<Episode 4>Â
Leaving the tearful Floretta behind, I returned to my room.
I rummaged through the wardrobe and pulled on a hood. When I tugged it down deep, my face was completely hidden.
If I left through the front gate, the knights would surely notice meâso I carefully made my way toward the secret passage.
Usually, a place like this would be patrolled by the rulerâs elite guards.
But there wasnât even an ant in sight!
âTsk, tsk.â
Just how many times had I clicked my tongue today? At this rate, Iâd get a cramp in it.
I passed through the corridor and finally emerged outside, but the thought of going into the city made me a little nervous.
If the royal palace was in this sorry state, how miserable and starved must the people be?
My blood pressure was already rising, and the back of my neck began to throb.
With a sigh, I crossed the forest and entered the city.
Stopping in the middle of the square, I began scanning peopleâs faces.
âHm? Surprisingly, not bad.â
Even those who looked like theyâd missed a few meals still had bright faces. Few looked well-off, but the streets were full of energy.
âNot bad at all.â
So even though that idiot has been bleeding the palace dry, he still managed to keep an eye on the people?
I mentally raised my evaluation of Luxor by a drop of antâs tears and kept walking.
The templeâs location was always chosen by the gods themselves, so it rarely changed. It wasnât hard to find.
ExceptâŠ
âWhat in the world happened here?â
The great Temple of Shamah, the largest on the southeastern continent, was in ruinsâjust like the palace.
In other words, it looked like it could collapse if you so much as poked it.
âIf Raphael saw this, heâd claw his way out of the grave.â
Since ancient times, the southeastern continent had worshiped the Sun God Shamah, while the northwestern continent followed the Moon Goddess Levana.
Between them stretched a vast ocean, plagued by erratic weather and treacherous reefs.
Crossing it alive was as difficult as plucking a dragonâs scale, so contact between the two continents was nearly nonexistent.
âAt least until about twenty years before I died, that is.â
Once a safe route was established, the Levana faith quickly spread into the southeastern lands.
Several kingdoms even adopted Levana worship as their state religion, naturally stealing followers from Shamahâs church.
Feeling the crisis, the Shamah clergy sought power to drive them out.
And since I needed justification for territorial expansion, our interests aligned perfectly.
So I married Raphael, the Saint.
I placed the Son of God at my side and invoked His name to launch a holy war.
That war allowed me to absorb the kingdoms that had worshiped Levana and drive her faith from the continent.
Even after the Shamah Church regained its strength, Raphael didnât leave my side.
âIâll only be at peace once you have an heir,â he said.
âYou can have one with Pelion if you like. You just look too divine⊠I feel like Iâd be committing a sin.â
âA sin?â
âBlasphemy.â
ââŠâŠâ
I still remember the look on his face when I said that.
Even if he wanted to uphold the churchâs dignity, he shouldnât have dared look at the emperor with such irreverent eyes.
I imagined poking those insolent eyes out as I stepped inside the temple.
âIs anyone here?â
I looked around, calling out. But after a long wait, only the wind answered, howling through broken windows.
âCome here!â
No one came.
A temple priest would never abandon his post. Was this place truly ruined?
I stood there dumbfounded.
Then, from a corner, came the creak of an old door.
I turned toward the sound.
âWhoâs there?â
âThatâs my questionâwho are you?â
A gaunt man in a tattered priestâs robe appeared.
âItâs been ages since anyoneâs come here. What brings you, young lady? Where are your parents?â
âMy parents rest in peace, and I came to obtain holy water.â
âWhat?â
âHoly water.â
âAre you possessed by an evil spirit or something?â
Did he just call me possessed?
When I glared at him, the priest gave a phlegmy laugh and pointed toward the door Iâd entered through.
âThere is no holy water here. Try the Temple of Levana instead.â
He was telling a believer seeking help to go to another god?
âRaphael literally married and had a child for the sake of preventing this very thingâŠâ
I didnât leave. I turned fully to face him.
âThen at least pray for me.â
âItâs useless. Lord Shamah withdrew His grace long ago.â
âDoes that mean priests can no longer use divine power? All of them?â
âAre you ignorant because youâre youngâor are you mocking me, knowing Iâm the last priest left here?â
Anger flared on his face.
âNo, thatâs not it. I really didnât know. Iâm sorââ
âEnough! Get out, now!â
Before I could apologize, he shoved me outside.
The door slammed shut behind me, drawing the stares of passersby.
A fallen princess thrown out of a fallen temple. Wonderful. I couldnât even lift my head.
I pulled the hood further down and thought hard.
