â…Yeah. Thatâs how it turned out.â
âMhm.â
âBut still, thanks for the offer. I know you meant well.â
Dang Iheonâs expression was unreadable. Then he asked,
âSo, what youâre saying is⊠youâre not coming to Sichuan with me?â
âHuh? Oh. Right. I shouldâve been clearer.â
I gave a sheepish nod. Dang Iheon fidgeted with his teacup, then let out a bitter laugh.
âI figured, honestly. Youâve got too many people you care about in Liaoning.â
â…âCare aboutâ is a bit much.â
âSure, you say that, but itâs written all over your face. Even if I gave you everything they do, I still wouldnât be able to make you happy.â
Well that was a bit much. Now I felt kind of bad.
âI did think about going. Thought it might be fun with you. But like you said, Iâve got… family here. I just canât leave them. And my teacherâs been doing so much for me.â
I guess Iâm not heartless enough to walk away from all of it.
Whether that conscience belonged to the original Moyong Yeonhwa, or it was something that came from deep inside me… who knows.
Dang Iheon gave a slow nod.
âI get it. If thatâs your choice, I wonât stop you. Still, once Iâm back in Sichuan, Iâll dig through some textsâsee if thereâs anything that could help heal your energy center. Iâll be in touch.â
â…Thanks. Always.â
âI just… wanted to help. No, never mind. Youâre welcome.â
He accepted the thanks a little awkwardly. Guess he remembered chewing me out last time I tried to thank him.
That made me laugh.
âSomeday, if the chance comes… Iâll visit.â
âYeah. Youâd better. Iâll be waiting.â
Turning him down left me feeling unexpectedly light. Maybe that offer had weighed on me more than I realized.
âSo, when are you heading back?â
âDawn. Three days from now.â
âThatâs pretty soon.â
âYeah. I pushed for an answer. Sorry if it made you feel rushed.â
âDonât be. Before you go, letâs have dinner together, at least.â
âSure. Iâll let your sister know.â
That was the end of it. With the weight off my shoulders, the sleep Iâd missed last night started crashing down. My body was already weaker than normal, and between all that thinking and the training, exhaustion hit hard.
âWell, Iâll get going. Didnât sleep much last night, and itâs catching up to me.â
Iheon nodded and stood first. He clearly didnât want to say goodbye, but he didnât try to stop me either. Just walked me to the door and gave a gentle, familiar smile.
âItâs okay. Weâll see each other again.â
I gave a quiet nod. If I managed to survive… yeah, we would.
I jolted awake. Definitely slept too long.
Sure enough, the sun had completely set. The room was pitch dark. Way past dinnertime.
Canât believe I napped this long. I felt weirdly refreshed, but also kinda gross. Probably because Iâd missed afternoon training.
There was a simple meal on the tableâvegetable soup and a couple steamed buns. Hyangah mustâve left them, thinking Iâd be hungry when I woke up.
â…UghhhâŠâ
I groaned and stretched. Then suddenly, in the darkâI locked eyes with something.
âHoly shit! You bastard!â
My groan turned into a full-on scream. Normally I wouldnât have jumped, but Iâd let my guard down completely. Didnât even have time to calm down before I started yelling.
âSeriously?! You treating my room like a revolving door now?!â
âUh… didnât think youâd freak out that much. Donât get the wrong ideaâI just got here. Wasnât spying or anything.â
âThatâs not the point. Canât you knock like a normal person?!â
âYeah, about that. Probably not.â
Ugh. Fair point, I guess. Still annoying.
Even if he wasnât wrong, Sahyeon had the decency to look a little guilty.
âSorry. You skipped dinner, so I thought maybe you were sick.â
âI just didnât sleep last night, so I passed out all at once.â
I plopped down at the table, rubbing the back of my neck where Iâd tensed up. Grabbed a steamed bun with my teeth and tossed another one to Sahyeon.
âIf youâre hungry, help yourself.â
âMmmâŠâ
Sahyeon sat across from me without saying yes or no. Judging by the fact that he didnât touch the food, heâd probably already eaten.
I, on the other hand, was starving. I tore into the meal like it was a feast. Didnât care if he stared. Food tastes amazing when youâre this hungry.
When Iâd nearly cleared my plate, he finally spokeâwatching me like he was quietly proud.
âSo. I heard youâre not going to Sichuan.â
âWhat, couldnât get the live feed?â
âHavenât mastered the art of cloning myself yet.â
He gave a lazy shrug. Honestly, even if he had heard it firsthand, I wouldnât have been surprised. Snooping was kind of his thing.
