Chapter 008
âItâs not a fatal wound. Sheâs just a bit exhausted and fell asleep. If you go in now, it will interfere with her treatment. You wouldnât want your mom to heal slower, would you?â
Hearing that, Ronschka finally relaxed but continued to cry.
How do I comfort her?
Letting out a sigh, Lucas noticed Leon standing at the end of the hallway.
âLeon.â
âMaster.â
Leon approached.
âIs she alright?â
Now even his apprentice was worried about Adele.
âSheâll be fine.â
âThatâs a relief.â
Leon nodded and turned to Ronschka.
âSheâll be okay. Master never lies.â
He gently wiped Ronschkaâs tear-streaked face with a handkerchief, clearly concerned for the younger boy. After all, Ronschka was two years younger than him.
I need to make sure he eats more, Lucas thought as he sat down in the hallway, feeling drained.
***
Even after the treatment, Adele didnât wake up.
One day passed, then two. Despite Madeleineâs dedicated care, Adele remained in a deep sleep.
Of course, Ronschka refused to leave her motherâs side.
âYou need to eat something.â
Ignoring everyoneâs concerns, he neither ate nor went to the bathroom, staying glued to Adeleâs side. He felt as though something terrible would happen if he stepped away.
After several days passed like this, Madeleine grew so exhausted that she fell asleep under the warm sunlight.
Ronschka, meanwhile, fiddled with his fingers and cautiously took Adeleâs hand.
âMomâŠâ
Youâre not staying asleep because you hate me, right?
The doctor said youâre fine, so why wonât you wake up?
Ronschka pressed Adeleâs hand to his face, tears started to fall onto the soft palm.
âMomâŠâ
The tears wouldnât stop. A world without her mother meant nothing to Ronschka.
âWake up, pleaseâŠâ
Or Iâll follow you.
Was it Ronschkaâs desperate plea that reached her? Adeleâs limp hand twitched, and her closed eyes slowly opened.
âRonschka?â
âMom!â
Ronshuka smiled brightly with joy. Adel, smiling kindly, pulled him into a hug and kissed his forehead.
There was a light surrounding her mother. The light grew stronger, and soon, her mother seemed to melt away.
âMom!â
Startled, Ronschka shouted, and suddenly his eyes snapped open.
Breathing heavily, he looked around and saw his mother still asleep. So it was all a dream. Of course. No wonder it wasnât making sense.
Letting out a sigh far too heavy for his age, Ronschka blinked back tears.
âThis wonât do.â
Lucasâs voice came from behind him, but he didnât turn around. When he reached out and grabbed him, he struggled.
âWhat, what, what!â
âCome here.â
Lifting the messy-haired boy, Lucas carried him to the dining hall and sat him down. He placed a bowl of soup in front of him.
âEat.â
âNo, no, no!â
I have to go back to Mom!
As Ronschka tried to get up, Lucas firmly held him down.
âEat. You need to stay healthy.â
âWhy, why?â
Lucas explained patiently.
âWhen your mom wakes up and sees you all skinny again, will she like it? Or will she hate it?â
At that, Ronschka remembered how his mom always praised him for eating well.
Pressing his lips together, he picked up the soup bowl with both hands and gulped down the still-hot soup.
âI finished it all!â
âYouâll burn your mouth!â
Lucas panicked and considered calling the doctor, but Ronschka only stamped his feet, eager to return to his mother.
âNow can I go?â
âAfter you wash up.â
Once Ronschka was done from the bathroom, he dashed straight back to Adeleâs room, leaving Lucas to sigh in exasperation.
***
Adele dreamed, or was it something more than a dream? It seemed like something that actually happened, though it felt like a past event.
If she had possessed someone else, maybe the guilt would have been less. But it was definitely her. How did it end up like this? Wasnât this supposed to be in a novel?
After a reckless night, she found herself pregnant.
At first, she took great care with everything, singing gentle lullabies to her baby and watching her actions closely. People whispered that sheâd gone mad, but she didnât care.
Then, before the child was born, her mother passed away.
On her deathbed, her mother said:
âI should have warned you better⊠Raising a child alone is unimaginably hard.â
She wasnât wrong.
But Adele held on. Surely, if she raised the child well, he would return one day.
For a time, she believed that. But as the child grew, she began to feel uneasy.
Why was Ronschka so strange? Why couldnât he be ordinary? Why did he have these strange powers?
As people in the village turned against them, Adele couldnât help but resent Ronschka. The guilt consumed her, but she couldnât stop.
She hated herself for it.
Thinking this way, Adele couldnât leave Ronshukaâs side. She decided to wait until Ronshuka grew up enough to recognize true love. Once that happened, she would leave, when she no longer needed her.
Adele slowly opened her eyes. As she lifted her heavy eyelids, she saw Ronshukaâs tearful face right in front of her.
âMom!â
âRonschka.â
Adele extended a hand to her son.
You can hold my hand now. I wonât hurt you again.
âMy beloved child.â
Adele pulled Ronschka into a hug, smiling faintly.
***
After waking up, Adele began a proper recovery.
She wanted to help around the house immediately, but the head maid, Madeleine, sternly told her to stay in bed.
âThe doctor said you need plenty of rest. Lie down.â
Madeleine handed her a bowl of brown porridge filled with mysterious ingredients.
âItâs good for you,â she insisted.
Madeleine said it was very healthy, but it didnât taste very good.
“Why? Doesnât it taste good? Itâs filled with good things for your health.”
“Good things?”
“Of course. It has some very rare ingredients. Theyâre quite precious, so eat it all.”
Adele forced herself to eat the porridge, even though she felt like vomiting a few times. It must have been expensive if it was rare.
Ronshuka, watching her, finally started eating heartily.
During her recovery, Lucas visited once. Ronschka was in the bath with Madeleine at the time.
âIâll be starting Ronschkaâs lessons soon,â Lucas said after a long silence.
Adel understood what he was implying.
Since Adel woke up, Ronshuka had been sticking to her side. he wanted to eat with her, and even when he bathed, he rushed back, just to be with her.
âIâll tell him to pay attention during his lessons.â
Lucas frowned, staring at Adeleâs feet for a moment before nodding and leaving.
He seemed to want to say more, but Adele lay back down, her thoughts unsettled.
Her luxurious bed felt far too soft compared to the straw mattresses of her past life.