Episode 9Â
âNo â if you were going to forget, you could have just forgotten quietly. Why touch the records?â
Ilaneria sighed deeply and rubbed her face.
Even facing the troubled young princess, the historians kept talking.
âParadon strictly controls history to the point of producing official histories for external consumption.â
âIn fact, thereâs almost nothing that people from other countries can verify.â
âSmaller states avoid close exchange with us because theyâre wary of Letunia and Paradon.â
âAnd since Rembros Vamelmah II, who was a contemporary, seems to have erased references to Emperor IraneâŠ.â
âPerhaps it was a matter of characterâŠ.â
Ilaneria snapped.
âWhat do you mean âcharacterâ!â
âAhem. Sorry. Besides that, there are problems like some ink not seeming fully dried, or the paper quality not matching something a hundred years old, so it canât be accepted as an official record.â
Ilaneria admitted her mistake.
ââŠI didnât think of that. For someone this meticulous, how could I make such a mistake?â
But it wasnât impossible to explain. The preservation magic on the vault prevented oxidation and decay of objects.
âThereâs magic on the vault⊠oh, never mind. Itâs fine.â
Ilaneria sighed and waved her hand away before she could explain.
After beating her chest a few times, she returned to her seat with her lips tightly shut. Her cheeks, puffed out from the movement, looked cute enough, but the dark aura rippling behind her was extremely threatening.
No one could find their voice. Only Luxor moved to escort the scholars out.
âSteward. See that our guests are served.â
The steward bowed politely and led the scholars away.
Once their footsteps faded, the dining hall fell instantly into silence. It was so quiet you could even hear a mouse scurrying across the corridor to its hole.
Ilaneria stared briefly toward the sound, then stabbed at the dessert the servant brought with her fork.
Floretta leaned close and whispered to Ponent as she watched Ilaneria.
âSheâs definitely possessed.â
Ponent nodded in agreement.
âBy an evil spirit, too.â
Servants bustled around like ants carrying things. I propped my elbow on the window frame, rested my chin in my hand, and slouched, watching them.
Luxor had spent the money I gave him on sensible things â the decorations were in decent shape now. The plaster statues still only had footprints, but a few chandeliers were back in place.
âSo what. Nothingâs under my control anyway.â
Every attempt at attaining inner peace had failed; Iâd even skipped meals, and the autobiography Iâd written was branded a fake. Theyâd even attached a label to me.
I was no longer just a tyrant. Iâd been dubbed a âself-absorbedâ tyrant â apparently my autobiography contained too much self-praise.
Ha. Ridiculous.
They wouldnât recognize the autobiography as history, but they slapped on the label âself-absorbedâ?
Pouting, the door opened.
Dora was used to not being surprised by seeing me awake alone anymore.
âPrincess, you must get ready to go out. Delegations from Paradon and Letunia will be arriving soon.â
âDelegations my foot.â They werenât coming for friendship â they came to check each otherâs strength from safe foreign soil.
Paradon, which had expanded eastward, had become an empire, and blasted Letunia had grown westward into an empire too. When two neighboring countries grow at the same time, friction is inevitable.
Given the balance of power, it was only natural â invasions, wars, the whole mess.
But Paradon and Letunia did not behave that way.
Officially, they claimed it was to maintain peace in the southeastern continent, but that was nonsense. Their reason for merely checking each other was geography.
Between the two empires lay the Remlock Mountains â the highest and most forbidding in the world. The only route between them was through Epiphanes, a narrow passage. Whoever swallowed Epiphanes would seize dominance of the continent.
Neither side wanted to hand it over, so they kept up a standoff, and Epiphanesâ status was left in limbo. During that process they must have endured various humiliations â for example, sending a leading heir as a hostage.
It would be unbearable to the prideful.
âIâm not going.â
Hearing the names Paradon and Letunia alone made me furious. A reception? No way. Back when I was emperor, I didnât even have to bother â whether I received those who requested an audience depended on my mood. If I permitted it, they came to pay respects.
Letunia, maybe â but Paradon, those traitors? Iâd rather die first⊠well, I already died once.
