Chapter 04
 My Stepsister Overthinks Things
âB-Bathing together!?â
âJuuust kidding! Itâs a joke, a joke! Big brother, your face is turning redâwere you imagining me in a lewd way? Since youâre already like that, Iâll show you my lewd bodyââ
As she said this and began unbuttoning her school uniform, I quickly stopped her with words.
âDonât do that! I donât need to see it!â
âEhh? But Iâve got a pretty good figure, you know?â
Even through her uniform, that much was obvious. Correctionâher figure wasnât just âpretty good,â it was absolutely outstanding.
When it comes to her looks, sheâs exactly my type in every way. Thatâs why itâs hard for me to restrain myself sometimes, but as her brother, my dignity comes first. That makes enduring it a little easier.
âYui, as your brother, Iâd never ask you for anything impure, nor do I hold such impure feelings toward you.â
âImpureâŠ?â
âThinking about your lewd body, or about your figureâthose kinds of thoughts.â
âWhy is that impure? Isnât it natural to think things like that about the opposite sex?â
â…Even if thatâs natural, weâre siblings. Thinking that way about you would definitely be impure.â
âThen, do you think my feelings of wanting to marry you are impure too, big brother?â
Yui usually has a bright and kind personality, but sometimes she drops heavy words out of nowhere.
And this was one of those times.
If you only focus on the fact that she wants to marry her brother, itâs obviously not normal by common sense. But is it âimpureâ? Probably not. Still, that doesnât mean I can accept it either. And if I just bluntly said âI canât accept it,â Iâd be outright rejecting her feelings.
Thatâs not what I want to doâŠ
While I was struggling for an answer, Yui waved both hands and spoke in a cheerful tone.
âS-sorry, big brother! Asking something like that is unfair to you, right? I didnât mean to make you uncomfortable⊠I just hoped that, little by little, your way of thinking might change someday!â
âMy way of thinkingâŠ?â
âYeah. Youâre so kind, youâre trying your hardest to keep being my âbig brother.â Thatâs why⊠I want you to slowly change that way of thinking.â
âŠSo, just like how I want to change Yuiâs way of thinking, she also wants to change mine.
Kaname⊠maybe trying to change Yuiâs mindset is going to be harder than I thought.
âBut, like I said, little by little is fine! If you already had a girlfriend, then I couldnât take things slowlyâbut you told me before you didnât have one, right?â
âEh? Well, thatâs true, but⊠did I really say that?â
âYeah! When you were just starting first year of high school, I asked you, and you said, âIâve never been in love, and I donât think Iâll fall for anyone in high school either.ââ
âAhh⊠yeah, I guess I did say that.â
Now that she mentions it, I think I remember.
âAnd itâs true, isnât it? Youâve never brought a girl home, and you donât have that special aura of someone whoâs fallen for someone. Thatâs why I decidedâif thereâs no girl you like, then Iâll take it slow and gradually change your mind. âŠOh! But I also realized recently that even if you donât like anyone, if there was some girl out there who liked you, I couldnât afford to be so relaxed. But you donât really interact with girls, do you, big brother?â
â…Eh?â
If she asks whether I interact with girlsâwell, I do.
Kaname is the prime example.
But Kaname is a friend, not really a âgirl Iâm involved withâ in that way. And this conversation is about âa girl who likes me,â so Kaname doesnât matter here. No need to mention her.
âYeah, I donât really interact with girls.â
âPhew, good! If you did, Iâd have to go all-out and attack you, regardless of whether that girl liked you or not. But since you donât, I can take things at my own pace, right?â
â…Wait, regardless of whether she likes me? I thought we were talking about if someone liked me.â
âEven if a girl liked you, it doesnât mean youâd notice it. Either way, if you were involved with another girl, Iâd feel like I had to step up my game. But since youâre not, I can keep things relaxed, just like now.â
At this point, telling her âActually, I do have a female friendâ would only cause trouble. Worse, it would stir her up unnecessarily.
From now on, Iâd have to hide the fact that I hang out with Kaname⊠If she ever found outâwell, Iâve managed to keep it hidden this long, so it probably wonât be exposed that easily.
â…â
â…Big brother?â
While I was thinking that, Yui called out to me. My face didnât show it, but my silence must have seemed suspicious.
âWhat is it?â
âWere you just thinking about something?â
Of course, I couldnât tell her the truth.
âNo, nothing at all.â
â…I see.â
She didnât look convinced, but she nodded anyway.
ââŠWeâve been talking too long in the entryway. Letâs go to the living room.â
When I said that, Yui answered energetically:
âYeah! Dinnerâs ready, letâs eat together!â
âYeah.â
After such a long talk, there was no way I could carry out Kanameâs advice about slowly breaking down Yuiâs thoughts tonight.
I decided Iâd just go to bed quietly, and tomorrow, Iâd start trying out what Kaname suggested.
âIf there really were a girl involved with big brother, then that girl would be⊠No, thatâs just me overthinking it.â