Episode 27. The Difference Between āWhereā and āWhoā
āHer neckās so delicate, I donāt even want to touch it. Joshua, you treated her properly, right?ā
āOf course. I applied the special ointment carefully and even gave her a thorough warm compress.ā
Joshua answered right away, but his attention was fully captured by the food Leon had brought.
Maybe thatās why Leon still looked worried and didnāt take his eyes off me.
Feeling a bit awkward, I rubbed my neck and helped Joshua unpack the food.
It was a four-person table, but it was soon completely covered with dishes.
āWow, this looks amazing. Have a seat, miss.ā
āAh, yes.ā
Joshua smiled brightly and reached for the steak plate first.
Leon, watching in disapproval, snatched it from him and pushed it toward me.
āI didnāt buy this for you.ā
āHow petty. Weāre eating together, whatās the big deal? Start with the pumpkin soup, miss.ā
āWhy are you feeding her soup first when I bought meat?ā
āItās an appetizer, an appetizer. You know that, donāt act like you donāt.ā
āThank you, Iāll eat well.ā
I hurriedly took a spoonful of the pumpkin soup before their bickering could escalate.
The warm, slightly sweet flavor lingered on my tongue, and I felt like I could finally breathe again.
āHere, eat this too.ā
Leon, having already cut the steak into bite-sized pieces, pushed the plate toward me.
āEat a lot. Beef is good for bruises.ā
āSo Iāve heard. So eat it all.ā
āAll of it?ā
Thatās too much.
Besides, the steak was so thick it was almost unappetizing just to look at.
āYou stop eating now.ā
āWow, how heartless. You canāt treat your subordinate like this, Captain.ā
Joshua frowned and waved his fork dramatically.
āI spent all day yesterday cleaning up the mess, and today I got chewed out so bad by the client I wanted to die. And now you wonāt even let me eat? Thatās just cruel.ā
āOh, really? Too bad.ā
Leon responded half-heartedly like it was someone elseās problem.
At that, Joshua finally exploded, unable to hold back the grumbling that had been building.
āEven Eugene scolded me for letting you do whatever you wanted. And I was dragged out there clueless, just to get torn apart by him.ā
āEugeneās fine and all, but he nags way too much.ā
āExactly! And that sharp voice of his still echoes in my earsāI couldnāt even sleep properly.ā
āThen you mustāve lost your appetite too. Stop eating. Let Sienna eat.ā
āSo I get woken up just before dinner and dragged out here, and now Iām not even allowed to eat?ā
Despite the table being filled with enough food to feed a small army, Leon and Joshua kept bickering.
And for two fully grown men, their argument was ridiculously childish.
But compared to the silent days I spent alone in the Count Hagrivesā manorāor truly alone in this houseāthe noisy squabbling felt so warm and welcome.
So much so that even Damianās warningātelling me to stay away from dangerous peopleāfaded from my mind.
Even the loneliness Iād felt just a few minutes earlier seemed like a distant memory now.
āWhy are you smiling?ā
āHuh? Ohā¦ā
I awkwardly covered my mouth.
I hadnāt even realized I was smiling.
āItās just⦠the foodās good.ā
āOh my, how pitiful. Sheās so touched by food itās bringing her to tears.ā
Joshua dramatically wiped away invisible tears.
Not quite tears of emotion⦠or maybe they were?
Maybe it was just the joy of having a lively, noisy meal again after so long.
Just yesterday I was acting all tough and pretending to be fine, but now it felt like my weakness was being exposed.
My face flushed from the sudden awareness, and though I tried to cover it, my bright red ears betrayed me.
From then on, Leon started visiting often.
Sometimes he came alone and dropped off food before leaving.
Other times he brought Joshua to check on my fading bruises.
āā¦.ā
I stared at Leon sitting across from me.
He had come early in the morning with freshly baked bread and coffee, now sipping like it was his own home while reading the newspaper.