Ridiculous.
I crossed my arms stubbornly. Dora started to say something, then sighed.
âFine. Iâll let them know you said no.â
She came and changed my clothes and fixed my hair, giving me a warning.
âBut you must attend the ball. No need to complain then; youâll have to be there.â
Whoâs going to throw a tantrum? I turned around indignantly.
But Dora, whoâd turned the great emperor into a sulky child, had already left.
I put on the uncomfortable clothes and watched the people in my rooms. After a while, a faint waltz leaked into the chamber.
âWhat a bother.â
I donât see the point of dancing. When I was emperor I attended balls for protocol; now Iâm just the youngest princess. Why bother?
Tapping my raised toes, I weighed two annoyances: attending the ball, or enduring the descendantsâ pestering if I didnât attend.
The latter would be worse.
âIâll just make a brief appearance.â
Reluctantly, I rose.
I waved Dora away and entered the great hall.
âRiaâs come?â âWhat brings you here?â âI thought you hated balls.â
Why did I even come? They seemed surprised the Princess Ilaneria disliked the ball.
âJust because.â
âWell, then stay with us while youâre here.â
Floretta grabbed my hand. If I left it alone sheâd probably hold on until the ball ended, so I slipped my hand free.
âIâll just watch from over there.â
I pressed myself to the wall, away from the descendants.
Groups paired off and whirled, fans fluttered, laughter burst out.
âHow can a ball still be boring after a hundred years?â
When I was emperor at least I enjoyed receiving greetings. Now I felt like a scrap of bread lying on the street.
No wonder â scavengers and greedy worms started hanging around me, trying to snatch whatever they could.
âPrincess, why are you alone? My son happens to be alone too â shall I introduce him? Heâs very handsome.â
Look at this. Offering a ten-year-old as a husband.
I snorted, turned my body, and decided to get some fresh air. But even where the lights were on there were too many people.
The breeze was cool though, and my chest felt a bit freer. After watching people for a while I grew bored and moved to a quieter spot to rest.
I sat on a bench swinging my legs when a heavy thump came from between the trees. Mocking laughter followed, coarse and unpleasant.
âWhatâs that?â
They sounded like children; the laughter grated on my ears. I stood up, about to swat them, and saw a familiar head collapsed on the ground.
A girl with shining blond hair â she bore my sonâs likeness.
âKynesia?â
Her golden eyes shimmered in the dim lamplight, wet with emotion.
I approached and asked, âAre you hurt?â
Kynesia lay on the ground, fists clenched as if clawing the soil. The grass was crushed in her hands.
Her nails had bent and were torn this way and that, but she seemed to feel more shame than pain.
Kynesia opened her bloodshot eyes and ground her teeth.
âGo away.â
I stood frozen when a boyâs voice sounded.
âPuhahaha! Go away, he says.â
One boy squatted in front of Kynesia and tapped her head with his index finger.
âYou should have done as I told you. If I told you to fetch water, you fetch. If I told you to pick something up from the ground with your mouth, youâd pick it up.â
Kynesia remained stubbornly silent. The boy grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled.
âWhat did you think would change when you returned to your country?â
What on earth was he talking about?
My blood pressure rose and the back of my neck throbbed, but an emperor never loses composure. I breathed slowly and addressed the boy, who looked about fifteen.
âAre you from Paradon, by any chance?â
The boy curled his lip and snorted unpleasantly.
âSo? What are you going to do about it?â
Do something? Of course I would.
I bit down as hard as I could on the Paradon boyâs hand that was yanking Kynesiaâs hair.
A sickening crunch and a scream followed.
âAAAAHHH!!!â
The Paradon boy shoved me away and snatched his hand back.
He staggered, collected himself, and spat out a mouthful of fishy-smelling saliva.
Those kids were foolishly well-bred, but they were still descendants of the great Emperor of Epiphanes. They could belittle me and oppress me, but I had decided they would only ever humiliate me.
And yet a boy from Paradon dared block the will of the great emperor? In my country?
âHey. Come here. Iâll tear both your hands to rags!â