âWhat now? Should I really try the Levana temple?â
The state religion of Epiphanes was Shamah worshipâso Iâd have to cross the border to find one.
As I walked slowly, wondering if there was an easier way to reach enlightenment, my eyes suddenly caught on something strange.
A brilliant, shining buildingâits front adorned with the moon symbol of Levana.
âWhat theâwhy is that here?â
Two rival temples in one kingdom? The world had truly gone mad.
Amid crumbling roads and shabby homes, it alone gleamed brightlyâlike a golden button sewn onto a rag.
Temples were maintained by their respective churches, meaning Levanaâs was thriving while Shamahâs had rotted away.
In short, while Shamahâs faith was on its last legs, Levanaâs had firmly taken root.
For a brief moment, Raphaelâs face flashed through my mind.
âWhatever. As long as I can ascend to heaven, who cares which god helps me?â
I was already deadâwhat did it matter if it was Shamah or Levana?
Striding to the temple, I threw open the doors.
Before I could even call out, a priest draped in silver jewelry approached leisurely.
âWell, if it isnât the youngest princess.â
Who was this guy to talk to royalty like a neighborâs kid?
I was about to scowl when he offered me a candy.
âLost your way again while out playing?â
Great. So we knew each other.
If he recognized me and I failed to ascend, Iâd be thrown out of the palace instead. That would be bad.
âI⊠needed some holy water.â
Uncertain of how this body usually spoke, I let my voice trail off. The priest tilted his head.
âWhat for? Planning to drive out an evil spirit?â
Why did these priests keep bringing up evil spirits?!
Holy water wasnât just for exorcismsâit could restore strength, heal wounds, quench thirst, even be used for washing!
I stared at him in annoyance until he gave an awkward laugh.
âHaha, Iâm only joking. Since you need it, of course Iâll give you some.â
He went inside and returned with a silver chalice of holy water.
Just close your eyes and drink it.
I brought the cup to my lips, but thenâ
âIranelia!â
If I responded, Iâd lose my chance.
Without turning around, I poured the holy water into my mouth.
Farewell, cruel world. Itâs been filthy but fun. Letâs never meet again.
I closed my eyes and let my body relax. Good. Now, if I could just ascendâ
Any moment nowâŠ
Any momentâŠ
âWhy isnât anything happening?!â
That couldnât be right. Holy water always worked!
I snapped my eyes open just as Luxor came running and swept me into his arms.
âYou must have been frightened by the fire! Are you hurt anywhere?â
âNo, I wasnâtââ
âOh, donât deny it. You came to the temple to heal yourself secretly so your family wouldnât worry, didnât you? Hmph! Still, when youâre hurt, you should call a doctor instead of coming here.â
What nonsense. Holy water works better than any doctor.
I gave him a flat look. Luxorâs eyes watered.
Behind him stood several knights, and behind me were the temple priests.
âSo many people around, and the king has no dignity at all. Tsk.â
I was about to scold him when Luxor lifted me off the ground.
âMy precious youngest one, you must be hungryâyou keep smacking your lips.â
I clicked my tongue, not licked it!
â…Put me down.â
âHm?â
âPlease⊠let me down.â
Since he was the current king and the Levana priests were watching, I kept my tone polite and forced a smile.
But Luxor looked hurt.
âI see. My little Riaâs all grown up now. Still, calling me âFatherâ so formally all of a suddenâhow sad.â
Unbelievable. In my day, no one raised children like this.
My Yulshi never once spoke to me informallyânot even as a toddler.
Actually, even his babbling sounded respectful. Because I taught him that way!
What kind of world had this become, where grown men still called their fathers âDaddyâ?
Whether I glared or not, the king kept holding my hand and walking.
Embarrassed by his foolish display, I turned my head away.
One of the priests caught my eye and gave me a knowing smile. His picture-perfect expression sent a chill down my spine.
âSomethingâs off.â
Having married a Saint, Iâd been around holy water more than I cared to remember.
To exaggerate a little, Iâd lifted more chalices than toasting glasses.
If I asked for a cool drink, theyâd bring me one infused with divine energy instead of ice.
Back then, I could truly feel holy power enveloping meâmy body light, my spirit cleansed.
It was like all misfortune washed away.
But this time? It felt like Iâd just drunk plain water.
And the fact that my soul was still firmly stuck in the youngest princessâs bodyâ
I knew it. I never shouldâve trusted Levanaâs lot.
âWas that priest a quack or something?â
âHm? What was that, my dear?â
âNothing.â
With a long sigh, I pressed a hand to my forehead.
Now what was I supposed to do to ascend?