It was the first time she had ever entered the largest mansion in the city.
The mansion had been built as the lordās summer villa.
However, its owner had never once visitedāhe disliked this remote countrysideāso the butler had been left in charge of maintaining the place.
āMiss Senaren?ā
āHello, sir.ā
āWhat brings you here today?ā
Although it was called a ācity,ā it was really closer to a small townāeveryone knew each other by face and name. Senaren, too, was on familiar terms with the butler.
āI was invited here today.ā
āMy goodness, so the guest was you, Miss Senaren.ā
āIt just turned out that way.ā
āI thought youād be arriving by carriage.ā
They had offered to send one, but she refused. Her house was deep in the forest, and there was no proper road a carriage could take. Besides, riding one from the village entrance would have felt silly, so she said she would come on her own.
āPlease, come inside. Lord Rex is waiting.ā
The name was unfamiliar to her. He must be using a false identity.
If his real name were known, it would cause an uproar.
āThe garden is beautiful,ā she said.
āThatās the part I take the most pride in,ā the butler replied.
āIt shows. The flowers are blooming so beautifully.ā
āThank you.ā
Despite the mansion being ownerless, the garden was meticulously kept.
She never imagined sheād one day get to see it properlyāuntil now, sheād only ever glimpsed it while passing by during errands.
āLord Rex, what are you doing out here?ā
The butler sounded surprised to see Regios in the gardenāhe should have been waiting in the drawing room.
āIāll take over from here,ā Regios said.
āThen Iāll go prepare the meal.ā
āThank you.ā
The butler gave Senaren a polite nod and disappeared into the mansion.
āThe mealās not quite ready yet. Shall we take a walk in the meantime?ā
āOf course.ā
She was fond of the garden anyway, so she didnāt mind.
As Regios watched her look around with curiosity, he asked,
āDoes the garden fascinate you?ā
āItās just⦠so beautiful.ā
āIs that so?ā
He didnāt say much else, but she could tell he was thinking something along the lines of Beautiful? This?
āIāve never been inside this mansion before,ā Senaren said. āIāve never seen such a lovely garden.ā
āThen shall I let you come whenever you like? Noāperhaps I should just give you the entire mansion.ā
āWhat do you mean?ā she asked, startled.
The butler would faint if he heard such a thing.
āConsider it an apology for my rudeness.ā
āThatās far too much. I couldnāt even afford to maintain a place like this.ā
She laughed softly, brushing it off.
āI could take care of the maintenance costs for you.ā
āIām satisfied with my life as it is. Having too much is no better than having too little.ā
āIs that so?ā
Perhaps she was the missing princess. Her hair was white instead of gold, but she had no memoriesāso who could say for certain?
Still, Senaren valued her peaceful present more than any lost identity.
She had kind parents and a comfortable job. She wished life could always stay this way.
She didnāt tell him, but when her parents had first found her, she had been in a terrible stateānear death, even. They had taken her in and nursed her back to life.
āLetās see the garden later. We should eat first.ā
āAlright.ā
When she saw the table, Senaren froze for a moment.
Lavish dishes sheād never seen before gleamed on fine tablewareāit looked more like a work of art than a meal.
But there were so many knives, spoons, and forks laid out that she didnāt know which one to use.
āSomething wrong?ā he asked.
āI just⦠donāt know which utensil to start with.ā
What was second nature to him was entirely foreign to her.
Realizing this, Regios didnāt bother to explain that she could simply start from the outermost ones. Instead, he said,
āā¦Just eat comfortably.ā
Then, watching her awkwardness, he swept away all the excess utensils and began eating with only one piece of cutlery.
Only then did Senaren reach for her food.
āI didnāt think to be considerate.ā
āItās only natural for you. Things like this arenāt part of my world.ā
āDo you like the food?ā
āYes. Itās delicious.ā
The salad was fresh with orange dressing, the mushrooms had the rich texture of meat, and the clams were soft and savory. The roasted duck was crisp on the outside and tender inside.
Every dish was wonderful, and Senaren ate with wide, shining eyes.
āIce cream?ā she said when the dessert arrived.
In such a remote place, the fact that heād managed to prepare ice cream was impressive.
The moment it touched her tongue, it meltedāleaving behind a cool sweetness laced with fresh fruit.
āYou seem to like the ice cream the best,ā he said.
āItās not something you get to eat often.ā
Perhaps she looked a little too happyāher cheeks flushed as she answered.
āItās really good.ā
āThe princess used to love it too.ā
āI see.ā
āIn truth, she loved anything sweet.ā
He smiled faintly as he said it.
In his memory, Ephilia had always been sadāhis guilt only allowed him to remember her that way.
But as he watched Senaren now, for a fleeting moment, he could almost see that girl againāthe one who had once been so radiant and full of life.
āWere todayās dishes the ones she liked too?ā
āYes. Would you like some of mine?ā he asked, sliding his glass bowl toward her.
āWhy arenāt you eating it?ā
āBecause this isnāt the kind of sweetness I crave.ā
She didnāt understand what he meant.
āNo, thank you.ā
āI wish you would. Watching you eat⦠it feels as if sheās really come back.ā
āThat makes it even harder to accept,ā she said softly.
Regios gave a bitter smile. The expression was so sorrowful that she couldnāt help but speak words of comfort.
āMy condolences⦠about the princess.ā
It wasnāt much of a comfortājust a polite, detached phrase anyone might say.
āItās alright. Iād already given up, to be honest.ā
āā¦Had you?ā she asked carefully.
āIf she were alive, she would have come backāno matter how much she hated me.ā
Senaren didnāt know what to say. Her silence made him smile faintly again.
āArenāt you curious why she hated me?ā
āI donāt think itās my place to ask. It was between the two of you.ā
āYouāre not curious at all?ā
āā¦Iām not sure.ā
āI hurt her,ā he said quietly.
āWhy?ā
āBecause it was my fate.ā
He had rejected his fateābut it was Ephilia who had paid the price. Only after losing her did he realize how cruelly selfish he had been.
āShall we move to the drawing room?ā he asked.
āI think I should be going.ā
He gave her an apologetic, wistful smile.
āJust a little longer. Please. Being with you⦠it really feels as if sheās here again.ā
āIām not her replacement.ā
She already knew he saw the princess in her faceāand even if she understood, that didnāt make it pleasant.
āI know. Iām not mistaken. But⦠there wonāt be another time like this.ā
His expression was painedāso much that she couldnāt bring herself to refuse again.
Besides, his words implied he would be leaving soon.
āā¦Alright.ā
āIāll serve tea.ā
āYouāre preparing it yourself?ā
āItās part of my apology.ā
āHow humble of you.ā
To share tea with the Crown Prince himselfāalone, without attendantsāwas an honor in itself. His humility made the situation oddly amusing.
āIf you wanted something material, I could easily grant it,ā he said, pouring the tea.
Senaren accepted the cup with a polite smile.
āThank you.ā
Her answer had a double meaningāit could apply both to the tea and to his offer of wealth.
Regios chuckled quietly.
āIf thereās anything you do want, you need only ask. Sugarāthree spoons, right?ā
āYes,ā she said automatically, before realizingātoo lateāthat her answer was wrong.