Chapter 9
âMadam is different, Ralph. Sheâs the only one who knows how to make the Dukeâs medicine.â
The two had joined the knight order together and spoke casually with each other.
At Gretaâs quiet retort, Aizen raised an eyebrow.
Not only had she stopped referring to Jena as âLady Jena Kreutzâ in her reports and started calling her âMadam,â but nowâ
âShe was able to catch the bandits because she genuinely wanted to take responsibility for the Duke and the family.â
She even added a personal remark.
Unlike Aizen, who quietly noticed the change and was a little surprised, Ralph looked entirely amused.
âHaha, thatâs funny! Sheâs really getting into her role as the baronâs wife, huh?â
Neither Greta nor Aizen flinched at the blatant mockery.
âDonât try to bear everything alone.â
Aizen had also sensed the sincerity in Jenaâs words and paused back then.
He quietly called out to his aide.
âRalph.â
âYes, my lord.â
âForget it. Just send the reward money to the Kreutz baronyâleave my name out of it.â
At the oddly subdued tone, Ralph hesitated before bowing.
âYes, understood.â
Once Ralph left, Aizen gave Greta a brief word of praise.
âGood work, Greta.â
âIt was nothing.â
âYou seem to have gotten close to that woman.â
Seeing your attitude change says enough.
Sensing what he left unsaid, Greta lowered her gaze and explained.
ââŠSheâs just easier to be around than I thought.â
âIf youâre comfortable, thatâs good. You may go.â
âYes, my lord.â
Greta bowed politely and left. Only afterward did she realize sheâd spoken too much, but strangely, she didnât regret it.
After she left, Aizen returned to his work.
***
The day after the bandits were caught, House Kalrad quickly issued the bounty.
A chest containing one hundred gold coins was delivered straight to the barony.
The senderâs name was omitted.
They had said it would be awarded under the Dukeâs name before, so I found it a little oddâbut it was a good thing, so I didnât overthink it.
âOhhh.â
As soon as I opened the chest and saw the dazzling gold, I gasped.
âI thought Iâd have to pick it up from the ducal estate, but this is so much more convenient.â
I pulled out several small boxes I had prepared in advance and began dividing up the money.
Once that was done, I picked up two of the smaller boxes and stood up.
âGreta, Iâd like to see Mother and Father.â
âYes, madam. Please wait a moment.â
She led me to the first-floor tea room and went to fetch them.
While I sipped my tea alone, the door suddenly opened with the energy of two people who had rushed from afar.
âMother, Father, youâre here?â
âAhem. Why have you called for us when weâre so busy?â
Father sat down with a displeased look. Judging by Motherâs face, she wasnât thrilled either. I mustâve interrupted them at a bad time.
Then Iâd better get straight to the point.
âActually, I caught a wanted bandit and received a bounty. Itâs not much, but I wanted to give you both a little allowance.â
ââŠAllowance?â
Their eyes widened slightly, as if they hadnât expected that.
I smiled shyly and handed over the boxes.
âPlease donât expect too much. Out of the hundred gold bounty, forty went to the servantsâ wages, and another forty went toward your treatment research, dear.
From whatâs left, I set aside five gold for emergencies, and divided the remaining fifteen equally among you, Mother, Father, and Aizen.â
Meaning, they each got five gold.
It wasnât a small amount for our current situation, but by noble standards, it might seem meager. I felt a bit uneasy.
âFive gold, really.â
Father opened the box and muttered. From his tone alone, I couldnât tell if he was disappointed or not.
Mother, who checked next, had an even more unreadable expression.
After staring at the coins for a moment, she closed the box and looked at me.
âItâs admirable that youâre trying to manage the budget properly, but you didnât say how much you kept for yourself.â
I froze. I hadnât thought about my own share at all.
The money was meant to support the household and fund the medicine research, so I never planned to keep any.
Under Motherâs expectant gaze, I scrambled for an answer.
ââŠAh! My share is the research fund. Iâm studying hard, just as you suggested, and Iâm learning faster than I expected.â
It really was surprising. Maybe because Iâd known how to make medicine before possessing this body. Even though I was learning it for the first time, it didnât feel difficult.
The original me hadnât been a pharmacist, nor did I have any medical background.
âIâll make Aizenâs cure no matter what, so please donât worry.â
I winked playfully, but both of them looked away awkwardly.
They seemed embarrassed, as if theyâd seen something they shouldnât. I mustâve imagined it.
âAnyway, Iâll be going now. Thank you for your time. You should get back to your work too.â
ââŠVery well.â
After a polite bow, I left the tea room and went upstairs.
My steps led to Aizenâs office. Knock, knock, knock. I opened the door slightly and peeked in.
âDear, Iâm here!â
Cough!
