Chapter 5
âWhy are you pretending to be so innocent?â
Johan smiled gently.
âItâs a marriage of convenience. Weâre both just getting what we want out of it. You must know everything youâre wearing didnât come to you for free.â
His words spread through Anelâs heart like frost.
He wasnât wrong.
She knew it tooâeverything she enjoyed had a price.
And that price was this single marriage.
But that didnât mean she wanted to accept it so easily.
None of it was what sheâd wanted.
They thrust things into her hands without asking, then demanded payment.
âWhy⊠me?â
Even after everything heâd said so bluntly, she still couldnât understand.
âInnocence? Or foolishness?â
Johan glanced at the watch on his wrist.
Anelâs gaze followed his.
Between the perfectly fastened white gloves and the crisp white cuff sat a wristwatchâunyielding, immaculate, like a symbol of his refusal to allow even the smallest flaw.
He was aristocratic to the coreâeven in the way he refused to show a hint of bare skin.
And yet, in truth, he was anything but noble.
âI wonder which you are, Lady.â
Anel thought of his private life.
What did it matter if he dressed like a monk and carried himself like a noble?
A watch worth the price of an entire estateâwas that so impressive?
He was still a terrible man.
âIâm neither innocent nor foolish,â she said through clenched teeth.
The very act of talking to a man like this was humiliating.
âAt least you can refuse, canât you? Unfortunately, I donât have that privilege. But you, my lordâyou could choose another lady. Anyone else but me.â
What she said was true.
A man destined to be emperorâ
Such a man couldnât marry just anyone, but at least he had the right to refuse.
The right to reject the worst option.
Anel had been denied even that.
But him? Surely not.
âYes, Lady Morata,â Johan said coolly. âIâm luckier. I do have a choice.â
âThen you could just refuseââ
âSo what?â
His face was suddenly expressionless, for the first time.
Anel faltered.
âOh, I see,â he said, his tone light again. âYouâd rather I sacrifice someone else in your place?â
His expression softened back into that smooth, unreadable smile.
âYouâre more selfish than I thought, Lady. You just donât want to be the one paying the price.â
âIââ
âItâs a compliment.â
His eyes curved faintly in amusement.
Anel suddenly remembered a suicide note sheâd once read from a noblewomanâone who had written that she wished, just once, to be reflected in those very eyes.
âFor an empress of the empire, that sort of temperament is only fitting,â he said.
âThatâs not what I meant!â
Anel snapped, her anger spilling over.
âI donât even want that positionâbut arenât there plenty who do? I donât want you either, but Iâm sure there are countless ladies who do!â
The moment the words left her mouth, she bit her tongue.
She hadnât meant to bring up his scandalous reputation.
Heâd been rude first, but years of restraint made her uneasy.
She glanced at him warily.
âAnd what of it?â
âWhatâŠ?â
âWhether half the empire wants me, or all of itââ
Johanâs eyes were dry, emotionless.
âI said Iâm going to make you the empress.â
âBut whyââ
âItâs too troublesome to train someone new.â
Train?
The word hit her like a slap, cutting off her breath.
Was that really it?
He was choosing her as empress simply because it was inconvenient to prepare someone else?
That was his reason?
Anel was too stunned to speak.
âEven a glass doll made for someone else can be useful if it fits its purpose,â he said.
âYouâre treating me like an object now, my lord?â
She glared at him, appalled.
Sheâd heard he was arrogantâbut this was beyond belief.
âAs if youâre treating me like a person,â he said dryly. âTo you, Iâm nothing more than a means to the throne, arenât I?â
He wasnât wrong, but his indifference chilled her.
âI told you I donât want to be empress.â
âAnd I told you that doesnât matter to me.â
He looked at his watch again, then rose to his feet, as if the conversation had run its course.
âI believe thatâs all I needed to say. Excuse me, Lady Morata. Iâll see you again soon.â
âWaitââ
âAnd please, recover quickly. Stop starving yourself over someone whose time with you is already over.â
With that, Johan turned and left.
No chance for rebuttalâhis movements were as swift as they were final.
He vanished so quickly it felt almost like a dream.
Anel stared blankly at the spot he had occupied.
Nothing had changed because Johannes Drenegger had visited.
She remained locked in her room, as always.
Meanwhile, Samu continued visiting the ducal mansion, delivering bouquets of flowers.
Anel had tried knocking on the glass to show him she was imprisoned, but each time, the servants had blocked her view.
âMy lady.â
Her maid, Giselle, approached hesitantly, holding something out.
âHis Highness the Crown Prince asked me to give you this.â
Anelâs frail hands reached out.
It was a bouquet.
Flowersâthe only thing she had ever truly loved, even though sheâd never coveted dresses or jewels.
ââŠA bouquet.â
âYes, my lady. It seems he picked them with care.â
Even after that day, Samu didnât visit in person, but he sent bouquets every day to the ducal estate.
Tulips, daisies, marigoldsâdifferent every time, but each filled with the same affection.
To my fiancée.
I heard youâve fallen ill, and they wonât let us meet in case itâs contagious.
I can bear not seeing your face, but I canât bear knowing youâre unwell.
Please get better soon.
The world feels empty without you.
With love and devotion,
Samu.
The card always carried the same messageâhis hopes for her recovery, his affection.
Someone must have told him she was sick and couldnât leave her room.
That lie, more than anything, filled her with despair.
Noâeverything filled her with despair.
But the one who made her despair most of all was Johannes Drenegger.
Every morning and night, newspapers were slipped through the crack beneath her door, and each time, her heart sank deeper.
She wasnât allowed to send a single message outside, yet the duke made sure she received them anyway, saying,
âAn empress must understand how the world turns.â
Slowly, the headlines became disasters.
âLord Johannes Magnum Demands Recognition as a Member of the Imperial Family.â
âJohannes Magnum, Actually Johannes Drenegger? Dispute Over Direct Royal Bloodline.â
It started when he revealed that his true surname was Drenegger.
Then he requested the emperor officially acknowledge him as a legitimate sonâ
as though it were only natural.
âA New Heir to the Imperial Bloodline?â
âWhat Winds Will Blow Through the Empire?â
At first, the empire was shocked.
But soon enough, they accepted it.
Of course they didâJohannes was the pride of Stein, regardless of his name.
Some even said it was strange no one had guessed his royal lineage sooner.
Others whispered that the emperorâs bastard son, Johannes of the Magnus house, had a stronger claim to the throne than Crown Prince Samu, born of a foreign queen.
âWho Will Be Emperor?â
âTrueborn Heir, or Illegitimate Son?â
âHow Will the Crown Prince Respond to His New Half-Brother?â
Every page of every newspaper was filled with one nameâ
Johannes.