Episode 5Â
âMadam?â
Startled, Soran snapped out of her thoughts and shook her head quickly.
Her round little head bobbed from side to side like a startled bird.
âIâve never gone hungry. Really.â
âI see.â
That was all.
Gyoheum didnât even look surprised. His tone was casual, like it was never a serious question to begin with.
After all, could anyone really believe that the Minister of State would starve his own daughter?
Even if she was a concubineâs child, even if people called her a premature weakling, she was still his daughter.
No servant would dare go that far.
The only things Gyoheum had ever heard about Soran were that she was called the fool and the eight-month child.
He watched her quietly, as if studying a puzzle.
Soran hesitated, then added softly,
âItâs true.â
âYes, I believe you.â
Even so, she still glanced nervously at him again and again.
He smelled like winter wind â cold and sharp. Sheâd smelled something like it before⊠when she first met the Minister.
It was the smell of complete indifference.
Her eyes grew faintly sad.
Of course, he wouldnât like me.
What kind of man would love a wife whoâs known as the fool and the eight-month child?
She already knew that, so why did it still sting?
âYou must be tired,â Gyoheum said gently.
Soran looked up, puzzled.
Why did he sound so kind when he clearly didnât like her?
The more she thought about it, the stranger it seemed. People who disliked her were never kind.
Lady Munhyeon had always shown her disgust openly.
Sehwa snapped at her for no reason.
Yeonhwa bullied her whenever no one was watching.
Even the servants werenât much different â they treated her like a maid, never mind that she was technically their masterâs daughter.
Their faces were all the same: frowning, glaring, sneering.
But Gyoheum⊠he smiled warmly, like a spring breeze â even though that cold, wintry scent still lingered on him.
The gap between his warmth and his chill was confusing.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â he asked.
âN-nothing.â
Soranâs lips twitched awkwardly into a smile. She didnât know why he smiled, but since he did, she smiled back.
Then Gyoheum stood up. From where she sat, he looked towering â like a mountain blocking the light.
âYou must be tired from the wedding. Rest alone tonight.â
âHuh?â
Her eyes widened.
Right then, he realized heâd said the wrong thing.
There was a faint barb hidden in his words â and he cursed himself silently.
He needed to be more careful.
If he wanted to use Soran, he had to win her trust first.
There was nothing easier to control than a woman in love.
And tonight was their wedding night.
Even if he didnât want to consummate the marriage, sleeping beside her might have been smarter.
But every time he remembered she was the Ministerâs daughter, that same burning anger flared in his gut.
Sleep beside her? The Ministerâs bastard child?
Not yet. Maybe when the fire cooled down.
âI meanâŠâ
He started to fix his words, but Soran beat him to it.
âT-thank you,â she stammered, lowering her gaze shyly.
He shut his mouth and stared at her.
When she looked up again, her eyes curved softly into a smile.
Ha⊠a breath of disbelief escaped his lips.
Thank you? So the Minister spoiled her this much â raised her so sheltered that she couldnât even sense contempt.
No wonder they called her a fool.
Irritation boiled in him again.
People like her â pampered and untouched by hardship â were the most infuriating.
Harsh words rose to his tongue, but he forced them down, speaking in a falsely kind tone.
âPlease, finish your meal. You still look hungry.â
âCan I?â
Her dark eyes sparkled, round and bright.
It was pure sincerity â she didnât even catch the sarcasm in his voice.
Which only made him look ridiculous.
He sighed softly. âIâll have the maid reheat the food. Wait a moment.â
âOh, no, itâs fine! Itâs late â I shouldnât trouble anyone.
Iâll just finish whatâs left. Iâm almost full anyway.â
Gyoheum studied her again.
He had thought sheâd grown up spoiled, but she seemed genuinely considerate â thinking about the servants even in her own room.
What kind of person are you?
He wondered, then he shook his head.
It didnât matter. Whatever kind of woman she was, she was still the Ministerâs daughter.
That would never change.
âThen have a restful night. Iâll see you in the morning.â
âAh!â
Soran suddenly gasped, as if remembering something.
Gyoheum paused and looked back at her.
Her cheeks were puffed again, her tiny mouth chewing like a squirrel.
Each time she swallowed, her eyes squeezed shut, then opened again.
He couldnât help but watch her.
Finally, she swallowed and looked up seriously.
âWhat time should I go for the morning greeting?â
âThe⊠what?â
âThe morning greeting! I heard thatâs the most important part â showing respect.â
Pajuddaek told me so.
She almost said it out loud but stopped herself, holding back the rest of her thought.
She remembered that last conversation clearly.
Iâve never learned proper etiquette. What if I get scolded?
Donât worry. Just act proud â like someone whoâs never had to care. Youâre the
Ministerâs daughter, arenât you? No one will dare question you.
But stillâŠ
Then just bow nicely. Half the battleâs won if you greet people well.
Bow?
Morning greetings. As long as you bow properly, youâve done your duty.
Soran clenched her fists, determined.
She was good at bowing â years of doing it for Sehwa had made her an expert.
And the rest is easy. Just smile. Nobody can scold a smiling face.
Her eyes had widened, then curved with a small, silent laugh.
Thatâs a relief. Iâm good at both!
âIâll come get you at first light,â Gyoheum said.
âYes.â
Relieved, Soran went back to eating.
Gyoheum frowned slightly, watching her.
The more he saw, the less he understood.
She seemed simple, maybe foolish â but then sometimes she wasnât.
He finally shook his head and turned toward the door.
Outside, darkness waited. The night was deep and still.
Somewhere, an impatient frog croaked â waking spring from its sleep.
A shadow stirred. It was Kkeutsun, emerging from the dark.
Gyoheum stepped down the porch stairs casually.
âThe lady is still eating,â he said. âClean up later and prepare her bedding.â
âYes, sir.â
He paused, smiling faintly as a thought struck him.
âOh â one more thing.â
Kkeutsun straightened up, half-bowing again.
âDonât wake her tomorrow morning. Let her sleep in â she must be tired.â
But what about the morning greeting?
Kkeutsun blinked in confusion. It was the brideâs first day in her new home â wasnât skipping the greeting improper?
But Gyoheumâs gentle smile silenced the question. She nodded slowly.
âYes, sir.â
Looks like the young masterâs already smitten. Newlyweds, huh.
Her shoulders trembled as she tried not to laugh, and the sound of her footsteps faded into the dark.
As soon as she was gone, the softness vanished from Gyoheumâs eyes. He looked out into the darkness, cold again.
âSheâll oversleep and panic. That should be amusing.â
Gyoheum changed clothes, glancing out the window. The sky was still black â the roosters hadnât crowed yet.
Once, this was when he used to stumble home drunk. Now, it felt normal to be up, clear-headed, before dawn.
He thought suddenly of Sahm, his late brother â how he used to rise early, neatly dressed, ready for the palace.
Without realizing it, Gyoheum had started to resemble him.
If Sahm saw him now, what would he say?
Probably nothing. His brother had never been one for either praise or blame.
He shook his head to clear the thought and stepped outside.
Cold air heavy with dew slipped into his collar. Last night the grass had been dry; this morning it soaked his hem.
He stopped outside Soranâs room.
Is she awake?
He wondered.
Probably not.
Only servants with endless chores woke at this hour.