Chapter 7
âExactly my point. He retired ages agoâŠ.â
âIâm so sick of hearing him called âsenior.â How can someone that old still be so oblivious?â
For a moment, I thought it might be Lee Seong-jin, but thankfully, it wasnât his voice.
âHe just canât let go.â
âLet go of what?â
âHe thinks his piano career ended because of marriage. When it was really his own fault.â
The more I listened, the more unpleasant it became. I thought about stepping out and saying somethingâbut really, who was I? Just another faceless piano academy instructor.
Better not stir things up.
âPoor Go Ye-rimâs daughter, though. The kid doesnât even like piano, but she forces her to sit and play.â
I clenched my jaw.
âSheâs just using the kid as a trophy. Probably because she never won enough herself.â
âThey say there are lots of mothers like that.â
Clackâ
I opened the stall door and walked out.
The two men gossiping froze mid-sentence and stared at me, startled.
To be fair, I was startled too.
They had been slandering the Go Ye-rimâso I half-expected them to be big names. But no, Iâd never even seen their faces before.
âAhâuh, excuse usâŠ.â
âLetâs go.â
They shuffled out awkwardly.
I stared after them, thinking bitterly, Jealous men are always the ugliest kind.
That uneasy feeling clung to me even after I left the restroom. Maybe it was because of what Iâd overheardâor maybe the atmosphere had always been like this and Iâd just failed to notice.
Now that I looked around, nobody seemed genuinely happy to see Go Ye-rim.
Only Lee Seong-jin, the man Iâd met earlier, had greeted her with real warmth.
And soon, the truth became clearerâfrom Ye-rim herself.
She raised her champagne glass, utterly composed.
âI think itâs better if we move separately.â
ââŠWhat?â
âNo need for people to judge you just because of me. Over thereâsee?âplenty of young pianists. You should go chat with them.â
She smiled faintly, that serene, bittersweet curve of her lips that somehow made my chest tighten.
I hesitated, then asked quietly:
âYou came here knowing how people would talk?â
âOf course.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I hate the idea of being forgotten.â
Was that honestyâor self-deception?
I stared at the pale gold in her glass.
âIf even my peers forget me, then Pianist Go Ye-rim truly ceases to exist.â
âDo you regret giving up piano?â
âNo. Even if I could go back, Iâd make the same choice. What meaning would life have without So-eun?â
She smiled again.
âThis is just⊠a lingering attachment.â
< 007 >
I sat on a bench outside, scratching my head with a sigh.
âA lingering attachment, huhâŠâ
A simple word, but so achingly human.
If it were Go Ye-rimâpure classical elegance incarnateâIâd expected something far more refined.
âMaybe I shouldnât have come.â
All Iâd gained was gossip I never wanted to hear, and I hadnât even met Yang Se-jin.
Well, he was the first Korean to win that titleâprobably too busy circling the globe with recitals.
Then, suddenlyâ
DingâŠ
A clear piano note sliced through the night air.
I turned instinctively. The sound came again, fuller this time.
It was coming from the hall. Of courseâthere had been a piano there.
The weight in my chest lifted, replaced by curiosity.
When I returned to the venue, people had gathered in a semicircle around the piano.
And there, facing away from me, someone was playing.
For a moment, I wonderedâYang Se-jin?
But no.
Danâdadadan!
The tone was steady, precise, classical to the core.
Not flashy, but groundedâthe kind of control that comes only from years of fundamental discipline.
âSeong-jin plays beautifully, doesnât he?â
Go Ye-rim had appeared beside me.
Ah. That explained it. The back of the pianistâs head belonged to Lee Seong-jin.
âYes⊠his fundamentals are excellent,â I saidâthen caught myself. âAhâsorry, that might sound arrogant.â
She shook her head gently.
âNo. Youâre right.â
A delicate smile touched her lips as she closed her eyes, clearly enjoying the sound.
The final note rang outâDing!âand applause followed.
Lee Seong-jin rose, scratching the back of his head, bashful.
âHaha⊠thank you.â
âYou always play so cleanly, Seong-jin,â someone said.
ââCleanlyâ as in âboring,â right?â
âHaha, no way!â
Laughter rippled through the group. For a moment, it was lighthearted.
Thenâ
âWouldnât it be a shame to end it here?â
Another man spoke up, smirking.
âWe have Seong-jinâs teacher here tonightâMiss Go Ye-rim herself! Isnât it only polite to ask for a piece from her?â
I blinked. Teacher?
