The outside grew noisy, and all the guild members came into the room, knelt down, and wept as they mourned Auntie.
The funeral was held quietly. We buried Auntie on the guild grounds.
The reason I ended up living this kind of life was entirely because Auntie brought me here ten years ago.
Now that I’m free from the life I never wanted, I should feel relieved.
āā¦So why do I feel so awful?ā
I pounded on my chest in frustration. I couldnāt make sense of the emotions swirling inside me.
When I was younger, I used to hate Auntie. I loathed her for forcing me into such grueling training and for putting me through all of it.
But ten years had changed a lot.
If Auntie hadnāt shown up after our parents died, who knows what would have happened to Seniel and me in that mountain?
In the end, I grew up fine, and Seniel was adopted into a noble family and is now living the life he wanted. So I guess thatās good enough.
Iām not thankful to Auntie, but I stopped hating her a long time ago.
I had always planned to repay her for tying me down to this placeābut now she was gone, just like that.
āā¦Goodbye.ā
In front of Auntieās grave, I opened the bottle of liquor Iād brought.
āIāll let this take the place of my tears. Drink all you want up thereāyour favorite.ā
I poured out every drop of the alcohol by the grave when Railie came up beside me.
āQueen liked sweet wine more than strong liquor.ā
āYou donāt know. Her taste only got refined a few years ago. She used to love the strongest drinks.ā
āReally? Well, if you say so. You knew her better than anyone.ā
āā¦ā
āWhat will you do, Prince? I want you to take over the guild. Everyone else feels the same.ā
I silently set the now-empty bottle next to the grave and closed my eyes.
āIām so tired of killing people.ā
āA guild master doesnāt usually move themselves. You just give the orders. Weāll take care of the action.ā
Auntieās voice echoed in my head: āYouāre a gentle child.ā
āDid she want me to leave all along?ā
At first, I had no choice but to do this because of Auntie. But somewhere along the way, it became natural to me, like breathing.
These skills Iāve learned, this life I knowāthis is all I know. If I leave, what could I even do?
āā¦I need time to think. Iām taking a short vacation.ā
āWhere to?ā
āI want to see my little brother.ā
Just then, Sophia came running up to us and grabbed my pant leg, her eyes brimming with tears.
āThey said Queen left the guild to you! But what happens to us if the guild master leaves? Are we disbanding or something?!ā
Her tearful eyes reminded me of a puppy that had lost its owner. I almost wavered.
āPrince⦠youāre not really going to abandon us, are you?ā
At the word abandon, a vein throbbed on my forehead.
āThen how about we all retire together? You, Railie, everyone elseāyou all love the guild. I donāt.ā
Unlike me, who was dragged here by Auntie, the other guild members had joined willingly.
Raven may be notorious, but itās also respected. Among the dark guilds, itās the best.
Everyone was proud to be part of Raven.
So no one would want to see the guild shut downāexcept me.
āThen, Prince, how about this? You run a shop.ā
āā¦A shop?ā
I looked at Sophia like sheād just said something completely absurd.
āYeah! A shop!ā
Sophia grabbed both my hands and sparkled with enthusiasm as she explained.
āWe already have one branch per region, right? We use them as contact points and for gathering information.ā
āSo?ā
āYou could take charge of one of them! If you donāt like the current ones, you can open a new one wherever you want.ā
She seemed to think sheād come up with a clever solution, but I wasnāt moved at all.
āI donāt knowā¦ā
Seeing me unconvinced, Sophia leaned in closer and raised her voice.
āItās the perfect way to live a normal life like you want, without cutting ties with us. Isnāt that good?ā
āIāll think about it.ā
I brushed off Sophiaās hands and looked back at the bottle again.
Then Railie gently lifted my chin to meet her gaze.
āGo see your brother. Iāll hold things down here for as long as it takes. But in returnā¦ā
She paused briefly, her expression turning soft.
āJust come back. Youāre our Prince. Queenās successor. I believe youāll come back.ā
Railie leaned her forehead gently against mine, close enough for my reflection to show in her eyes.
I pulled back, then bumped our foreheads together againāthis time, harder.
āYou guys are too sentimental. Cut it out.ā
āUgh, that hurt. Rosia, your headās way too hard!ā
āI donāt care. I told you itās a vacation! Why are you and Sophia being so serious?ā
āBecause it feels like you might not come back.ā
I patted Railie on the shoulderāsomeone who resembled Auntie far more than I didāand stood up.
āDonāt worry. Iāll return with a decision.ā
Only then did Sophia and Railie smile and let me go.
As I left the guild grounds, Sophia shouted after me.
āWait! Arenāt you taking your sword?ā
āYou keep it. You always said you wanted it.ā
āI didnāt mean it! That sword is your signature! Prince! Prrriince!ā
After talking with Ravenās top two official naggers, my ears were still ringing. I shook my head to clear them.
Then I removed the mask I had worn like a second skin.
I couldnāt even remember the last time sunlight had touched my bare face.
What the past ten years in the guild had given me wereāsharp skills, lethal assassination techniques, and physical prowess.
And⦠money.
Most of my pay had gone to Auntie, but sheād always left me a small cut.
Since I never spent it, Auntie had deposited it in the bank for me. It shouldāve accumulated nicely.
āThe bankās in the capital, so Iāll visit Seniel first.ā
Before going to meet him, I reviewed the regular reports I had received about Seniel.
āMultiple war engagements. Outstanding abilities. Graduated from the academy with top marks. Ranked in swordsmanship competitions. Served for years in the 2nd Princeās private guard. Very high potential to join the Imperial Knightsā¦ā
If I lived in the shadows, Seniel walked completely in the light. Our lives couldnāt have been more different.
At the bottom of the report, someone had scribbled in red ink:
āP.S. Very popular.ā
āWhat, just how popular is he?ā
I brushed it off, gathered the papers, and placed them into an artifact.
āHeāll probably be shocked.ā
Over the past ten years, Seniel and I had seen each other just once a year, for only two hours.
Weād never broken that rule. So showing up unannounced would definitely be a surprise.
I wondered if Iād just be intruding on the perfect life he had without me.
āStill, I want to see him.ā
Before I could decide what to do with my future, I had to meet Seniel.
ā
After riding nonstop for an entire day, I finally arrived at the estate of the Freya family, who had adopted Seniel.
I settled into an inn near a busy square and immediately wrote a letter to send to him.
āShell, take this to Seniel.ā
I tied it to the leg of my raven, Shell, who had served as our connection for the past ten years, and sent him off.
Shell was smartāheād deliver it for sure.
But seriously, people were getting way too curious about a stranger in the territory. I could feel their stares, and it was exhausting.
āTime to dull these senses too.ā
The hyper-awareness I had developed for survival in my line of work was picking up everything around me.
I tried to forcefully shut it all out and collapsed onto the hard bed to rest from the long journey.
ā
Seniel, meanwhile, was immersed in training for the Imperial Knights entrance exam, which was just two months away.
It had been a week since his last trip to the capital for training.
āWelcome back, sir. Did you get hurt anywhere?ā
As the butler greeted him warmly, Seniel groaned and handed over his luggage.
āIām covered in bruises. They made us climb mountains, cross riversādo they think weāre beasts or what? Iām tempted to quit the exam altogether. Anyway, any important messages?ā
āNo, nothing in particular. Just piles of party invitations from various noble ladies. Over there.ā
Senielās popularity was immense, and letters poured in from all over the empire.
Since he never cared about them, sorting out the important ones was the butlerās job.
āJust send polite refusals to all of them. Your call.ā
Seniel glanced briefly at the pile of letters and went upstairs, saying he was exhausted.