āWhat?ā
He didnāt even look at me as he asked casually.
āGot something youāre curious about?ā
āNot really, justā¦ā
Of course I was curious.
Iād only run into Leon maybe three times in passing.
Why was he going so far for me?
I was the only one being helped hereāwas that really necessary?
āMaybe itās because Leonās one of the male leads. Heās naturally drawn to the female lead?ā
You know, that clichĆ©āmale leads instinctively attracted to the heroine.
Of course, I wasnāt the female lead. I was just the suddenly appeared hidden heroine. Still, I had the āheroineā label.
Excited, I tapped the silver padlock that showed his favorability score.
āOnly 8%?ā
It was 7% when I first checked, so it had only gone up 1% all this time.
My hopeful excitement fizzled into disappointment instantly.
Apparently, being a āhiddenā heroine was a curseāno matter how much effort I put in, his affection barely budged.
āThis is seriously labor.ā
Speaking of affection levels, I wondered how Noxās was doing.
I understood the drop after our fund crashed, but there was that mysterious dip even during a good streakāit made me anxious.
āI should go see him.ā
Thatās what my head said, but my heart didnāt know what to do or say when I met him.
If I showed up with an amazing plan to recover our profit rate, maybe his favorability would shoot up.
But that brilliant idea felt like trying to find a tiny needle in a thick fog.
āYouāre worried about something?ā
āMm.ā
Worried? Yeah. Too many worries to count.
I just couldnāt talk about them.
Still leaning on my hand, I turned my head slightly.
āNo, itās nothing.ā
āFeeling cooped up?ā
āMm. Kind of. The only time Iāve been outside is to water my tomatoes, onions, and potatoes.ā
At that, Leon folded the newspaper and rested his arms on the table, leaning in toward me.
āWant to go out?ā
āThatās new. You told me to stay inside.ā
Leon had warned me to avoid going out, especially around nobles, just in case someone else had seen my face that day.
āIām with you now.ā
āYouāll come with me?ā
I lit up, genuinely happy.
Iād been itching to go outāhaving Leon by my side would be a huge relief.
āYou thought Iād just let you go out alone? Where do you want to go?ā
āHmm. Iām not sure.ā
āJust say it. Iāll take you anywhere.ā
āā¦ā
My heart skipped a beat without meaning to.
But I quickly reeled it in.
Numbers donāt lie.
His affection for me was still only 8%, and I reminded myself of that as I straightened up, coolly.
āHow do you know where I want to go? Why say things like that so casually?ā
Leon grinned, wrinkling the bridge of his straight nose in amusement.
āTry me. See if Iāll actually take you or not.ā
āThenā¦ā
I thought for a moment, then smiled back at him.
āHello, teacher.ā
āMiss? What brings you here?ā
Nox looked up from where he held his head with one hand and a pen in the other.
Just as I suspected.
Heād probably been too busy cleaning up the disaster to take care of himself.
Sure enough, his face was pale, dark circles under his eyes, and he looked thinner somehow.
His already sharp features now looked borderline severe.
āHave you eaten?ā
āAh⦠yes.ā
Yeah, right.
Apparently, he forgets about hunger when heās buried in booksāsame goes for work.
Good thing I brought food.
āCome on. Just eat a little of this.ā
I started unpacking the food I brought on the conference table.
Then Leon, who had been standing behind me the whole time with a sullen face, leaned over and whispered,
āSo basically, you brought me as a bodyguard just to meet another man?ā
āYou said it didnāt matter where.ā
āWhere doesnāt matterābut who does.ā
Heās acting jealous for someone with just 8% affection.
I glanced at the silver padlock above Leon again.
That darned blue spade was still quietālike the deep sea asleep under a dark night sky.
āButā¦ā
Nox took off his glasses and rubbed his tired eyes, glancing at Leon.
He looked a little surprisedāprobably because I usually came alone, and now Iād brought someone with me, and a man at that.