I thumped my full stomach and sipped some lukewarm tea. Sahyeon still looked pleased about something. His smile gave it away.
âYouâre grinning. Something good happen?â
âYeah. Something good.â
âMe not going?â
âBingo. Knew youâd get it.â
âCoughâ!â
I choked so hard I saw stars. How the hell could he say that so damn openly? Glaring at him through watery eyes, I hissed,
âDonât you feel shame?â
âWhy would I?â
âHow can you keep saying this embarrassing shit with a straight face?â
My face burned like it was on fire. And I still hadnât fully processed the crap he said last night.
Then again⊠this is how he always talked, isnât it?
Maybe itâs me thatâs changed.
âWhatâs that look? Whyâre you staring at me like Iâm suspicious?â
âBecause I think youâre making me weird. Iâm debating whether I need to create some distance.â
âA little late for that, donât you think? Weâre already this close.â
âSee?! You say stuff like that without batting an eye. Thatâs whatâs weird!â
I meant it seriously, but Sahyeon just laughed. And now those little looks he kept giving meâhalf fond, half teasingâwere starting to get under my skin.
âDo you act like this around other people too?â
âHuh? Like what?â
â…Never mind.â
I stopped myself. Didnât want to know the answer either way.
Sahyeon casually started clearing the table. I wasnât sure if he was just naturally tidy or if he was still used to pretending to be a servant.
I remembered hearing he was from a well-off family. Guess that made it the latter.
âWhy the hell am I even curious about this?â
âWhyâre you grumbling to yourself?â
âIâm not mad! Just… justââ
Sahyeon stared at me, then burst out laughing. And then he said something that made no goddamn sense.
âItâs fine. Iâll match your pace, my lady.â
âYou saying Iâm slow?â
âKinda, yeah.â
âYouâre insufferable. You know that?â
âStill, love me anyway.â
âWhat the hell is this conversation?â
I couldnât help itâI laughed. I donât know what it is about this bastard, but he always makes me act like someone else.
I was still facing him when I caught itâa tiny, irritating sound.
Tap. Tap.
It was coming from the window. Both of us stopped laughing. The silence made it clearer.
â…Shh.â
I raised a finger to my lips. Sahyeon faded into the shadows like heâd never been there, erasing every trace of himself in seconds.
Once he was completely hidden, I opened the window.
A message hawk. A tiny note tied to its leg with leather cord. There was only one hawk that couldâve found me this precisely.
â…Hwaan Tea House.â
I brought it in quickly and shut the window. As I untied the message, Sahyeon stepped back into the light.
We read it together.
Urgent. Many martial artists have taken the tea house. Looting.
It was clearly scribbled in a rush. The handwriting was a mess. The lines kept getting shorter, like the sender was out of time.
There shouldâve been guards at the tea house. If they still sent a hawk like this, then these werenât just random thugs.
Sahyeon met my gaze. I didnât say anything, but he spoke first.
âDonât tell me youâre going yourself?â
That was exactly what I was going to say, so I nodded. He let out a long, deep sigh.
âWouldnât it be smarter to tell the Clan Head? Let the Moyong Clan send their own fighters? He already knows you had dealings with Proprietor Chae anyway.â
âIf this blows up too big, itâll be a mess. And time matters. A small team will move faster.â
âIt doesnât have to be you.â
He wasnât wrong. But even if I told the Clan Head right now, itâd take too long to assemble and dispatch anyone.
The kind of bastards who come to loot donât let people live once theyâve taken what they want. Proprietor Chae spent a lot to buy himself safety. This wasnât what he paid for.
â…I made him a promise. Iâm not the most moral person, but I keep the ones I can.â
â……â
âIâm not running in blindly. I just want to get there fast. Stop the worst before it spreads.â
Sahyeon went quiet. I sighed. Whoever these assholes were, why now? Couldnât they have shown up before I got poisoned?
âI figured youâd say that.â
âDonât worry. Iâm very fond of staying alive.â
I turned to change clothes, but then Sahyeon grabbed my wrist. His fingers were cold on my skin.
âNo. You canât go alone.â
âHuh?â
â…Take someone. Anyone.â
âNot you. You, with your mask, are a servant without martial arts. You without the maskâdonât have a legal identity.â
In the dim light, Sahyeon looked even paler. That smile he wore earlier was long gone.
âYeah. I canât go.â
âExactly. Soââ
âBut you canât go alone.â
âThen what the hell do you want me to do?â
He looked at me, jaw clenched so tight I could see the muscle twitch.
â…Take Dang Iheon with you.â
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