My cheerful voice overlapped with a harsh, ominous cough.
My eyes widened in horror. Aizen was standing by his desk, his lips and collar stained red.
âDear!â
The box I was holding fell to the floor with a thud, but I barely noticed.
He was covering his mouth, coughing again and again. When I saw the red spreading down his sleeve, my mind went blank.
âO-oh no. Iâll go get the doctor right now!â
âWait, cough, madamâcough!â
Aizen frowned, gesturing for me to stop. I thought he needed support, so I rushed over to help him.
âYouâre dizzy from blood loss? Let me help you to the sofa.â
As I gently pulled him along, he suddenly grabbed my wrist.
âHaa⊠No, calm down.â
âWhat do you mean no! I have toâ!â
âMadam, breathe.â
He lifted the edge of his bloodstained sleeve to my nose.
ââŠHuh?â
I blinked, confused, and looked up at him. He rubbed his neck awkwardly.
âItâs not blood. Itâs tea. I choked while drinking.â
âOhâŠâ
So it was just a misunderstanding.
Even for that short moment, my heart had dropped to my feet.
âI thought you were coughing up blood.â
âI used to, but the medicine you made before helped. Iâm stable for now.â
ââŠThen if I donât finish making the new one soon, it could happen again.â
âMost likely. By the way, what brings you here?â
He asked calmly, while I was still a little shaken. His tone helped me pull myself together.
âDoes a wife need a reason to visit her husband? Maybe I just missed you.â
âOh? So you came because you missed me?â
âNo, I came to give you your allowance.â
Dropping the teasing tone, I picked up the fallen box.
Aizen looked at me, surprised again.
âFive gold. Use it to go out, eat something nice, relax a little. Stress-free rest is good for the body.â
ââŠAre you serious?â
âOf course. I really hate seeing my family sick.â
I placed the box in his hands myself. He peeked inside and made a complicated face.
With my hands on my hips, I gave a stern warning.
âIf you want another allowance next time, you better listen to me properly.â
âIâm an invalid, not a child.â
âSo you wonât take it?â
Five gold was worth more than two and a half monthsâ wages for a servant. Hardly pocket change.
He gave a helpless smile and shrugged.
âIâll take it, then.â
âGood choice.â
I patted his arm. Allowance deliveredâmission complete.
âSee you later, dear.â
***
Aizen listened to her light footsteps fade away and turned back to his desk.
He tried to resume reading the report, but his eyes kept drifting to the small box sitting there.
Leaning back in his chair, he stared at the faintly glinting surface.
Five gold was almost laughably modest for someone who held all of the Northâs trade, military, and commercial power in his hands.
Even as a five-year-old, his allowance had been ten times higher.
âShe really used her bounty just to give to others, didnât she.â
He recalled the simple, worn dresses Jena always chose to wear.
Earlier, sheâd come in a navy gown without a single bit of lace or embroidery.
If anything, buying new clothes wouldâve benefited her more than handing him five gold.
âWell, she was never the type to dress up anyway.â
He thought back to her time as a maidâsilent as a mute, her face shadowed with grief.
The only time sheâd ever smiled was faintly, when sheâd first accepted medicine from him.
So different from the Jena now, who smiled the moment she saw him.
âHer true nature is who she was before losing her memory.â
No matter how she acted now, she was still the spy sent to poison him.
ButâŠ
He glanced at his own hand, remembering the frail wrist heâd held.
Too weak, too delicate to belong to a trained assassin.
Even when sheâd been caught adding poison, she hadnât even tried to runâjust collapsed, trembling, and then spoke of the person she loved with those bright, aching eyes.
âWho on earth sent someone like her?â
Looking at the gentle, almost ordinary woman she was now, Aizen couldnât help but wonder about the person sheâd loved.
Who was worth dying for?
He sighed softly, stood, and shoved the small box into a desk drawer.
That was enough indulgence for one day.
***
2. Iâm the Madam, Youâre theâŠ
A month had passed since Iâd possessed this body.
During that time, Iâd turned into a complete bookworm, buried in pharmaceutical texts. Iâd finally graduated from the beginnerâs level and moved on to the intermediate class.
The basic books Greta and I had bought were stacked neatly in one corner, replaced by a fresh set of new ones.
Hehe, how satisfying.
There was something else to feel proud ofâit was the end of the month, payday for the servants!
Finally, time to spend that bounty.
âYou called for me, madam.â
Head maid Miriam entered and greeted me politely.
âMm-hmm.â I nodded and handed her a box containing forty gold.
âItâs payday today, right? Please distribute this among everyone.â
âThank you, madam.â
The maids here were calm and reserved as always. Miriam accepted the box with her usual composure and turned to leave.
âAh, wait a moment.â
I quickly stopped her. There was something I needed to ask.