So Ye-rim had taught him.
Her face drained of color.
âThatâs right! You taught him, didnât you?â
âHow could we forget?â
A staff member grinned smugly.
âWhy donât you give us a tune, Miss Ye-rim?â
I scowled before I could stop myself.
What kind of circus do they think this is?
Ye-rimâs hand trembled around her champagne glass.
It was a perfect trap: if she played well, theyâd call her pretentious. If she faltered, theyâd mock her decline.
Even Lee Seong-jin looked mortified.
Ye-rim lowered her head.
âI⊠I thinkââ
âThe piano sounds nice,â I interrupted.
Dozens of eyes turned to me.
I walked to the instrument, resting my fingers lightly on the keys.
The coordinator frowned.
âAnd you areâŠ?â
âKim Do-yoon.â
âA pianist?â
âNo. Piano instructor.â
Laughter eruptedâdisbelieving, mocking.
Who does this guy think he is? their faces said.
I ignored them, letting my hand glide across the keys.
âMind if I play one piece?â
âDonât embarrass yourself,â the coordinator sneered. âDo you even know whoâs here? Youâre out of your depth, teacher.â
I smiled faintly.
âHere?â I said. âIâll play better than anyone in this room.â
The air froze.
A challenge like a gunshot.
The coordinator barked a laugh and stepped back.
The room fell utterly silent.
Dingâ
I pressed a single key to feel the weight.
Ding, dingâ another.
Iâd already had a long talk with my right hand before sitting down.
Beethoven, Piano Sonata No. 14 â âMoonlight.â
A melody even the untrained knew. A hymn of impossible yearning.
The crowd held its breath.
Moonlight spilled through the skylight like a spotlight upon the piano.
My right hand twitchedâa signal.
Thenâ
Tarararaâtadan!
The âMoonlightâ Sonataâs third movement is like a staircaseâeach note climbing furiously toward the unreachable moon.
Tarararaâtadan!
Left and right hands raced, breathless.
The right handâperfect. The leftâsteadier than it had ever been, thanks to years of brutal retraining.
Faces blurred, but I could imagine their expressions.
Because I was listening, too.
Tararaâtadan!
Each strike rebounded like lightning, the polished surface reflecting the frenzy of my face.
Moonlightâs madmanâyes, thatâs what I looked like.
My vision swam. My back arched. Yet my hands never left the keys.
Danâdaradan!
At the height of crescendo, a smile crept to my lips. The once-cold moonlight now burned like fire.
What is âMoonlightâ?
Where was the moon Beethoven reached for?
In 1801, his hearing was already failing.
How could a man robbed of sound compose something so alive?
Maybe that was the essence of geniusâ
a light that dazzles but can never be touched.
My left hand screamed with pain, but I played on.
Moonlightâs third movement never rests.
Even a momentâs lapse would shatter it.
And so I climbedâunyielding, breathless, burning.
âWho is that maniacâŠ?â someone whispered.
Danâdanâdanâ!
The final chords exploded.
I sagged forward, gasping.
ââŠHah⊠hahâŠâ
Then, slowly, I raised my right fistâmet it with my left.
A faint laugh escaped me.
ââŠSlam Dunk, huh?â
And thenâ
Clap⊠clapâŠ
One pair of hands. Then another.
And anotherâ
Clap clap clap clap!
Thunderous applause filled the hall.
Even after minutes passed, the clapping didnât stop.
In a room full of egosârenowned pianists, critics, prodigiesâthat kind of applause was a miracle.
At the entrance, Yang Se-jin stood frozen, eyes fixed on Kim Do-yoon.
How long had he waited to see that face again?
âI guessâŠâ
The man he had once admiredâ
ââŠI didnât break his wings enough.â
A chilling smile touched his lips.
The one who had once bowed humbly before himâ
a man born with untouchable talent yet no gratitude.
That was how Yang Se-jin remembered Kim Do-yoon.
He had heard rumors: the accident, the years of rehabilitation, the job at his auntâs piano academy.
But to see him hereâ
playing like thatâstronger, brighter, untamedâwas impossible.
A few years since the crash. A few years since the hand that shouldâve ended everything.
And yet⊠his playing surpassed his youth.
Yang Se-jin turned toward his car. His driver looked puzzled.
âSir? Youâre not going in?â
âTake me home.â
As the car door closed, Yang Se-jin let out a long, quiet sigh.
âMaybe Iâll just have to tear his wings off completely.â