Chapter : 3
ā¦it was such a long dream.
I slowly lifted my heavy eyelids.
The first thing I saw was a pure white ceiling.
āAh.ā
This is the chamber in the detached palace.
The moments before I collapsed now felt like they belonged to a distant past.
āMasterā¦ā
The first face that came to mind was my masterās.
āWhere is he?ā
āFinally awake, Themis.ā
At that familiar voice, I turned my head.
My master was sitting in a chair right beside the bed, resting his chin on his hand as he watched me.
āThere was an attack, I heard.ā
āAh! I almost jumped. His face was so close that it startled me.
The eyes staring at me from right in front of my nose were far too beautiful.
āM-Masterā¦ā
I called out to him, my eyes brimming with tears. Seeing my expression, my master looked a bit puzzled at first, then chuckled softly.
He must have sensed how desperate I feltā¦
āYou mustāve hit your head. I should call for someone.ā
No, thatās not it!
I quickly shouted, full of injustice.
āIām fine!ā
āPeople who are hurt never admit theyāre hurt.ā
With that, he rose from the chair.
āYouāve woken up, so Iāll bring you something to eat. Wait here.ā
āYou could just ask someone else to do itā¦ā
āAll the people in the detached palace are being questioned right now. Thereās no one I trust more than myself.ā
Ah, true. After what happened, itās only natural the palace would be in chaos.
āā¦All right. Please go ahead.ā
After sending my master off, I let out a long sigh.
It wasnāt unreasonable for him to react that wayāafter all, I was completely different from the person Iād been before I fell unconscious.
āMaybe itās better to have a little time alone.ā
My head was spinning, and I needed to sort out my thoughts.
And with good reasonā
How could anyone easily accept that their own master was the second male lead in a book?
A tragic sub-male lead who dies after giving up his mana core for the female protagonist, Princess Aria!
While I was unconscious, all my past lifeās memories came flooding back.
And then I realized it.
This world was inside the romance fantasy novel To You, I Offer My Heartāthe very one I had read before I died.
It was a story full of intrigue and romance, centered around Aria, the heroine who awakens as a magician and is later revealed to be a princess.
But to me now⦠it was nothing but a sorrowful tragedy.
āHow could this happenā¦ā
My perfect master was the sub-male lead who never got the girl.
āHe gives up his life and even his mana core for the princess, and yet⦠they never end up together?!ā
My mind could understand, but my heart refused to.
It was part of the inevitable logic of the story.
A magicianās power comes from their mana coreāusing too much magic strains it.
Especially for newly awakened magicians like me, the mana coreāour āsecond heartāāis unstable, so we often live with constant pain.
Thatās why magicians naturally form close ties with priestsātheir divine healing is the only thing that can ease the pain.
The āEverettā my master once mentioned was one of the most gifted priests of all, a young prodigy known as the leading candidate for High Priest.
Because the princess was a magician, she often met with Everett for treatment, and the two of them inevitably fell in love.
YesāEverett was the novelās male lead.
And I hated that ending.
Why?
āWhat about Master?ā
My masterās story was left out completely!
In the original, Aria didnāt only meet Everett.
She also studied magic under my master, the greatest magician of the age.
Their meetings became frequent, and eventually, Aria became my masterās first love.
āā¦And then, for the terminally ill princess, he gives up even his own mana coreā¦ā
He sacrificed his very life for her, yet they didnāt even end up together.
The dying princess recovered and found happiness with Everett, while my master⦠lost his life.
āIāve never once seen my master truly happy.ā
It stung.
To know that the person I cherished most in the world could never find happiness.
āThemis.ā
My masterās voice pulled me from my thoughts.
I hadnāt even noticed heād come back.
āWhen did you return?ā
Instead of answering, he handed me a bowl of oatmeal and smiled faintly.
āDonāt worry. Whoever dared to harm my disciple will pay dearly for it.ā
His words were so warm, so reassuring, that my nose burned and my eyes stung.
You should be worrying about your own future instead, Masterā¦
āI-I can fight too! Anyone who stands in my wayāIāll deal with them myself!ā
My throat tightened for some reason, making my voice tremble.
āDo as you wish. But you still look troubled. Is something wrong?ā
Even now, his face was so perfect that it almost hurt to look at him.
I made up my mind.
āI was already prepared to dedicate my life to him anyway.ā
Then Iāll give everything I have to make my master truly happy.
āThere must be a reason I regained my past lifeās memories.ā
First things firstāstop making him worry.
I forced a bright smile.
āNo, nothingās wrong. I was just thinking about who couldāve attacked the palace.ā
āThe royal family is investigating thoroughly. Weāll catch them soon enough.ā
āThatās a relief.ā
Still, something didnāt add up.
For someone to attack the detached palace of the Archmage Aquilanāand yet so clumsily?
Were they really after my master?
Iād have to look into that myself later.
āMaster, I have a request.ā
Now was the time to focus on his happiness.
āA request? What is it?ā
He sounded curiousāprobably because I almost never asked for favors.
āIād like to attend the banquet being held for the princessās return to the capital.ā
āā¦You?ā
He asked it without sarcasm, just genuine surpriseāand my conscience twinged a little.
Yes, I suppose I havenāt exactly been the social typeā¦
āYes. I think itās time I started living more actively.ā
If itās for my master, I can do anything.
And with my past memories, socializing should be a lot easier this time around.
āā¦You once said you were happiest just staying by my side.ā
At his quiet murmur, my face flushed red.
I knew he wasnāt being possessive, but stillā¦
āThat sounds⦠suspiciously like jealousy!ā
I hadnāt expected that reaction from him, and oddly enough, it made me a little happy.
āReally nowā¦ā
This is exactly why I like him so much.
āThis is my first time asking for something like this, Master. And Iād love to meet the princess too.ā
He looked at me in silence for a moment before finally speaking.
āAll right. If you want to go, you should.ā
āReally?ā
āBut youāll need to prepare first. That wonāt be easy, you know.ā
Iād expected that.
Iād need a new dress, dance lessons, etiquette practiceāeverything at once.
It would be exhausting, but if itās for my master, Iāll do it.
āYes!ā
I replied brightly, and he tilted his head again in that endearing way of his.
āThen letās start preparations tomorrow. But you should get a checkup first. Iāll ask Everett to come as soon as possible.ā
Ah⦠so he really is worried about my sudden change.
āThatās understandable.ā
But actually, this was perfect.
āItās not easy to get close to Everett.ā
Even as a disciple of the Archmage, meeting a high priest like Everett was rare.
āIf I want to protect Master, I have to keep Everett and Princess Aria apart.ā
To block their fated connection, I first needed to get close to Everett myself.
Strike while the ironās hot.
āThen why donāt I go request a meeting with him right now?ā
āā¦Right now?ā
āYou said you were worried about me. If I see him right away, you wonāt have to worry anymore.ā
Once I decided to change my masterās fate, there was no time to waste.
āā¦Did you just say, with your own mouth, that youāll go see Everett?ā
āYes.ā
My masterās gaze grew sharp, but I ignored it.
That wasnāt what mattered.
Donāt worry, Master.
Just as you once taught me what happiness is, Iāll show you the sameā
Even if the price is my own death.