the file that had been blank for almost two years. Though it was called a ledger, this massive estate functioned more like a business. The amount of money involved was hardly something youâd call small.
âThatâs the ledger managed by the mistress of the Camellia estate. Since the previous Countess passed away, no one has been overseeing it.â
âOh, really? Then I guess Iâll be managing it from now on.â
I nodded as if I understood her explanation.
âIf no oneâs been managing it for two years, then you havenât been spending large sums either, right? So the estateâs assets must be about the same as two years ago?â
âWell, a fair amount wouldâve gone into basic upkeep of the estate and salaries for the staff.â
âBut considering the estateâs income during that timeâand the salary of Lord Winchester, whoâs not only the captain of the Imperial Knights but also the Crown Princeâs swordsmanship instructorâshouldnât that have balanced things out? According to what you said, thereâs been no one to manage or spend the money.â
ââŠâ
Mrs. Perede pressed her lips together in silence. I already had a feeling from the lack of records of income and expenses, but her silence only confirmed it. This sly fox had played queen of the forest while the tiger was awayâand had been using all the forestâs resources as if they were her own.
âIâm not really sure about that.â
âWhy not? Shouldnât the housekeeper of this estate know those details better than anyone?â
âI sincerely apologize for my shortcomings in not fulfilling my duties.â
So thatâs your planâto weasel out of it, huh?
âWell~ it happens. Lifeâs like that.â
I smiled sweetly. I wasnât about to let her off the hook just yet.
âDanielâs treatment didnât seem all that good. Any reason for that?â
âIâm not sure what youâre referring to.â
âSheâs still a child. Why doesnât she have a nanny?â
âThatâs how itâs been since the previous Countessâs time.â
âThen whoâs been raising Daniel?â
âThe maids have taken turns caring for her.â
What a jokeâtoo busy to feed her, kicking her out of her room for cleaning?
âWhy does her room not look like a childâs room, and why is she wearing old, small clothes?â
âWe tried our best within the budget the previous Countess allocated, but⊠the amount was quite smallâŠâ
So youâre going to dump all the blame on the dead, since she canât defend herself?
I couldnât help but scoff at the clear schemes in Mrs. Peredeâs response.
âThen Iâll increase Danielâs budget. Significantly.â
âT-That would be difficult.â
âWhy?â
âThe previous CountessâŠâ
âSheâs dead.â
ââŠâ
âAnd Iâm the living Countess.â
I hadnât accepted the marriage with Lord Winchester just because I was flustered and went along with it. Well, maybe 70% of it was like thatâbut the other 30% was a calculated decision.
âPrepare for a shopping trip with Daniel.â
Even if the story was meant to end happily, Daniel still had a long road of hardship ahead. As an impatient Korean, was I supposed to just sit around and wait for all that?
My daughterâs flowery path would begin right now.
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âUmâŠâ
Hearing Daniel speak cautiously, I realized something.
âOh, sorry. Was I staring too hard?â
I quickly turned my head. The passing scenery outside the carriage window finally caught my eye.
âN-No, thatâs not it.â
âOh, really? Then can I keep staring?â
At Danielâs words, I turned my head back sharply and looked at her. Our eyes met, and her eyes widened before her cheeks flushed red. She looked so adorable like that.
ââŠYes.â
Daniel? If you lower your head like that, how am I supposed to keep looking at you?
âDid you want to say something?â
I gently tilted my head, trying to read her expression. She lifted her head just slightly.
âWhere are we going right now?â
She nervously fidgeted with her fingers as she asked. It seemed no one had told her where we were going after getting her ready.
âHmm⊠weâre stopping at a few places. A childrenâs clothing store, a shoe shop, a furniture store⊠and maybe a good restaurant? Oh! Is there anything you canât eat? Any allergies?â
âN-No, I donât have any.â
She shook her head as she replied.
Tsk. She doesnât even have food preferences, yet sheâs that skinny? At that age, kids should have chubby wrists, puffy cheeks, and round bellies!
Alright! Iâll feed her three delicious meals a day and give her tons of snacks until sheâs all nice and plump.
âAt the end⊠weâre going home, right?â
âWellâŠâ
I hadnât exactly planned the route, but I had been considering stopping by the Pomots. I hadnât formally introduced Daniel yet.
Still, taking such a small, fragile child shopping here and there, trying on clothes and shoes, testing out furnitureâit might tire her out too much. Maybe I should save that for another time.
âW-Weâre not⊠going home?â
Suddenly, Danielâs face went pale.
âAre⊠are we going to an orphanage?â
âHuh?â
âOr maybe⊠a boarding school?â
âNo, waitâDaniel. What are you saying?â
I quickly stopped her. Orphanage? Boarding school? What nonsense. She has living parentsâwhy would she be sent to an orphanage? Sheâs not even school-aged yet!
âThe Countess said so before.â
âThe Countess? You mean the late Countess Winchester?â
Daniel nodded.
âYou didnât call her âgrandmotherâ?â
âNo. She told me to call her Countess. If I called her grandmother, sheâd get very angry. Said a child of unknown origin shouldnât dare call her thatâŠâ
I was speechless. Was Danielâs full name Gil-dong de Winchester or something? Raised without being allowed to call her own grandmother âgrandmaâ?
And since the old Countess died two years ago, that meant Daniel was only four at the time. And she got scolded for calling her grandmother grandmother? That woman mustâve been something else.
Wait. Hold on. No wayâŠ
âDo you also call Lord Winchester âthe Countâ or âLord Winchesterâ instead of father?â
Daniel shook her head side to side.
Phew⊠at least itâs not that bad. Not a total disaster, right?
âIâve⊠never called him anything.â
Huh?
âIâve just never really had a chance to call him anythingâŠâ
Okay, not a disasterâthis is a full-on train wreck. Disaster would be solid. This is just a puddle of emotional tofu.
âDaniel?â
I tried calling her gently, but she didnât lift her head. She just pressed her lips together, fighting back tears.
âYouâre not going to any orphanage or boarding school. Weâll return home at the end.â
âReally?â
Her bright eyes were still filled with doubt as she asked.
âYes. When I said we might go somewhere else, I meant to introduce you to some wonderful people. Not weird places like that.â
âR-ReallyâŠ?â
Only then did she raise her head a little more and look at me. I smiled and nodded.
âThe servants said⊠that when the new Countess came, Iâd be kicked out right away.â
âWho? Which servant said that?â
âI donât know. It wasnât just one or twoâŠâ
Haa⊠I wish I could root out every last one of those who said such things.
âThey said stepmothers hate children, so youâd send me off to an orphanage or girlsâ school. The previous Countess tried to do that tooâŠâ
As she recalled past sorrows, Danielâs voice trembled, on the verge of tears again. To threaten a four-year-old with that kind of thingâthe former Countess mustâve been truly something. No wonder people have such prejudice against stepmothers.
âDaniel.â
It was the kindest voice I could muster.
âI am your stepmother.â
At the word âstepmother,â her shoulders flinched.
âBut I really, really like you.â
How much more must I say for Daniel to understand my feelings?
Noâshe didnât even need to understand. I just wished that tearful little face would break into a bright smile.