Chapter 11
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He was always watching.
He was always observing everything, and he remembered everything he saw.
Aquila had always been the kind of person who was easily misunderstood.
From birth, his eerie crimson eyes, sharp gaze, expressionless face, lack of emotion, and quiet nature all made people believe he was indifferent and dull.
In truth, he was highly observant and sensitiveâbut he never felt the need to explain himself.
As a child, he didnât realize what it meant for people to misunderstand him, and he grew used to being seen as an ominous child.
But as he grew older and his crimson eyes grew even more vividâ
âDear, I think⊠our child inherited the blood of the other race too strongly.â
âWhat do you mean? You said you were half-blooded.â
ââŠMaybe youâre not a full Imperial eitherâperhaps you had a trace of other blood mixed inâŠâ
When his extraordinary physical abilities surpassed even most of the other racesâ
âI think⊠the contract magic will probably activate for our child.â
âThen⊠that means heâll have to enlist in the Border Defense Army?â
His parents, watching Aquila grow, suspected that the day his contract magic manifested, heâd be conscripted into the army.
They loved each other more than anything, but before losing their child could hurt themâbefore they became too attachedâthey decided to abandon him.
âStill⊠we believe youâll be able to live well on your own.â
Fearing the pain of being separated once their son was taken away, they abandoned young Aquila before the contract bound him.
Even in that moment, Aquila stared at them with those crimson eyes. His parents never realized what was in his heart.
âYou think Iâll live wellâŠ?â
That moment, he felt a tearing pain in his chest. He was frozen, panicking, unable to move or speak.
His parents, misunderstanding his stillness, left in tears.
That was how he ended up in an orphanage despite having parentsâ
and why he eventually gave up caring about being misunderstood.
When he turned seventeen and the contract mark appeared on his wrist, he left the orphanage without hesitation and volunteered for enlistment.
He was assigned to the Cledor Mountain Battalion, 18th Company, Alpha Squad and adapted surprisingly well.
He had an affinity for fire-type aura and remarkable physical abilities.
While other recruits dropped out, he stood outâso much that his peers found him intimidating.
Rinia, Karl, Saluvia, Magne, Johan, Billy, Hippie.
He remembered all of their names.
Even so, perhaps because of his reserved demeanor, they still thought he was detached. But he didnât care. As always, he simply stayed quiet and accepted his surroundings.
But when he faced his comradesâ deaths before his eyesâ
He couldnât move.
Just like when his parents left him, he froze in place, unable to do anything.
NoâŠ
He tried to close his eyes, but even his eyelids refused to obey.
He thought, once again, that he had lost everything.
âHey! Why isnât he coming out yet?!â
âTorches! Everyone grab a torch and get over here!â
Then, finallyâhis legs moved.
He didnât have time to think. He leapt straight into the river, managing to grasp a flailing hand beneath the surface.
They plunged down the waterfall togetherâand when he saw the face of the only surviving comradeâ
âDonât die. Donât you dare die, pleaseâŠâ
He muttered like a madman, pressing on her chest over and over.
And when their eyes finally met, his heart stopped.
On her pale, blood-drained face, her golden eyesâglowing with faint lifeâwere fixed on his.
She was looking straight into him, reading everything beyond his gaze.
âIâI never wanted⊠anyone to die.â
He had never wished harm on anyone. He hadnât wanted to be distant from them.
For some reason, with her, he felt he had to explain himself. Trembling, he tried to speak.
âHhâcough! I know.â
She said it.
âI know what youâre thinking.â
It wasnât a misunderstanding. Their thoughts were perfectly synchronized.
For the first time, he felt the electric sensation of being truly connected to someone.
Saluvia.
Her name pulsed on his tongue.
The only thing he could do was vowâno matter whatâto protect Saluvia for the rest of his life.
That first true bond made him want to devote everything he had to her.
âHold me.â
Her unfocused eyes trembled as she spoke.
When he wrapped his arms around her shivering body, he found himself wishing he could make her warmth the same as his own forever.
âŠThis is bad.
He knew exactly what he was feeling toward Saluviaâand that it was inappropriate in their situation.
But he couldnât stop it.
He simply couldnât imagine not loving her.
We began climbing back up the mountain, trying to return to where we had fallen.
We couldâve climbed the cliff beside the waterfall, but we were far too exhaustedâphysically and mentally. It was a miracle weâd even survived the fall.
We said nothing as we climbed, but both of us were thinking of our dead comrades.
Now, there were truly only the two of us left.
âWant me to carry you?â
âYeah.â
Because of the burns on my leg, I was slowing down. Aquila turned his back to me, and I climbed onto it.
