Chapter 32
âThank you. At first, I was against it, but ever since you came, the atmosphere in the mansion has improved.â
Kent muttered contentedly.
âIâm sure the young lady is doing better now, right? Is she eating well?â
âThe young ladyâŠâ
Ray turned slightly towards him as she answered. It was then that Kent noticed her expression was differentâshe seemed unusually subdued.
âWhy? Whatâs wrong?â
Kent asked, swallowing nervously.
Womenâs tears always made him tense.
It wasnât the rational concern of an interested man.
Mixed with his background in a knightly family, where he was raised to be sensitive to sadness, the sight of a woman crying filled him with a deep, unshakable fear.
âSir, actually, Iâve been waiting here today to say my final goodbye,â Ray said, looking at Kent with sad eyes.
âF-final goodbyeâŠ?â
âIâm leaving soon.â
Her nose was red, and her voice was choked. Upon closer inspection, Kent noticed faint tear stains on her cheeks.
Kentâs eyes widened.
âWait, did your brother come and hit you or something?â
âNo, itâs not like that. Itâs because of our young lady. I donât think Iâll be able to serve her for much longer.â
Ray shook her head. Kentâs heart ached as he watched her, a girl who hadnât even fully grown, wipe away her tears with the back of her hand.
âWhat do you mean? Isnât the young lady going to marry Lord Bartol and live in the mansion forever?â
âWell, Iâm not so sure.â
Ray gave a bitter smile.
âIâm not sure sheâll even be alive by then.â
ââŠWhat?â
âSheâs been unwell for a while, and now she canât even eat properly.â
âThat⊠well, sheâll get better soon, wonât she? The young lady is always so strong.â
Kent responded, recalling the Iris he knew.
âIâve watched over her in the mansion for years, and she never even flinched at most things.â
âEven when Lord Bartol or Miss Demeyra tormented her, she didnât seem affected. She just adapted to the situationâŠâ
âYouâre wrong, sir.â
Ray replied calmly.
âThe young lady cries every night. When no one is around, her pillow gets soaked with tears.â
âW-what?â Kent dropped the cookies he was holding.
Iris cried?
He had always seen her with a calm expression, thinking she had simply accepted her circumstances.
âWhy would she suddenly do thatâŠ?â
âBecause sheâs fallen in love,â Ray answered.
âDidnât you hear? She confessed to His Highness the First Prince.â
âIs that true?â
Kentâs eyes went wide. He had heard the rumors but thought they were just gossip that didnât concern the servants.
Not long ago, Julius had explained that the First Princeâs visit was for business purposes.
âYes. But His Highness the First Prince has gone off to war, and now the young lady is being forced into an unwanted marriage.â
âWell, if she marries Lord Bartol, she might be able to live wellâŠâ
âCould you do that, knowing itâs her first and last love?â Rayâs words pierced Kentâs heart.
He had always been weak when it came to love. The common theme in melodramatic novels was always love.
As he heard Irisâs story, countless protagonists from novels flashed through his mind.
âMoreover, Lord Bartol loves His Highness the Second Prince.â
âWhat?â
âCome on, stop pretending you didnât know. Something happened at the ball, didnât it?â
âWas that true as well?â
âYes. So now the young lady faces a life where she canât give or receive love, where she canât fulfill her desires. Itâs no wonder she thinks death might be better.â
ââŠâ
âShe cries so much every day that I think sheâs losing her voice. So, I want to ask you for something, sir.â
ââŠWhat is it?â
âPlease help the young lady die in peace. You can get her some medicine, right?â
âNo, no! How could you say that!â
Kent shouted in horror.
âIs that why you came here? I canât help with that! Never!â
âIf you donât help, youâre a coward, sir,â Ray said.
Her face was chillingly cold.
âCo-cowardâŠ?â
âIf you do nothing, someone will suffer.â
ââŠ.â
âYou know it too, donât you? How much the master and Lord Bartol have tormented the young lady. Youâve seen it for five years, havenât you?â
Ray lifted her head and stared directly at Kentâs face. The coldness in her gaze made his heart sink.
âYouâre just rationalizing, telling yourself itâs okay to stay silent while you witness wrongdoing.â
Every word Ray spoke cut into Kentâs chest.
He could feel the guilt he had buried deep inside starting to rise.
âIf you canât offer any other help, then just let her die. The young lady is suffering more than death right now.â
âW-wait! Alright!â
Kent raised both his hands in surrender.
âIâll help. But she canât die.â
âOf course not?â
Kent took a deep breath. Lucillaâs pleas echoed in his ears.
The responsibility he would face once everything was revealed crossed his mind.
But there was no more time for hesitation.
For Kent, nothing would be more emotionally painful than knowing Iris would meet a tragic death because of his failure to act.
And for Kent, emotional pain was the greatest torment.
âI know how to strip away the title of family head.â
He said in a hushed voice. Rayâs eyes instantly brightened as if she had just been waiting for this moment.
âIâll⊠Iâll report the master to the royal family. I have proof that he hasnât been doing his duties properly. If I do, we can stop the marriage.â
He finally spoke the words he had kept buried inside.
He worried whether his report would have the desired effect, but there was no turning back now.
âReally? You swear it? If you lie, the young lady will curse you even as a ghost!â
âI swear, itâs true! So donât say such scary thingsâŠâ
âFine then. Remember your promise.â
Ray jumped to her feet, giving Kent a mischievous smile.
âWait, when will you report it?â
âNot yet. And keep your voice down.â
Ray pressed her finger to her lips.
âYou said you had things to prepare first.â
âPrepare? But you just said the young lady might dieâŠâ
âAnyway, donât go on vacation. Stay at the mansion and wait!â
Having secured his promise, Ray quickly changed her expression and flashed a smile. Without looking back, she dashed into the mansion.
The preparations on her end were almost complete.
According to Iris, âtheyâ would be visiting soon. The ones she had been waiting for.
That would be the right timing.
âTheyâ arrived on the twentieth day of Irisâs confinement.
Julius and Lucilla were shouting at each other, their voices raised in anger.
It had been the same routine for nearly three weeks, repeating every day.
âPostponing the wedding?! It needs to be done immediately!â Julius yelled.
âHow can we rush the wedding for our only son in such a small, rushed ceremony? We have to maintain some dignity! How much will Madame Wimmer laugh at me?â
Lucilla countered, her voice growing louder in response to Juliusâs outburst.
Julius struck back with even more frustration.
âWhatâs important right now is not the ceremony! We need to finish it, and have Bartol sign a document recognizing his title as Duke, and get that girlâs seal on it!â
Julius struck his chest in frustration.
âIf things go wrong, even if itâs strange or embarrassing, we canât worry about our dignity anymore, you foolish woman!â
âWhat?! You foolish man! Why are you suddenly acting like this after dragging this out for so long?!â
Lucilla retorted, shocked.
âBecause of the vassalsâŠ!â
Julius cut off her words and sighed deeply.
âYou know as well as I do. Since Iris reached adulthood, the Aphellemion familyâs vassals have been subtly waiting for her to inherit the title.â
At the mention of the vassals, Lucilla flinched.
There were many vassals in the Aphellemion family, but she instinctively knew who Julius was referring to.
It had been a long time since she last saw them, but the terrifying image of those vassals sent a chill down her spine.
âWeâve already received letters from them several times. If they find out that weâre keeping Iris confined after she came of age, itâll be a huge problem.â
âWhy would people from the southern regions hear about it? Iâve been blocking everything,â Lucilla replied incredulously.