Clunk.
The carriage wheels must have hit some gravel again. I reached out to the window to steady my wobbling body.
āUgh, I feel like Iām gonna throw up.ā
Ever since the sudden decision was made for me to head to the imperial palace, everything had been moving at lightning speed.
Word had already reached the palace that Licht, who had been asleep in the Magic Tower, had awakened. Along with that, news spread that a disciple of the Tower Master would accompany him due to his unstable mana control.
āAnd that disciple⦠is me.ā
Lady Meliz explained the situation at the palace to me. As expected, it was all about the Empress. Since I already knew most of the context from the novel, understanding everything wasnāt hard.
It was true that the imperial palace was full of troublesome matters, but Lady Meliz seemed to think that Iād be safer there than left in the tower, where I felt so uncertain.
I could understand that decision too. The culprit who had weakened the barrier on the top floor turned out to be a mage inside the tower.
āHe really was insanely crazy.ā
They found the culprit easily from the traces of mana within the shattered barrier fragments.
It was none other than Benjamin, a mid-tier mage who had persistently harassed me. Edel.
āThe only problem was⦠the culprit had already died.ā
I could imagine how it happened. Benjamin was a noble-born mage with an overwhelming desire for promotion. It had to be the Empress who instigated this.
The way he was disposed of immediately after the failed attempt on Lichtās life ā thatās not something just anyone could do.
āUgh, my head already hurts.ā
Itād probably be easier if I didnāt know anything. But unfortunately, I knew far too much. The Empress, who definitely wouldnāt leave me alone, was the most anxiety-inducing part of it all.
āShe doesnāt know what role I played in breaking the curse, so she probably wonāt try to kill me right away. Probably?ā
Trying to calm my anxiety, I looked at the prince seated across from me ā Licht, now moving around just fine, the male lead himself.
Unlike me, who was thrown around by the carriage from the moment it started moving, he sat without the slightest shake. He even seemed comfortable enough to rest with his eyes closed.
āHe really does look like a painting even when heās asleep.ā
The curse was definitely broken. Even knowing that, I found myself staring at his face. Maybe it was a side effect of the job ā professional habit.
I fiddled with the necklace around my neck. The communication orb I used before was turned into a mere pebble when the apostle attacked and Lady Meliz teleported me out.
This necklace was a new gift from Lady Meliz as she saw me off.
She had said sheād contact me if she discovered anything about the light affinity. I had to swallow down the words that had risen to my throat.
Like how finding the heroine, the Saintess Sephina ā who possessed divine power capable of defeating the apostle ā might solve all our problems. But I couldnāt dare say it out loud.
āI canāt just blurt out prophecies with no context.ā
Sigh.
It had been over an hour since we set off in the carriage. The unfamiliar scenery outside made me realize how far weād gotten from the tower.
Since Iād possessed Edel, Iād never left the tower. Aside from a few hazy childhood memories, my entire life was confined within it. This was the first time Iād truly left. My heart started pounding again.
And alongside it, anxiety surged. My quiet plan to live peacefully in the tower, find a job, and gain independence was completely thrown off.
āAnd the reason Iām leaving the tower for the first time⦠is to act as the princeās human shield?ā
Once I got to the palace, the process to become independent would only get more complicated. Iād probably need permission just to leave the palace.
āMaybe I should just actively go looking for Sephina?ā
If Sephina showed up now, a lot of problems could be solved. The apostle would be defeated, peace would return, and I could quietly retreat and start job hunting again.
āWhen did she awaken as a Saintess in the story?ā
I started recalling the scenes of Sephinaās introduction that Iād skimmed over before.
She was supposed to be working at the Merdemia Temple near the capital. Before that, she was abandoned and raised in an orphanage.
As I sifted through my memory of the novel, Lichtās voice suddenly cut in, sounding refreshed.
āMagician.ā
A pleasant baritone voice. His blue eyes met mine. That alone was enough to make my heart skip.
āYes, Your Highness,ā I replied calmly, despite the internal chaos.
Ten years of corporate experience meant I could maintain a calm expression no matter what. Even if I was freaking out inside.
I used to speak to him casually while he was unconscious, but now that he was awake ā and the most powerful figure in the empire, someone even Lady Meliz treated with respect ā I naturally became much more formal.
āItās about what I should call you.ā
He glanced slightly away as he continued.
āWhat to call me?ā
For a moment, I wondered if I should stop calling him āYour Highness.ā
āDidnāt the novel refer to him as that, though?ā
Of course, eventually he was called Licht, but that was all internal monologue. No way would I dare call him by name out loud.
āI mean, I canāt keep calling you āMagicianā forever, can I?ā
āMe?ā
āYes. I need to call you something else.ā
ā¦Seriously? Does our male lead not know how to prioritize? Is this really important right now?
āIām literally stressing over how Iām going to survive in the palace!ā
I shrugged slightly and replied.
āPlease call me whatever youāre comfortable with. āMagicianā or my name ā either is fine.ā
āAlright, Iāll do that.ā
I had no idea why he needed to officially decide this, but Licht looked satisfied and leaned back, arms crossed, clearly at ease.
Licht closed his eyes again after being granted permission to use the magicianās name. It wasnāt because he was tired. If anything, his body overflowed with energy, as if the last two years of slumber had truly replenished him.
He thought of the shimmering silver hair he had just seen. And those soft violet eyes.
Edelās expressions were rich, vivid, and full of life ā just like the stories she told.
He could easily sense her anxiety about going to the palace. She had even said she didnāt want to go yesterday, during the discussion with Duke Meliz.
āMaybe I was being selfish.ā
But he hadnāt lied. If the curse was cast again, it would be far easier to counter it using light affinity rather than brute magical force.
Leaving someone like her in the tower with only the barrier to protect her was risky. The Empress and the apostle ā they would notice quickly.
It was a frightening thought he didnāt want to entertain.
āSheāll need time to adjust.ā
Still, traveling together to the palace was without doubt the safest path ā for both of them.
He recalled the princeās palace ā beautiful and serene. Since he rarely visited, the staff worked even harder to maintain it. Noble ladies often used the excuse of viewing the gardens just to stop by.
He wanted to show Edel each beautiful spot ā places different from the Angracia forest.
More than anything⦠Edel loved him.
āIsnāt it natural to want to be with the one you love?ā
If he hadnāt heard her confession, he never wouldāve known her feelings. That made him care for her even more.
The way she gave her all to care for him, never expecting anything in return⦠it touched him deeply.
He opened his eyes again to look at her. Edel was gazing blankly out the window. They were passing through a wide field. Perhaps something about the scenery pleased her ā her expression had softened.
Licht smiled faintly. His sharp features relaxed slightly.
He already knew this, but Edel truly liked beautiful views. He mentally jotted it down again ā something not to forget among all the gifts heād give her.
āā¦Edel.ā
Even whispering her name several times, it still felt unfamiliar. Licht forced himself to say it naturally.
āAh, yes?ā
Surprised by the sudden call, Edel turned and nodded quickly. Her tension every time he spoke wasnāt ideal, but that too would ease with time.
āFor your safety, I wonāt tell you about the light affinity right away.ā
āAh, yes.ā
Her tone was⦠strange.
āIf you need anything, let me know. Youāve already done more than enough for me.ā
āAh⦠yes.ā
ā¦Yep, still that weird tone.
Clearly, she wasnāt yet comfortable talking with him.
Licht considered saying more, but decided to hold off. There would be plenty of time to talk in the future.
Yes. Thereās plenty of time. Repeating that to himself, Licht closed his eyes again.