âCold?â
âYeah.â
Both of us were drenched, but his body heat seemed to slowly dry my clothes.
So fire aura makes the body hot, huh.
Pressed close to his back, my trembling eased, and my pale fingers regained color.
âArenât you cold?â
âNo.â
âArenât you tired?â
âIf you tried walking by yourself, thatâd be more tiring.â
It might have sounded dry and curt, but that was enough.
Sometimes, you donât need words to understand someone.
Love, friendship, camaraderie, even maternal instinctâthere are feelings that canât be defined by any of them.
When all your comrades die and only the two of you remainâwhat you feel then is something entirely different.
âSaluvia.â
âYou know, thatâs the first time youâve said my name.â
âShould I say it more?â
âJust for today?â
âNo.â
âThen thatâs fine.â
To outsiders, the exchange mightâve sounded strangeâbut we were utterly devoted to each other. We hadnât even really spoken properly in a month.
As he carried me, his breathing grew rougher from the climb, but I didnât ask him to put me down.
âAre we going the right way?â
âThe directionâs right.â
âWhat if no oneâs there when we arrive?â
âThen weâll just have to find our way back to the unit.â
After that, silence fellânot uncomfortable silence, but peaceful.
âAquila, can I ask you something?â
âYeah, go ahead.â
âCan I bother you from now on?â
âAs much as you want.â
âCan I whine in front of you?â
âGo ahead.â
âWhat do you want, then?â
I already knew his answer, but I asked anywayâwanting to hear it from him.
âDonât die, Saluvia.â
âOkay.â
âDonât you ever die. Donât ever leave me.â
âI wonât.â
âKeep showing me youâre alive. Keep clinging to me.â
âI promise.â
Then, we heard voices in the distance.
âThey must be around here somewhere.â
âYeah, sounds like it.â
âPut me down.â
âOkay.â
He gently lowered me to the ground.
He looked into my face quietly.
âYour lips are blue.â
âGuess I havenât warmed up yet.â
Aquila lifted his hand and softly brushed my lips.
âYour handâs warm.â
âWant me to keep going?â
âYeah.â
To an onlooker, it mightâve looked strangeâbut I was just cold, and he just didnât want to lose me.
âFeeling better now?â
âYeah.â
âThen letâs go back.â
âOkay.â
After walking a bit farther, we began to sense the presence of the other soldiers. Relief washed over meâthey hadnât left yet.
But that relief vanished when we heard the company commanderâs voice addressing the squad leaders.
âThe commander is disappointed in you.â
âŠA bad feeling settled in my stomach.
âYou couldnât even keep the new recruits alive. None of you did your job.â
He truly sounded disappointed.
âYouâre all getting lax. Itâs been too long since our last company drill. Weâll start again immediately.â
As soon as he finished, the platoon leaderâs voice followed.
âLooks like weâve been too lenient with the officers. We excused you from training for real combat, and this is how you perform?â
Waitâseriously?
We were in trouble.
Even the senior sergeants were getting chewed outâŠ
After the officersâ voices faded, we heard the remaining seniors speaking among themselves.
âWhat the hell were you thinking? You shouldâve stopped that last recruit from jumping in!â
âUnderstood, sir.â
âWhat the hell have you guys even been doing? You lost recruits in the waterfall, didnât even look for them, and let another one jump in after them?!â
It was Chris, the highest-ranking corporal, scolding the senior soldiers.
Aquila and I froze, staring at each other.
âAre we screwed?â
âLooks like it.â
Great. They were already getting chewed out because of usâand when we showed up alive, weâd get our own share of it too.
ââŠHaah. I just donât understand you guys.â
Now it was Aprilâs voiceâthe top corporal.
âSure, maybe you didnât expect a dragon to appear. Dying because of that canât be helped.â
Hearing Aprilâs normally bright and gentle voice sound so calm made it even more terrifying. No one who hadnât heard her angry could understand that kind of fear.
âBut you couldnât even keep the recruits from getting swept up in a damn waterfall?!â
ââŠâŠâ
âHeads down, you idiots.â
No!
A loud alarm went off in my head.
If this continued, the scolding would only get worseâand when they found us, the atmosphere would be brutal!
Without a word, Aquila and I sprinted toward them at the same time.
âHuff, huff⊠Corporal April!â
When we appeared before them, everyone stared like theyâd seen ghosts.
The privates and trainees whoâd been lowering their heads looked up wide-eyed.
The corporals looked stunned, as if asking why we were still alive.
April and Louise, standing beside her, exchanged an odd expression.
An awkward silence hung in the airâuntil finally, April smiled faintly.
ââŠYouâre back?â