Chapter 18
āHuh?ā
I blinked up at him, confused and wide-eyed.
Eliaye reached out and playfully ruffled my hair.
āI want you to do what you like, but no matter how I look at it, I just donāt like that guy.ā
āWhat?ā
āThat shady brat⦠Honestly, even giving you someone more polite, prettier, gentler, cuter, and more obedient wouldnāt be enough.ā
Eliaye muttered with a frown.
His voice was so low and quiet that I couldnāt quite make out what he was saying.
āEliaye? I didnāt catch that. What did you just say?ā
When I looked up at him again with wide eyes, he casually pulled his hand away like it was nothing.
āYou said you were hungry, didnāt you? Humans need timely meals. Letās head down to the kitchen.ā
āOh, right. Food.ā
I tidied my messy hair and stood up.
Now that the tension had worn off, a wave of intense hunger hit me.
I went straight to the kitchen and scooped myself a bowl of stew.
It had cooled down a bit, but it still smelled amazing.
So, As made this⦠right?
I narrowed my eyes as I walked to the table, staring at the stew.
A childāno, a young noble boyāhad made this dish himself?
Visually, if I just sprinkled some parsley on top, it would be Instagram-worthy. The aroma alone made me hungry.
Especially for a nobleāsurely heād never even touched water in the kitchen.
What was I doing at that age? Did I even know how to cook ramen�
I stopped that line of thought; it was getting depressing.
I sat down and took a spoonful. The savory, slightly spicy flavor of the meat spread across my tongue.
This taste⦠It was perfect for someone like me, who couldnāt stand greasy food thanks to my Korean palate and memories.
āA kid actually made this?ā
I stared at the stew in disbelief.
It was surprising enough that a noble child cooked this well, but to make something that matched my unique taste so perfectly?
āThis⦠is possible?ā
Suddenly, I felt a little downā¦
He cooked this after trying my spicy stew just a few times? Was this what they called talent?
As could totally become a chef somedayā¦
Half in awe, I spooned more stew into my mouthāthen glanced up and saw Eliaye sitting across from me, chin resting on his hand, watching me eat.
Noticing my gaze, he spoke.
āWhat?ā
āItās just⦠Itās been a while since you showed up like this out of nowhere. Was I in that much danger?ā
I smiled sheepishly, and Eliaye sighed like a parent looking at a foolish child.
āIf I hadnāt come, youād be dead.ā
Oof. That stung. It hit right on target.
Feeling guilty, I averted my eyes and pretended to focus on the stew.
Honestly, I had panicked and overused healing magic because I was terrified the child might die from my mistakeā¦
āI still donāt like that brat⦠But you like him so much, I canāt just kill himā¦ā
Eliaye muttered under his breath while staring at me.
I didnāt quite hear, but I felt like a child getting scolded by a parent. I peeked up at him, and he sighed again.
āWhatever. Not that I like the other guys either. Him or anyone else, theyāre all the same.ā
āHim or the other guys? What are you even talking about?ā
āI wish you were a spirit.ā
Like a child abandoned at the temple steps.
Eliaye murmured wistfully.
The random comment made me tilt my head. But since he said bizarre things now and then, I went back to eating the stew carefully.
āAnyway, even if you didnāt come with a plan, itās not going to be a problem if you visit again, right?ā
I asked cautiously, a thought suddenly occurring to me.
Eliaye answered simply.
āAs long as nothing major happens while Iām away.ā
āNo way! Then you should go back right now!ā
Problems always come without warning.
My darkest moments happened unexpectedly, and even the war with the Semel tribe broke out when no one expected it!
Even the plague during Lee Heesooās reign started just like thatā¦!
I shot up from my seat in panic and shouted.
Eliaye chuckled softly.
āIāve got time to watch you eat.ā
āā¦So you can still visit, right?ā
āYes.ā
āReally?ā
āI said yes.ā
Only after his repeated assurance did I smile with relief.
āThis morning was terrifying, but Iām glad I get to see you more.ā
āI donāt want to see you like this. Take care of yourself.ā
Eliaye shut that down instantly.
I drooped like a wilted flower.
āOkayā¦ā
As I stirred my stew with a dejected expression, Eliayeāsilent for a momentāspoke slowly.
āItās not that I donāt want to see you. I just donāt want you getting hurt so badly I have to come.ā
That made the corners of my mouth lift up automatically.
Of course, I knew he said all this because he was worried about me.
But itās so cute when Eliaye tries to explain himself like that whenever I act all sulky.
Heās probably thousands of years older than me, but in that moment, the spirit king just looked⦠adorable.
While I grinned like an idiot, Eliaye sighedāthen chuckled too.
āIf that As brat ever steps out of line, call me. Iāll take care of it.ā
His tone suddenly serious, the lightheartedness gone, Eliaye gave a warning like he was truly prepared for danger.
I tilted my head.
Step out of line� Like talking back?
But As was such a polite, sweet kidāregardless of status.
Smiling innocently, I said,
āAs would never do that. Heās so kind and obedient.ā
āā¦Forget it. I forgot how black-hearted that kid really is.ā
Eliaye muttered, pressing his fingers to his forehead like he had a headache.
Hearing that, I suddenly felt dĆ©jĆ vuālike Iād heard something similar before.
Thatās right⦠Harnen warned me to be careful of As too.
I frowned.
But As was the one who wanted to go to the festival with me⦠who said, āPlease donāt hate me.ā
āEven if you let me sleep here⦠you wonāt hate me, right?ā
He was so afraid of being disliked, heād practically begged for affection. How could anyone call that child āblack-heartedā?
And today, he even made me breakfast!
Now I was really mad.
āEliaye, do you know something about As?ā
āWhat?ā
āWhy do you talk bad about someone you donāt even know? Itās not like As did anything wrong.ā
I lifted my chin defiantly and questioned him. Eliaye froze for a moment.
His calm, lake-like eyes met mine.
He stared for a while, then abruptly looked away without a word.
āā¦No use raising a kid, after all.ā
He murmured tiredly.
I had no idea why he said that, but something told me to stay quiet just then.
So I silently kept eating stew, sneaking glances at Eliaye.
ā¦Some things never change. Like my timid nature.
* * *
After watching me finish breakfast, Eliaye quietly returned to the spirit realm, looking oddly drained.
I felt a little badāmaybe Iād been too harsh on someone who just came out of concernābut I couldnāt forgive anyone calling such a kind, adorable child āblack-hearted.ā
As, who had woken up early to make me stew!
Black-hearted? Really?
āCome to think of it, Harnen also bad-mouthed As.ā
Eyes sharp, I clenched both fists.
āJust wait till I see Harnen. Iām gonna give him a truckload of nagging!ā
Even thinking about it again made me mad.
āCalling him a āvicious little wolf cubā? Thatās way too much to say about a kid!ā
Grumbling, I stomped toward Asās room.
Sunlight streamed through the window as I entered.
A cool breeze flowed in through the half-open window, and the white chiffon curtains fluttered like gentle waves.
As was still fast asleep, lying in the golden pool of morning sunlight.




